Dispose

What do I say? They told me that I'm too much to handle I've gotten way too fucking carried away And damn it's a shame these fuckers had the best and they blew it I'm running circles around the pussies they made I don't even care if I'm late and I will never make the mistake Of letting some crooked motherfucker steal the life from every one of my veins How many times do I have to fight To prove something that's already standing here in plain sight? Maybe if you ever looked You'd see more than everything they want you to see And maybe if it's not enough Someone else will take the crown if ever I leave They never question when I say a thing They know it's coming so they move aside and take their place It's always different when it's face to face Don't fucking question what you've never seen or had to chase Look alive, look alive, you're barren There's not a fight, no insight worth giving What makes you feel, and do you feel this at all? With no words to say, dismembered every frame Locked out and now the close-minded make their claims Do you see me now? Are my conclusions profound? Start new every day, until you make it perfect in every way What's left in me, guess we'll see, didn't see this coming What's left in me, left in me What's left in me, guess we'll see, didn't see this coming What's left in me, left in me What's left in me, guess we'll see, didn't see this coming What's left in me, left in me

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I was never clear before, I lost myself and you were weak Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek How do I (How do I) choose a side? I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing She only cares about the way she looks Can't think for herself she's just a frame A body dwelling on this earth A user of the desperate and the vain Maybe there's someone out there (There) Who's good with speaking to a blank stare (Stare) I know I'm preaching to a lost cause but at least I know I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing Stay away from me Stay away from me I'm not afraid to speak my mind and throw this life away I've been enslaved, and years of wasting time made me this way No, it won't get better, we'll just drift apart And when you do start trying I hope you're reminded I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing Time will tell but I wait patiently There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait Time will tell but I wait patiently There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait Stay away from me Stay away from me I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Waking up on the floor With no one else in the room I never felt like this before I just hope I'm leaving soon And if tomorrow I don't wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness Tell me one last time How I never tried Was so close to breaking through last time Thought that I'd be sheltered By nothingness, by the lack of consciousness But I lay here awake Too afraid to dream 'Cause if I might have to face myself, I'll buckle at my knees Tell me one last time How I never tried I've seen the light, but never felt this close Pushed my pain aside 'cause I could never give it to those 'Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat Displaying my debts to the world I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate Tell me one last time How I never tried And if tomorrow I don't wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness And tell my brother he'll be fine

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I always wanted to leave I'm just so sick of how You just invested in me So now I gotta find the best way out (I always wanted to leave) Too many days that I've wasted Say that I'm abrasive, complacent Got you moving back and you can't face it Some days I wish that both my lungs would cave Fall asleep and never wake so that my words could breathe Spare me all your insecurities I've got my own but I don't flaunt 'em so religiously Why do I keep giving time away? Guess I just have to say I always wanted to leave I'm just so sick of how You just invested in me So now I gotta find my own way now (I always wanted to leave) I guess it's a shame, I'm so damn destructive And you're so reluctant to mean what you say The way you act so abused, the things you confuse You know I always wanted to leave (Leave, leave, leave) "Hello... You can sing, I'm here And I love you more than anyone or anything With all my heart." I always wanted to leave (I always wanted to leave) I'm just so sick of how You cut the deepest in me Go find another wrist to leech from now I always wanted to leave Yeah, yeah Oh, oh, oh yeah Yeah, yeah (I always wanted to leave) Yeah I always wanted to leave

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Before I say another word Just know that my intentions were pure But you can't stand to be in silence All you can hear is your own voice Fueling delusion in you and I'm just So sick of backing down that I might just spill it all And if I do you won't be coming back without a deep scar in your soul Are you not sick of playing games? Sick of giving blame? Sick of fucking living like the world has never given you a life-defining day? And I can't relate And I feel nothing for you I feel nothing for you And I feel It's too late, too late I've buried this and it's evident You won't change, won't change I feel nothing My mind is torn I hate it but I long to feel what I felt before But you just keep moving towards me What do I do? What do I say? Can you kindly just refrain What's here for me, why hide the truth? That I feel nothing for you I feel nothing for you And I feel It's too late, too late I've buried this and it's evident You won't change, won't change (I feel nothing for you) Broke away but you're starving for closure Seam together but you know that I know ya Know this is real, this is real It's too late, too late I've buried this and it's evident You won't change, won't change I feel It's too late, too late I've buried this and it's evident You won't change, won't change That I feel nothing for you I feel nothing for you And I feel

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

(I said some things, and it made us realize what we're making It was making the other suffer It wasn't a good feeling I still see your face on everyone else I think I'm happy Knowing you aren't)

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Do you remember what I said The night that I just spilled my soul? I told you things about myself Things that no one else should know You see the thoughts behind my eyes You try to ask but you don't pry We feel the same but we don't speak And you cannot make up your mind There's always some form of excuse There's nothing left for me to prove I try to hold on cause you know I hate to lose What happened to the one I loved? Was the change in me not strong enough? Was it something else? 'Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone else? I can't get through to you I can't get out of my head Time with you is what I dread When it's you and me, apparently I don't seem to phase you So I chase you Just to be shot down, I never break through All these fucked up restless nights Always haunt my sleepless mind Only trying to survive But you won't even look me in my eyes Always some form of excuse There's nothing left for me to prove I tried to hold on but I know I need to lose What happened to the one I loved? Was the change in me not strong enough? Was it something else? 'Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone else? I can't get through to you I start to think out loud And with every sound, she breaks With a shattered soul She was the black hole when I roamed space When I roamed space What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Was it something else? 'Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not strong enough? Is it something else? I can't get through to you What happened to the one I loved? Was the change in me not strong enough? Was it something else? 'Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone else? I can't get through to you What happened to the one I loved? Was the change in me not strong enough? Was it something else? 'Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone else? I can't get through to you Is there someone else? I can't get through to you

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

You're losing me Stuck inside a loop and though you always disagree There's nothing I can do So I just Let go and let you suffocate 'Cause you know, know that you're too late This I swear to you no matter what you do I'm gone for good You've always known that I never show where my heads at til it's gone You've always said you're just a thread, just sew me up and I'll say Take my breath away, I'm okay Good to know that you're still fading I've bled myself for this Paid in full, but now I'm cashing out When it's face to face you just change, hurts to see me Yeah, you hate it You failed to see the strength in me But now you're finding out You see my face Blank and empty Just waiting to leave this place I should have known to cut this off and just suffer as I grow So let go, I know it's hard to take And you know, you know what's on my plate This I swear to you no matter what you do, I'm gone for good Take my breath away, I'm okay Good to know that you're still fading I've bled myself for this Paid in full, but now I'm cashing out When it's face to face you just change, hurts to see me Yeah you hate it You failed to see the strength in me But now you're finding out And if you hurt yourself to prove something else Know I hardly remember your face There's nothing left to prove, feel like I barely knew This demon I thought would stay in one place But I'm gone Take my breath away, I'm okay Good to know that you're still fading You failed to see the strength in me But now you're finding out When it's face to face you just change, hurts to see me Yeah you hate it You failed to see the strength in me But now you're finding out The strength in me But now you're finding out

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

There was a time when I brought light to your eyes Even the worst of days could not keep us apart And you weren't afraid to spill those evil thoughts Even the ones that made you question who you are You feel it, eyes racing, my feet were buried in the ground My chains break and I can't take the sounds I don't feel like I still have anything to hold me here My steps fade and she can't take the sound The good days fade, the bad ones take And break the spirits we once shared Every touch feels empty now You took my words and they cut deep And keep replaying in your head I'm moving mountains as you drown You feel it, eyes racing, my feet were buried in the ground My chains break and I can't take the sounds I don't feel like I still have anything to hold me here My steps fade and she can't take the sound You feel it, eyes racing, my feet were buried in the ground My chains break and I can't take the sound (the sound, the sound) I don't feel like I still have anything to hold me here My steps fade and she can't take the sound

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I could have fucked her for days But thinking about it Maybe I just thrive on the chase (And I'm in lust) And you never take time to look through Everything I try, try to do for you And you, you, you need to prove, prove, prove you're in it And let go of every fear you had Lay low, lay low, she knows, she knows Blow white straight to my brain Works best when she's complaining, ooh, ooh And I said give me a break, I'm only human Fucked with too many petty bitches, ain't got time for this shit Those peasant pussies probably took it, but you'll take what you get I know, I know it's supposed to be give and take It's just a show, and I'm the one that takes the blame Don't stop faking, my conscience ain't afraid of you yet And if your soul's still fading, I'm done contemplating with it You're not a victim of shit I put myself on the back burner Held myself back for you I'm a disposable fix I'm only stating the facts for you Now I got nothing to lose Watch me fly so high

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026