The Pulse of Awakening

It’s all around A solid wall of lies Designed on massive scales Still, we endure and tolerate Because we know we cannot stop the fall Because we know it’s getting worst day after day Look at the world We’ve got nothing to preserve In this hollow life We are broken deep within We are destined To be expendable products To emulate cheap happiness Like zealots, we imitate We do our part Secluded in vain deceptions But soon glory fades And there is nothing left but suffering Look at the world We’ve got nothing to preserve In this hollow life We are broken deep within Look at the world We’ve got nothing to preserve In this hollow life We are broken deep within Our god is dead Since we have been proclaimed divine We have become but empty shells No faith could feed or sustain us We drift from place to place Sunken in miserable dreams We feel no love, we feel no hate Then face the heart of destruction Look at the world We’ve got nothing to preserve In this hollow life We are broken deep within Look at the world We’ve got nothing to preserve In this hollow life We are broken deep within

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

Doomsday party is starting out Silhouettes flicking in dead lights Ten thousand degrees Fahrenheit We burst in solid centigrade Heat transfer amplified Kinetic figures all around Dangerous girls in overdrive Blood pressure widening our eyes Ecstatic, polarized Watch now, the sun is fading away And still the skyline is glowing in bright white Let’s drown in such an assembly Let’s yell until it all turn to black (Doomsday party is starting out) Testing endurance to defy the low performance We deny all body failure, aiming high Our breath intensified And this is how we realize the tragic prize of wasting time It doesn’t make sense if we die And we’ll know in the end if we truly lived And this is how we realize the tragic prize of wasting time It doesn’t make sense if we die And we’ll know in the end if we truly lived We stop all motion for a while and bleed just to feel alive Like a wave submerging us, we fall and shiver, The welkin starts to ignite And we know it won’t last forever, it’s nothing but a lie A frail substitute for joy Still, we want to define the line where life and death unite Where night and day intertwine We love and hate on fast forward The momentum is getting wrong Adrenaline is gasoline The taste of dust is getting strong Watch now, the sun is fading away And still the skyline is glowing in bright white Let’s drown in such an assembly Let’s yell until it all turn to black (Doomsday party is starting out) And this is how we realize the tragic prize of wasting time It doesn’t make sense if we die And we’ll know in the end if we truly lived And this is how we realize the tragic prize of wasting time It doesn’t make sense if we die And we’ll know in the end if we truly live

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

All what you stand for This secure fortress of faithful convictions Inspire me to disbelief So full of yourself, you stare at me and say: “Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake” You know what’s right or wrong Jumping to conclusions, so likely to condemn And take a single wise word for eternal truth That’s why you’ll always say: “Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake” I just look for something you’ll never grasp A world neither black nor white, a wider definition For nothing is downright pure or completely dark Like myriads of variations for every shade of grey Once I question your dual pattern You can but whisper, “Don’t challenge me because I am the righteous one” And try to conceal your confusion You wish I‘d walk away So that your small, manic heist world would always stay the same Your second-rate creed is such a dismay “Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake Hey you killjoy, go away Spare me your objections Stop playing devil’s advocate Please leave me in peace now, for heavens sake”

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025

I want to crush this world Drenched in blood I’ll rejoice I’m prone to destroy all what is standing in my way For I could confront the Creator itself I‘m not here to give in charity When hate is a delicacy I can’t help thinking with a grin Of your spine smashed under my feet Why on earth should I restrain my inborn violence? When I see them all looking for absurd excuses To murder and slay, longing for senseless massacres I won’t try to hide such a radiant foolishness I want to crush this world Drenched in blood I’ll rejoice I’m prone to destroy all what is standing in my way For I could confront the Creator itself Why should I engage in this masquerade? I don’t wish to fuck around And accept to face the worst of myself Yes, I am Ultraviolence

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

From the very beginning, I felt I couldn’t live this way To debase myself for the sake of your society I blame your vain deceits for I see the plain hypocrisy Of concealing my thoughts to gain security I wasn’t born into this world to bear your failures and faults When life is but once given I’d rather stand here on my own for I don’t wish to trade my soul I loathe this deficient civilization When saints are just dead sinners amended and revised No wonder why greed and humiliation Become the norms to bound and regulate humankind We welcome the reign of consternation Hey, look at yourselves, crawling in filth and blatant lies Still fooling yourselves, you run away until you die I remain dazed and speechless in front of such inanity Is it mere wishful thinking to ask for rationality? To rate by proxy judgements, to never doubt authority It doesn’t sound like freewill but calculated slavery Just as diamond and coal are made of similar matter It is easy to confuse a swine in business suit from a man Feels like I am the sole survivor of a vanished nation Which knew that truth lays in this place no one dares to explore When saints are just dead sinners amended and revised No wonder why greed and humiliation Become the norms to bound and regulate humankind We welcome the reign of consternation Lays in this place no one dares to explore

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

I just close my eyes, and wait until the very end To face this dreadful day Hiding in this room and submerged by the glowing dawn I can feel but regrets I wish I could change it all, all the mistakes I’ve made But I can’t just forget the bitter taste of shame I wish I were strong enough to deaden all my pain Yet I can but descend and consume in despair In the cold light In the cold light of the day In the cold light In the cold light of the day my life is such a letdown In the cold light In the cold light In the cold light of the day

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

Disillusioned yet fascinated With bitter cruelty you deny the sanctity of flesh Urging me to destroy You say it’s not a question of trust, the strongest don’t lie No matter if I have to bleed my own kind, it’s all right Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My heart is frozen Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My wings are burning down Oh doppelganger, I hear you in my head whispering “What a joke! Their so-called faith and beliefs are but filth Give up all tolerance They loath lust and depravity but ignore their own sins When zeitgeist extols raw pandemonium Bring them hell” Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My heart is frozen Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My wings are burning down “Prepare yourself to be deceived By those you entrust your very dreams or darkest fears To be double crossed” There is no place for hope in you world You love to deride my sustained endeavour to find a way To stand still Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My heart is frozen Like Lucifer rising from the ashes of grace The downfall of the sun My wings are burning down

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

We must play our lives like soldiers in the field But life is short I’m running faster all the time Strength and beauty destined to decay So cut the rose in full bloom 'til the fearless come and the act is done A love like blood, a love like blood Everyday through all frustration and despair Love and hate fight with burning hearts 'til legends live and man is god again (and self-preservation rules the day no more) We must dream of promised lands and fields That never fade in season As we move towards no end we learn to die Red tears are shed on grey

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Nov 11, 2025

We believe to be eternal until we face the point of no return All state of grace is transient All shall die and turn to ashes and dust Desacralized, desensitized We chasing the light just wishing to live a little more It’s like a hole inside our chest A clear cut bleeding, always open wide To reach the apex of life is to walk in a vale of tears Heavens still remain out of sight wherever we watch To reach the apex of life is to walk in a vale of tears We shine to finally dissolve in oblivion and be absolved through death We’ve looked for strength through joy Deprivation is all what we get We’ve kept on trying to reach the stars And deny mortality We rise to better fall, condemned to rust and crumble for centuries To behold the leftovers of our dreams now turn to smoking ruins We ride the whirlwind of doom A gigantic storm Of cataclysmic and catastrophic proportions It’s like a hole inside our chest A clear cut bleeding, always open wide To reach the apex of life is to walk in a vale of tears Heavens still remain out of sight wherever we watch To reach the apex of life is to walk in a vale of tears We shine to finally dissolve in oblivion and be absolved through death Death

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Day after day, recurring self-acting gestures I can but feel this repetition and stand benumbed I cannot run away My existence in dissolution How could I break this steady cycle to rise instead into light again I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out But nothing ever changes I’m wasting my own life I am going from zero to nothing I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out But nothing ever changes I’m wasting my own life And becoming what I have sworn to never be When there is no way out All just become insignificant I can’t breath I can’t sleep Am I dead No more faith No more hopes No more dreams I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out But nothing ever changes I’m wasting my own life I am going from zero to nothing I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out But nothing ever changes I’m wasting my own life And becoming what I have sworn to never be

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025