Carefully // Caged
Watch me as I suffocate Medication to soothe my aches Numbs my constant fear of change Addiction is a slow decay Watch me as I suffocate Medication to soothe my aches Restless shakes, bruised veins God, will I ever fucking feel safe? Oh I fell in love with my depression The only thing that was consistent I hated how empty I felt But at least it kept me distant Everything I love will slowly dissipate Everyone I know will be ripped away What's the fucking point? It's getting harder to pretend How do escape the relativity in this? Nothing is beautiful, nothing is forever That thought alone strips me of my efforts Nothing is beautiful, no nothing lasts forever That thought alone strips me of my efforts Maybe when I'm older I won't be so scared to die Maybe in time death won't be so fragile in my mind I fell in love with my depression The only thing that was consistent I've hated how empty I've felt But at least it's kept me distant (Spite) Watch me as I suffocate Medication to soothe my aches Numbs my constant fear of change Addiction is a slow decay Watch me as I suffocate Medication to soothe my aches Restless shakes, bruised veins God, will I ever fucking feel safe? Addiction is a slow decay, oh Feelings of neglect, feelings of regret How the fuck could I ever forget? I'm addicted to despondency It bleeds into everything
Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026