Ashes

I am an abomination As unclean and impure as they come My hate is a strange sensation Pushing me forward and it makes me strong You don't have a single desire I on the other hand desire it all Power, unlimited power It's time to take what is mine Your reign has come to an end Back down, back down You have already lost I've found a power inside That you could not comprehend Back down, back down Your entire existence will dissolve I chose the path that you could never walk You don't have what it takes Holding back from your potential Was a fatal mistake Your ancient books tell you of a prophecy A chosen monarch will bring peace and prosperity Open your eyes The chosen one is me This is not peace This is the dark side This is the dark side Feel the lightning from my finger tips Feel your mind slipping as fear consumes it Power, unlimited power It's time to take what is mine Your reign has come to an end Back down, back down You have already lost I've found a power inside That you could not comprehend Back down, back down Your existence will dissolve It's time to take what is mine Your reign has come to an end Back down You have already lost I've found a power inside That you could not comprehend

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

I get so sick of counting down my time Drifting further from the surface as I'm buried alive I lose my mind every time that I close my eyes The pressure seems too much I don't think that I'll survive Disease Infecting every fiber of my body as I scream A hunger growing stronger from within me Please Tell me when I went so blind oh please Just tell me when and how I lost my sight 'Cause nothing I feel seems right I need to find a way Out of this hell inside of me I am the cause of all my self disdain I'm searching for a way To escape from this misery in me I'm always looking for something more But no matter what it's never enough I feel stuck face down in the ground And there's no one to pick me up My head is pounding I get surrounded by the fear of death And I can't catch my breath Another day I won't make it through I start shaking and I don't know what to do I can't eat or sleep and I can't feel my face I am no longer a man I'm just a boy who can't stand to be alone Don't know how long this will last I need to find a way Out of this hell inside of me I am the cause of all my self disdain I'm searching for a way To escape from this misery in me I'm sick of being scared to die But I have nowhere left to hide I need to find a way Out of this hell inside of me I am the cause of all my self disdain I'm searching for a way To escape from this misery in me Disease Infecting every fiber of my body as I scream A hunger growing stronger from within me Please Tell me when I went so blind oh please Just tell me when and how I lost my sight 'Cause nothing I feel seems right

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

A life laid out in front of me With my hands tied behind my back I've lost control of the wheel And my vision's turned to black Predetermination of what I'm meant to be Your manipulation has taken over me Nothing but a puppet that's hanging from your string But now my eyes are open and I am breaking free I need to stop lying to myself Because it's got me feeling overwhelmed I won't fit inside these shoes you made for me I've got nothing to lose so please set me free The picture perfect mask you hide behind This role that you've been playing for the longest time It took awhile but now I see all the vile shit Inside your mind, inside your mind You've had your grip on me for far too long Thought you had pure intentions but I was dead wrong The day I forget my passion is the day I won't know who I am Now I regret every second that I spent with you So I need to stop So I need to stop lying to myself Because it's got me feeling overwhelmed I won't fit inside these shoes you made for me I've got nothing to lose so please set me free (I'll never walk down the road you paved) You won't dig my grave I need to stop lying to myself Because it's got me feeling overwhelmed I won't fit inside these shoes you made for me I've got nothing to lose so please set me free (Set me free) I've got nothing to lose so please set me free

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

You wanna point the blame for all your suffering But do you really think your hands are clean? You wanna criticize the broken part of me But do you think that it'll ease your pain? Destruction inside What's left is fading away Deception and lies I know you're going insane Now I don't know where you went wrong But it's clear that you're too far gone You've been fighting on the wrong side If you'd only open you're eyes you'll find There's no way out for you Now that you're too far gone (Too far gone) Don't try to drag me with you into the flames I'm not another you can take for granted So stop acting like you have an advantage Don't wanna hear you running your mouth You're so loud, always talking all about yourself And how it's been so hard being the victim When it comes to attention, you've got an addiction You're just another disgrace You'll never be the same Now I don't know where you went wrong But it's clear that you're too far gone You've been fighting on the wrong side If you'd only open you're eyes you'll find There's no way out for you Now that you're too far gone (Too far gone) I've tried to keep this inside But you can't be saved I can't believe that this is what you've become Why can't you see the pain that can't be undone? Now I don't know where you went wrong But it's clear that you're too far gone Now I don't know where you went wrong But it's clear that you're too far gone You've been fighting on the wrong side If you'd only open you're eyes you'll find There's no way out for you Now that you're too far gone (Too far gone)

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Suffer You can't just show up when you want Always stepping in when it's convenient You will not ever know the cost Of giving up what you've created Your only real achievement Denied he was yours now you want involvement You're an absolute disgrace He thinks you care but we both know that's not the case You'll never know the true meaning of sacrifice You think everything you've done is somehow justified All your empty promises and your pathetic lies I'll never understand how you could ever sleep at night I wish you'd swallow your pride And stay the fuck away Stop playing games with his mind Acting like you're here to stay I hope when you're old and gray You'll look back and feel the pain Realize what you gave up Knowing you could never be enough You treat this like it's a game Letting him love you then you walk away Over and over, again and again I pray you'll have remorse some day I hope you feel the pain I hope you feel the pain I hope you feel the pain I hope you feel the pain I hope you suffer

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

The days go on and on And I barely blink an eye I have done plenty wrong All without a clear state of mind Somewhere along the way, I lost myself Trying to clear my mind, why can't I be like everyone else? I'm forcing down all the hate That I have against who I've turned into Please just give it to me straight Because I need to hear the truth about what's wrong with me So hopefully one day I'll change all of the things I cannot see I feel I'm living a lie The ghosts of my past feel so alive I can't believe that this is who I've become I've been reflecting on the things I did and should have done My stubbornness and arrogance have left me feeling sore I'm a mess and I can't take it anymore I feel the guilt I feel the shame inside of me I used to spend so many nights Just staring at the empty sky Hoping that the universe would take over and set things right How could I have felt so justified? Is there still time to make it right? I can't believe that this is who I've become I've been reflecting on the things I did and should have done My stubbornness and arrogance have left me feeling sore I'm a mess and I can't take it anymore Forgive me, I'm begging you Forgive me, I'm begging you Forgive me, I'm begging you I used to spend so many nights Forgive me, I'm begging you Just staring at the empty sky Forgive me, I'm begging you I used to spend so many nights Forgive me, I'm begging you Just staring at the empty sky

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

I never knew the meaning of loneliness Now I'm here in this empty room soaking in silence I've always had someone to fall upon But now there's nothing, no reason to carry on Save me I'm fading away Save me I'm far from okay I want to be okay They see me sinking and look the other way I wonder if they'd notice if I took my life today They'd get on their soapbox with touching words to say Talk about depression and how it took their friend away Save me I'm fading away Save me I'm far from okay I want to be okay Where did they go? Why did they all just leave me here like I was nothing? Like I never existed? I had no value in their eyes A useless object they despise They despise Save me I'm fading away Save me I'm far from okay I want to be okay

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

My life feels like a painting left unfinished But the artist died and here I lie Just a sliver of an image I feel that there's a purpose for my spirit But it's trapped in place, stuck in its cage Suffering from this sickness So here I am My mind feels like a child left alone in the dark I don't wanna be afraid, be afraid But I'm so afraid I've walked this road for miles Yet I've never felt so far From what I thought was happiness as I decay And fade away Fade away Most days it feels like I'm just going nowhere A perfect mess progressing less As the end keeps getting closer The world is shaking My bones are aching I've slipped deep in a sleep Without a sign of waking So here I am My mind feels like a child left alone in the dark I don't wanna be afraid, be afraid But I'm so afraid I've walked this road for miles Yet I've never felt so far From what I thought was happiness as I decay And fade away Fade away Discouraged and out of breath No courage, nothing left Will I let this be the end? Discouraged and out of breath No courage, nothing left Will I let this be the end? My mind feels like a child left alone in the dark I don't wanna be afraid, be afraid My mind feels like a child left alone in the dark I don't wanna be afraid, be afraid But I'm so afraid I've walked this road for miles Yet I've never felt so far From what I thought was happiness as I decay And fade away Fade away Fade away Fade away

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

I lie awake through these endless nights I see your face when I close my eyes Reach out my hand thinking that you're real My heart skips a beat but there's nothing to feel Come back Come back to me I'd give it all away I would give anything for another day Another day with you Just take the pain away There's not much more I can take Living another day Another without you I still can't believe that you're out of reach Is this the way that it was meant to be? With you taken away from me Tell me that this is nothing but a dream Come back Come back to me I'd give it all away I would give anything for another day Another day with you Just take the pain away There's not much more I can take Living another day Another without you I'd give it all away I would give anything for another day Another day with you Just take the pain away There's not much more I can take Living another day Another without you

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

In the shade again I've fallen right into the masquerade again Can't for the life of me remember when I got lost somewhere between now and then I had a vision for something more A fire inside me and I felt it to the core So much of the world I wanted to explore But I never made it five feet from my door I'm done wasting away No excuses there is nothing left to say Finding a spark deep down in the dark It's far from easy but I needed a brand new start This is the only way that I will find Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time That I had any peace of mind I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be I was fixated on the expectations Of everyone around I was so frustrated I became addicted to always overthinking Everything I did, I had nothing to give I started disappointing everyone Always letting down all the ones that I love This road is covered in ice and paved with sacrifice I gave it all away and I paid the price This is the only way that I will find Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time That I had any peace of mind I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be I'm done wasting away I'm done wasting away This is the only way that I will find (I will find) Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time That I had any peace of mind (Peace of mind) I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now (Turning back now) And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be (Meant to be) I'm done wasting away

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026