Years Since the Storm
Album • 2014
Get up, get up Drowning in my darkness I've been tried I've been tested And I'm being pulled down Wake up The more I see, the more I'm sick And the more we seem so pathetic Lose hope, die slow Never reach towards anything just let go 'Cause if you always try Then you'll always know That life will let you down So stay cynical Lost in my mind with nowhere to hide I don't want to lose my faith in humanity But I can't help it I just hate what I see Never finding silver linings in these black clouds that hang over my head While I'm hanging from a thread Give up I'm losing all of my hope It's getting harder to breathe They tell me I'm a fuck up But every single one of you are just like me Why can't you see? Pitiful, a species so despicable Making life unlivable Polluting the earth with our stupidity What we've become Yeah, it makes me sick This is our reality Reality I've been living a lie, waiting to die Exile myself until I meet my demise Ashamed that it took this long to realize The truth in our existence has been right before my very eyes I'm not unconventional Nothing more than typical Realize I'm not shit, while you're all thinking you’re formidable Everyone's a hypocrite Everyone is full of shit Robotic and psychotic so much more than we all want to admit I don't want to lose my faith in humanity But I can't help it I just hate what I see Never finding silver linings in these black clouds that hang over my head While I'm hanging from a thread This world is dead
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
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You walk through life deaf and blind As everything unfolds around you without reason or rhyme Because it's not about why It's simply all about time And no, it's not about when the fucking stars align Everything around you is within your control It's not decided by the supernatural It makes me sick that your head is so thick Open up your eyes Why don't you open up your eyes? You control your own fate Don't listen to a word they say There's no such thing as destiny And when you wish upon a star It won't get you very fucking far Your view on life is through foolish eyes Believing all you see when all you see is lies Hatе to break your spirits I can't help it I'm a realist I don't rеly on fairy tales to justify why I exist You can try but you'll never convince me I don't believe in the make believe Call me egotistical, over analytical All I want to do is to explain the inexplicable It doesn't bother me that we disagree Your views, your values, they don't mean shit to me Everything is coincidence Every situation is created by chance You control your own fate Don't listen to a word they say There's no such thing as destiny And when you wish upon a star It won't get you very fucking far You are no more predetermined than the vermin The filth that lurks in the sewers and the streets
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal And there's a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too, way too fucking cold to feel Fearing this feeling of instability Something wicked is growing inside of me Trying my best to avoid a catastrophe Demons in my head, but I won't go willingly And I can feel my heartbeat racing My veins are about to burst I look in the mirror to see my own worst enemy My enemy is me Sometimes I feel like a broken man There are times when I'm not sure how much more I can stand All my childhood left alone, an exiled mind is all I know Don't try to take me, don't try to change me I feel a darkness growing every day Don't try to bend me, don't try to break me I'm already broken Always finding new ways to destroy myself It's the only thing I know, I have nothing else I can't feel anything anymore My reality is far from yours Bleeding distress, my thoughts are my temptress I don't give a shit if the thoughts I think are logical I just wanna lose my fucking mind, 'cause I'm broken inside I'm a stranger to myself and you're all strangers to me Don't try to take me, don’t try to change me I feel a darkness growing every day Don't try to bend me, don’t try to break me I'm already broken I don't have to sleep with the devil to wake up in hell I know the pain isn't real, but I'm way too, way too scarred to heal And there's a fire burning at my heels, but I'm way too fucking cold to feel
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
You're ever so enticing, object of my temptation I feel your touch, it's too much I can't fucking take it It's getting hard to think straight Suspense is driving me insane My hunger's getting harder to contain That look inside your eyes My subtle invitation to come inside And explore my fascination So seductive, I can't help but fucking love it Self-destructive, but I can't get enough of it Fiery friction, the urge, the addiction My conviction, I'm finding pleasure through affliction Oh, god, I fucking need it I want you in front, behind, bottom to top And once you start, start, start don't you ever stop I wanna fill, fill, fill you up to thе top I want you begging, bleeding, aching for more In front, behind, bottom to top Start, start don't you еver stop Fill, fill you up to the top Begging and pleading and needing and bleeding Aching and dying for more So seductive, I can't help but fucking love it Self-destructive, but I can't get enough of it Fiery friction, the urge, the addiction My conviction, I'm finding pleasure through affliction I am the branch, you are the bush And I will do what nature intended me to I'll take my time, unwrap my vines And entangle myself in you Myself in you This is the only thing that makes me feel anything Your skin, my bone, it's all I have it's everything
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
When you speak to me you're speaking to an empty shell I've been locked away inside my head, inside of my hell All this time spent fighting just to stay alive All these years spent sanity and sleep deprived Imagine a world so cold that it redefines your winter A land where hope is lost, and all memories fade away Imagine a world so dark that you can't see what's in front of you And only getting darker with every step you take These thoughts exist inside my head This world it lives inside me These thoughts exist inside my head And underneath skin I've tried to shed Never a moment of clarity, no, not for me It's getting harder and harder and harder to see Through the forest of dying trees, was it ever green? Was it ever green? Or has this chilling winter never ceased? This world breaks you piece by piece It consumes you, no mercy just misery You're kicked down, beaten, picked back up again Just so you can bleed a little more A stuck pig, bled dry, you don't even know why you try to survive anymore This is the world I live in This is the hell inside my head One day to walk in my shoes One hour till you're wishing you were dead
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
Humanity is a vile curse Created, regretted by Mother Earth Abortion would've been the right path to follow But it's her fault, that bitch should have swallowed Worse than the rats, we are worse than the roaches We are the ultimate filth and vermin Can't slow us down, and you surely can't stop us Only option left is extermination Procreate multiply Spread disease Then we die Repeating this process over and over again Many have tried and all have proved, we cannot be contained We cannot be removed A parasite of the very worst kind Born with a body and born with a mind Parasite Spread our disease, then we die Humanity is a wretched breed, consumed by hatred Controlled by greed Everything we want is everything we don't need And yet we still crave more Everything we touch turns to dust and ash Create and produce to be thrown in the trash Everyone is too caught up in bullshit to see how deadly We have grown to be We are putrid disease and that is all we will ever be Parasite Eradication of humankind Parasite Eradication of the mind
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
Something's not right, can't put your mind at rest Uncomfortable emptiness That sinking feeling inside your chest I'm right over your shoulder, lingering around every corner Waiting, watching, wondering who is next You can't run from me You can't hide don't try You can't run from me Run, but I will find you and I will tear you apart I am death, I am the ultimate Rest assured that there is nothing beyond this No matter who, no matter how, you all will end up Where you belong, under the ground Most cannot handle it The thought, the fear, the threat The idea of only one last breath My hands embrace your throat You begin to let go Left with only my cold caress Fading in and out, you try to scream and shout But words they won't come out Shout, shout, but I'm not listening No, I'm not listening I am death, I am the ultimate Rest assured that there is nothing beyond this No matter who, no matter how, you all will end up Where you belong, under the ground I am the constant, the inevitable A pattern that repeats over and over
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
Lately I've been noticing, wondering why No one ever looks me straight in the eye Maybe it's because if you look deep inside You can see the hell, the fire that burns behind You look at me like a fucking freak But they say time is money and talk is cheap So if you got something to say Say it or get the fuck out of my way You know I'm not really sure where my head has been lately I feel myself slipping, yeah, I think I'm going crazy Devil on both shoulders, no more morals to hold me back Redеmption is out of my reach I've got nothing to prove and еven less to lose I am hellbound I'm lost, never to be found I never wanted it to be this way But there's nothing Nothing left to say Isolate myself for eternity A lone wolf that struggles to break free It doesn't scare me that I'm different from all of you And I don't give a fuck that you're offended by my views Not a single one of you means a god damn thing to me I live this worthless life the way I choose I am hellbound I'm lost, never to be found I never wanted it to be this way, but there's nothing Nothing left to say I leave you all behind I know now I don't need you so fuck you
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
I've been drowning in this darkness for far too long I've been pulled down to the lowest of the lows I've lost all hope, but I don't wanna die slow I'm ready to leave this hellhole now Everything I've seen has sucked the life out of me I am ready to set myself free All alone, I turn to stone and erode I no longer have anything to live for I know I'll simply rot in the ground when I die, and that's fine Anything is better than this life This hatred that I hold inside me It drives me insane, please take it away All my misery, all these feelings of dread They helped create this prison cell that's inside my head Born and raised to think we're free, but we've been trapped Trapped inside our heads These tainted sanctuaries, where our minds are the streets And these streets are a dangerous place to tread This life is a nightmare that I can't wake up from So I lay myself down to an endless sleep You might say that it's a coward's way out But I can't go on with a future so fucking bleak This hatred that I hold inside me, it drives me insane Please take it away All my misery, all these feelings of dread They helped create this prison cell that's inside my head Born and raised to think we're free, but we've been trapped Trapped inside our heads These tainted sanctuaries, where our minds are the streets And these streets are a dangerous place to tread There is no love, only hatred, in this hopeless shelter I've created
Submitted by Grave666 — Feb 20, 2026
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