Phobias

Suffering, (only) suffer on our way The risen just looking for an end Repent by sins, (can swallow of me) It's one more chapter for humanity

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026

​Feeling like I fuck up alot Time, isn't on my side Wasting away, I begin to dissolve All of this time has passed me And I lost it to my fucking problems 30 years have passed, now I live in my regrets Maybe I should just give it up Maybe I'm the problem, maybe I'm just not enough Maybe I should just give it up Maybe I'm the problem, maybe I'm just not enough Time, in time Not enough, are we falling apart because I'm not enough? Are we falling apart because I'm not enough? Arе you falling apart because I'm not enough? Arе we falling apart because I'm not enough? Are we falling apart? Choked up, got demons on my shelf Didn't help me reach the bottom, hit the bottom myself All these thoughts putting me in check Would you rather hate more or feel less? Greed for positivity, I am stressed Maybe you should just put a slug in my chest Choked up, got demons on my shelf Cancelled therapy appointments, barely feeling myself Didn't have to reach the bottom, hit the bottom myself Dealing with you people while I'm stuck in Hell All these thoughts putting me in check Would you rather hate more more or feel less? Greed for positivity, I am stressed Noose around my neck or a slug in my chest

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026

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​Don't nobody get close to me Is this what life is supposed to be? I can't decide what I'm feeling all the time Like a sickness deep inside Fuck it all, push it all deep inside A sinister hatred I create in myself Taking people on a mental ride Projecting all the fear that I feel inside It turns out, you and I Are dealing with the same shit, but don't know why And we look up to the sky, and we look up to the sky And we know we wanna die We found peace in the sickness We found peace in the sickness A trauma bond, what the fuck is this? We are no good for eachother I know everybody suffers Everybody suffers with it and they just can't fucking shake it I know everybody suffers Ruining their day, all the thoughts that effect What they do and they say and they can't get away Falling apart in the middle of the day I know everybody suffers, everybody suffers with it And they just can't shake it I know everybody suffers Everybody suffers with it and they just can't fucking shake it I know everybody suffers Everybody suffers with it and they just can't fucking shake it I know everybody suffers Everybody suffers with it and they just can't fucking shake it I know everybody suffers Everybody suffers with it, dealing with these issues every single day All the people that are around me Can see the demons I wear outside me It is what it is, but I know it I wear this sickness and I show it Are we all the fucking same? Or are all of you feeling mentally deranged? And I know as time passes by Why? Do we have to try? It turns out, you and I Are dealing with the same shit, but don't know why And we look up to the sky, and we look up to the sky And we know we wanna die We found peace in the sickness We found peace in the sickness A trauma bond, what the fuck is this? We are no good for eachother

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026

​Another day waste time Dealing with my demons so I can thrive All in with the suffering On finding the root rot inside Wasted potential, wasted time Feeling like I'm already past my prime Push it all away, fuck what you say Never confide at the end of the day Feel worthless Find failure Failure found us There's another man that lives inside The Imposter that overrides In a glimpse, he's in control Plan to ruin me unfolds You're in danger, you are not Trauma triggers arе all I've got In the blank of an eyе, everything's so strange I'm feeling deranged There's another man that lives inside The Imposter that overrides In a glimpse, he's in control Plan to ruin me unfolds You're in danger, you are not Trauma triggers are all I've got In the blank of an eye, everything's so strange I'm feeling deranged I don't want to suffer, I don't want to suffer I don't want to suffer, I don't want to suffer I don't want to suffer, I don't want to suffer I don't want to suffer, I don't want to suffer, let me die

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026

​Well it's hard to face it, hard to admit it That my fear of every situation needs a solution I make the problems, so I can solve it Dreading all my thoughts, I'm guilty by association No one can understand me or what I see inside of me A different aggression, do not test my fucking patience I'm out of control, I will not tolerate your shit I will not stop until you give in Lie, liar, fool you all An anger so profound, no one can hold me down Everyone can fuck around and find out Pick up the pieces and I crush them in my hands My angers got me so infuriated that I'm stuttering Are you feeling me? Am I pissing you off? Am I bothering? I am left alone, do as I fucking please It will always be apart of me No way to bury it It's all resurfaced, taking away from my purpose Hard to face it, hard to admit it Hard to face it, hard to admit it I think maybe I'm going insane It's hard to face it, hard to admit it That my fear of every situation needs a solution I make the problems, so I can solve it Dreading all my thoughts, I'm guilty by association I am overstimulated Feeling failure, fueled by deprication I will never understand I dread my thoughts, guilty by association What does it take to be an unbroken man?

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026

​Isolation Hiding from the world, I feel it dumbing me down I can't escape him, I can't escape him, here he comes Cannot pay attention, I see myself veering off (I can feel him breathing) I have had enough, I have had enough, run I thought I killed 'em all off, but now I have to remember Where I buried the bodies and now they're all decayed I cannot remember the natural height of happiness Because I've buried my problems inside You can't run, you can't hide Put up your fists and fucking fight! I have manifested this world, built up a wall around my soul Surrendering my husk, echo's of my past They're all catching up, thought loops overwhelm Tell me what the fuck am I supposed to do? Hiding from the world, I feel it dumbing me down I can't escape him, I can't escape him, here he comes I can feel my heart, running jumping out of my chest Stay up late 'til I'm exhausted I really don't know what's best Body is flailing and turning and tossing And now I have to remember where I buried the bodies Well, now they're all decayed And now I have to remember where I buried the bodies Well, now they're all decayed ♪

Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 20, 2026