Bliss Joined to the Bane

Blinding light brazenly burns a hole through my eyelids Forcing me to wake up and undergo the pain I created My organs feel like they're covered in chewed gum Sticking to each other, my flesh and my bones The inside of my head feels like I need to scratch it Nagging ice pick headaches spike my skull ’till my brain splits My body and sense of self won't be getting along Until I get some hair of the dog What to do? Dull and alone Fear-ridden, worry-prone Lost and empty Vaguely self-destructive Symptom of discretion Put off counting the damage With immersion in regression Bliss joined to the bane I'm a fat fucking mess and i’m dirty as shit That'll be old news when I get a drink I'll be the most charming man in the universe, just watch How everybody is laughing when I talk You precious thing Numb the dread Go out and play Come home when you're dead [Solo Jace] What to do? Sick and unclean Oily hair and yellow teeth Tired and aching But still returning I can't begin to measure The harm done by the pleasure Of my immersion in regression Buried with the bane

Submitted by MetalElf — Nov 10, 2025