Pervertigo

Last night Johnny died in a blink of an eye Under flickering moon with a sinister smile After 23 years of constant unease He thought a bullet would make 'em voices cease Determined to taste ice-cold hard steel While wondering how it would feel To fall in his knees by his own hand Conclusion... Hey, it must be grand! At the age of thirteen, nerves slashed the unclean Found himself in a maze, endless, unseen Take left, take right, reason vanished from sight Not a thing could make him feel alright Pull, Pull, Pull, Pull!!! The bullet brings peace and his peace was death One move would take him far beyond That is how Johnny took his final breath With this calming thought I cleanse my entity One gentle squeeze will finally set me free Last night Johnny died in a blink of an eye In a gunshot clad in a messiah's disguise After 23 years of constant unease He thought it was time for 'em voices to cease At the end of that day one life slipped away No one there to beg this one to stay One shell now lies in a crimson bed Would you take yours instead?

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

Take me to that place where No man will meet my eyes Take me to that room where All life has ceased to exist And don't look back I am a man full of medicine I have a heart of stone I have no touch of reality Nor a glimpse of the other side I have lost my humanity I get dizzy in the head If there's a world that will serve my purpose Just let it go... Take me to that place where No fear will blind my eyes Take me to that room where It's cold and nothing hurts And don't look back And leave it all behind There's nothing worth fighting for When you're dead inside And the body screams for more

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

So sick of this system So sick of these lies So sick of this bullshit So sick of it all They say everything is alright They say everything is fine Don't believe in this system Don't believe in these lies Don't believe in this bullshit Don't believe in it at all They say everything is alright They say everything is fine They say you don't have to worry Just follow the motherfucking line Kill the system, use your own will Kill the system, use your own mind See the reason with your own eyes Kill the system!!!

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

You were born to be insane They start to brainwash you from Your very beginning You won't even have A chance to live your life No hope, no choice, no chances No escape, no nothing You think you're doing the right thing They made you feel this is the way You're living the last moment Of your life all the time Everyday...

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

Hell on earth, the unforgiven rebirth I crept from the womb of a skeleton breed Into a world of shit, hypocrisy and greed I was born of fistfucking and alien seed Stumbled through youth blindfolded and weak Choking like hell in my enemy's grip Found heaven in a harlot's fingertips My manhood between her apocaLips And wanton thoughts still plague my mind Can't see what's good, I must be blind Had a.44 still screaming for more After a few good deeds and my head still sore Took the pills and headed out to score To find something that I knew no more I never thought it would go this far But I needed something to heal the scars Kept convincing this would be my last But you know, this thoughts pass out so fast

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

Somehow my world came crumbling down She passed away and I was left all alone Without all hope With wounds that never step aside Which way to go, I do not know What to believe, don't care Just pain and misery Nothing to make me feel alive (chorus) Each time I see her face it strikes me down and breaks my spine Cuts me to pieces deep inside Each time I hear her voice it burns like thousand flames inside Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide Don't say I can't go on like this It is so hard to live with truth and tragedy Feelings I cannot throw away 'Cause only I can fell you now What heartless acts took place that fatal summer's night Just pain and nothing left to say (chorus)

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

Freak midnight hour, clock strikes nearly twelve I beare no hope inside this barren mind which aches As it can't get no sleep Eyes closed I reach for a dream But something bulls me back In pressure one can't rest And there still are enemies to resist In every corner voices, whispers, haunting screams And pale despair Inside this head, there's a war that awakes As the rest of the world exhausts This night will bring no change To what it's been for ages now Awake, insane One minute an hour One hour a day In every move there's a glimpse of end A last goodbye, final farewell I may be awake But take my word, that's all there is... I see myself a broken man in the mirror's crack A wretch, just this I'm asking for Spare me as I can't take no more

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

I still remember you, my beautiful daydream Your smile was like a neverending dawn We were like strangers getting closer day by day But lies drove you further and finally away It hurt's to be with you It hurts to be without It hurt's loving you 'Cause you're my reason to be I can't erase these things, these things that made you cry Your tears are like acid, burn holes in my world I tried to find the reasons, what went wrong Now I'm tired dreaming dreams that will never come true

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026

You want to get into that game The secret game where bet is pain Like playing dice with no numbers Who dares will win, but still who cares... There are no winners or winning Only losers and losing By mental penetration inside You're like possessed by things above They are with us, inside our minds You want to hear them, feel them, call them Who dares will win, but still who cares... You've heard stories of it's strenght and might It's so powerfull and right but only a very big lie

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 06, 2026