Losing Control

The walls are closing in again So claustrophobic as I'm trapped in my head It’s like I don't belong in my own skin It's sinking in, I’m lower than I've ever been (Oh god, oh god) Why do I feel so wrong? (I hold on, hold on) Before I'm too far gone I can't let it consume me I'm losing my grip (Woah, woah) Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride Feels like I'm ready to die, I'm ready to die 'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart And I know that I’m losing control I’ve been running from the one in the mirror Now it's been forever since I could see clear Nobody can help I’m the only one who can save myself I hear voices that fill me with doubt I try so hard to block them out I sit around and wonder why I'm alive but I don't feel much life (Oh god, oh god) Why do I feel so wrong? (I hold on, hold on) To all the hope not lost I won't let it consume me I need to get out of this nightmare Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride Feels like I’m ready to die, I'm ready to die 'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart And I know that I'm losing control I've been running from the one in the mirror Now it's been forever since I could see clear Nobody can help I'm the only one who can save myself Save myself Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride Feels like I'm ready to die I'm ready to die Sometimes my mind takes me for a ride Feels like I'm ready to die, I'm ready to die 'Cause I got thoughts so dark, they tear me apart And I know that I'm losing control I've been running from the one in the mirror Now it's been forever since I could see clear Nobody can help I'm the only one who can save myself I'm the only one who can save myself

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 21, 2026