First Born

Hello? Hello? I'm pregnant No! You were just a mistake Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted You ruined everything I had Just know I wanted you dead There is no god There is no heaven And love is just a word we say Don't get this confused Can't seem to block this I keep looking back Keep moving backwards I'll wish you dead till it's done (till it's done!) There's nothing for you here I'll keep you locked and shoved away You'll stay so far away from me (away from me!) I am the devil I am your lack of sleep I am your lack of sleep God can't help you now She was just a mistake I never loved her I never needed her She was your last hope but it's my turn I waited for this There's nothing for you here I'll keep you locked and shoved away You'll stay so far away from me (away from me) You are not my son I am not your father Just know one thing I wanted you dead There's nothing left here There's nothing left here There's nothing left here There's nothing left here There's nothing left There's nothing left

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I wasn't sure if I should stay or go I had covered for you for way too long This isn't how it's supposed to be And it's taken it's toll on me I'm so disgusted with myself You told me they'd never find out They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me I hope you let me sleep tonight You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me Why can't you just go away? What if I can't forget, what if I can't forget anything, everything What if I wait here? What if I stand here waiting? I'm falling apart You made me lay there hopelessly I couldn't scream a word, I couldn't push away If this is what you need to get off, I'd hate to see what's next for you Are you disgusted with yourself? She'd have you slaughtered and hope you burn in hell You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me Why can't you just go away? What if I can't forget, what if I can't forget anything, everything What if I wait here? What if I stand here waiting? You motherfucker, I hope you burn in hell I hope you know what you've caused me You are the one that's ruined me You are the one that's ruined me You are the one that's ruined me You are the one that's ruined me

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I was never one for violence I could hold it in and just let go A word could never destroy me But you just pushed my limits Everyone, everyone hates you You're such a fucking failure Parents look, parents stare at you Your family's a disaster I feel my stomach turning Everywhere I look they're staring at me Eyes on my back, it's eating me alive There has never been someone that gets me like you The chills are racing up my neck When you fall asleep tonight The devil's watching every move you make Take your fucking words and just leave me alone This is over, take a step back now Take your fucking words and just leave me alone This is over, take a step back now Take a step, take a step back now There has never been someone that gets me like you The chills are racing up my neck There has never been someone that gets me like you The chills are racing up my neck There has never been someone that gets me like you The chills are racing up my neck You can never antagonize me I am bigger than this I'll never leave You can never antagonize me I am bigger than this I'll never leave

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Every time I place my hand on her I can feel him moving I can hear his heart beating All the color comes back to his face Please keep breathing Keep your heart beating I keep on praying he's happy And every day's the same I keep praying he's happy (Hold on tightly brother) Hold on tightly brother I'm doing everything, everything that I can do To keep you here with me To keep your heart beating I'll keep your heart beating Let this be the day You finally realize you are all to blame This is your fault Let him live Let him live Ten years have past and there's nothing to show I've done my best to respect you Keep my head on the floor She'll never love you the way she could You'll never feel her warmth You'll never have our trust You'll never have it Words can't change a thing There's no denying it We can't just pretend that nothing happened Is this what you wanted? Is this what you expected? Hold on tightly brother I'm doing everything, everything that I can do To keep you here with me To keep your heart beating Why can't I be dreaming? I've got to be asleep Just tell me that I'm sleeping I pray I'm not awake Why can't I be dreaming? I've got to be asleep Just tell me that I'm sleeping I pray I'm not awake Why can't I be dreaming? I've got to be asleep Just tell me that I'm sleeping I pray I'm not awake

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Something's off, I can taste it now Everything in the room keeps spinning Please stop moving, please stop standing there My throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out God help me, I am losing my mind I'm living in my father's spite and my mother's fear I will never know my life I will never sleep through the night This is your mistake Correct it and cut it off All this time I thought you hated me I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself And the demon between your legs I will never give you the satisfaction You'll never hear me screaming Fuck you and these little games you play You're wasted now, you've thrown your life away I can see you're getting slower every day Your lungs are giving out Your arms are slowing down We both know this can't last forever Things will change Everything will change I can't take another bite I can't hold this down I can't take another bite I can't hold this down

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

You were the last thing I had to hold on to Don't try and cover it up or justify this Stagger your way out of our lives You're just as worthless as he is Your selfishness makes me sick How can you live with yourself? What is wrong with you? Where did you go? After everything we've been through, how could you do this? Your broken teeth and the scars on your face, you really miss that? You really wanna go back to that? I heard you scream as he ripped you to pieces Smashing your face on the table I'm finding out I never needed you to begin with We don't need their charity We don't need their apathy Step aside This is not your problem This has nothing to do with you We will never need you We'll never need your help We will never need you We'll never need your help Stay away from me I don't need your help All I wanted was to have my family back To see my mother's smile To hear my father say he loves me One more time Why does everything change? Why can't we go back to how things were? I'll never take it for granted I'll never fight for anything else I will fight for this I will fight for everything So go ahead and shut us out again Pray that someone takes your place You are worthless You are worthless You are worthless You are worthless

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

You better watch your fucking mouth Before I rip it off your face Right off your face I saw you walk away Right through the door No goodbyes were said No goodbyes were said to me Leave the same way you came in We won't be waiting here Just start your engine We've seen this act a million times Don't think we don't know what you do When you're on your own Soak in the sex and greed Enjoy this while you can Enjoy this while you can It's coming back It's coming back I saw you walk away Right through the door No goodbyes were said No goodbyes were said to me Leave the same way, leave the same way you came in We won't be waiting here We've seen this all a thousand times It's time for you to stay away We'll be just fine without you Don't show your face again We've been just fine without you Don't show your face again Just stay away

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Who do you think you are? You're nothing to me, nothing to me There's nothing left to see I put my hands behind my back, waiting for a hand to strike me "I'll tear the skin from your face I'll feel your bones crack You'll never know what it's like to be an old man" Pray for yourself, pray for forgiveness This is your last chance, what will you do with it? I'm not the boy you used to know You know I'll kill you right now, right in front of her You think you know everything but you don't know anything You think you know everything, you don't know a thing about me There's nothing stopping me I'll wipe the blood from my mouth, hoping you look back at me I said this once before, I'll say it one more time Watch yourself I am not afraid Everything you love is gone (Everything) There's no turning back You know I'll never look back at you Step up and be a man, 'cause everything you love is gone (Everything) You think you know everything but you don't know anything, no You think you know everything you don't know a thing about me Everything you love, everything you love is gone Everything you love, everything you love is gone Everything you love is gone

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Everything you ever wanted was laying at your feet A loving family with open arms and everything I can see so clearly now I can almost feel it right now It's keeping me awake Stuck in this empty room Replaying everything in my head I can almost feel it as much as I don't want to I tried to show you the man that I could be But now it's over, it's time to let this be I'm moving on with a new perspective Leaving all the pieces of this Broken home in my rear view mirror It's time for me to start over And every single chance I get I say a prayer for you and your safety Why God, why have you abandoned me? Memories are all you'll ever have I hope they stay with you forever and always I hope they stay with you I won't forget a thing Take everything Remember me Remember everything, remember everything Take everything Remember me Remember me Take everything Remember me Remember everything Take everything Remember me

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

My heart is full My bags are packed I brought a picture To remember the fact That the past is real And I can't change I can't change What's in front of me My heart is full My bags are packed I brought a picture To remember the fact That the past is real And I can't change I can't change What's in front of me

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026