Captive in Reality
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I remember my youth ... memories that slowly lose their color. This really happened or it was just a dream ... it does not make any difference. I must be going crazy, but in the midst of all this, what is sanity? Will this storm pass? Or the storm is in me. When did I stop dreaming? Is this really my place? I do not want to adapt to this, because adaptation does not lead to anything. The constant search for happiness is in vain, for none of this is real I wonder to what extent is it worth staying alive? To live until old age, when living becomes a torture ... Why seek explanation for my dreams, when they have lost themselves over time? If the future is a dark vale, where everyone will meet at the end Again I wonder how much worth staying alive? Here I am on another agonizing day. I do not want to be here, I did not ask to be! Trapped in the midst of contemptible beings, who destroy themselves with their ignorance. My head will explode if I stay here, but I see in death a solution. Why continue pretending satisfaction by trying to disguise hatred for humanity? Why drink to calm thoughts, when thoughts seek libertation? I can not force myself to stay where I do not fit. But I'm not trying to fit in. It's time to end this... towards freedom of resignation, my hands shake Will my absence hurt anyone? Will ending my life bring me inner peace? I can already feel the blazing of cold steel passing over my wrists I am a human being, does that make me someone? Soon I will be found dead, what will be the reaction? I will look for another reality, where I can fit I will never fit into this place, I never wanted to! Hanging like an inanimate object, cold hands, pale skin, the light goes out forever Someone may suffer, but I just sought my dream. For how much was it worth living?
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Jun 18, 2026
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