Controlled by Hatred / Feel Like Shit... Deja-Vu

Fuck it! He's a carrier of death, a stork in reverse He blesses you with sickness Cause love is a curse The arsening in your Koolaid, the bomb in your mail, He disappears in motion But leaves a bloody trail Drop to your knees, humble you pray But can't put off your judgment day There's a knock at your door, who could it be? You got a new friend that's gonna set you free He's making a list, he's checking it twice No amount of money's gonna stop this vice No mercy, no mercy, no mercy. You want mercy? No fuckin' mercy! Oh no With the wink of an eye, a snap of the finger Now the smell of death is all that lingers A doctor of death with a PhD, a specialist in pure misery See you fucked with him even though you knew And now your worst nightmares all come true You scream and shout you beg and plead But he's got your soul and that's all that he needs He's the master, master of no mercy, no mercy, no mercy

Submitted by NecroLord — Nov 08, 2025

[Video Edit] Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain How can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head Goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had So few good-So many bad I search for personality and I look for things I can not see Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new Never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony Thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry Will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow Last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tommorow If I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today

Submitted by The Void — Apr 24, 2025

I see the world it slips so far away Looking back on yesterday Leaves me nothing more to say Terror reigns my world, Lord please tell me why I'm on my knees, I start to cry I live my life, that's another lie-Controlled by hatred It feels good, I'm not proud to say But I'll just put off my guilt, it can wait another fuckin' day I search you out and now you're right within my reach And now you'll learn a lesson only I can teach Now I'm chking it, now I'm checking out Now I start to scream, it's what it's all about, shout it out Can you swee what it's all about, shout it out Now you know what I'm all about So you can chalk up another soul that's lost Calculate the social cost You know not what's inside of me Raging mad insanity Scrambled brains I got a toasted mind Look in my heart therein no goodness are you gonna find I turned my back to all responsibility I got no place for all your sensitivity Now I'm checking out, now I'm checking in, now I star to pray Just another fuckin' sin, why can't I ever win? Seems like I never win, it's a sin after sin after sin Why can't I ever win? Who am I? I feel no pain I clsoe my ears and now I see so clear I slip away just left all fear Not a sound, but still I hear-Controlled by hatred And now the world it slips so far away Looking back on yesterday Leave me nothing more to say-Controlled by hatred I didn't think that I could ever try Now tears of joy I start to cry I free my soul and now I fly-Controlled by hatred The hooterman goes "What's your name?"-he goes "What's your name?"-he goes "What's your name?"-he goes "You know my name, you know my name!" What's your name?-my name is terror! What's your name?-my name is pain! What's your name?-and you're my reason I'm controlled by hate, controlled, controlled by hate My hate It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better I'ts gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better Now the world, my whole world's controlled by hatred The world, my whole world's controlled by hatred Who am I? I feel no pain! Could it be? I've gone insane. Controlled by hatred!

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Nov 08, 2025

My life People don't try to tell me how to live my life Don't try to fill me up with false hopes and lies Show me the truth they say they'll show the light Don't try to tell me I'm wrong when I know I'm right Cause I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is Choosin' my own way, choosin' my own way of life I'm mad as hell and I ain't gonna take it And if you think I am I think you're fuckin' mistaken Lock me in, but you can't lock me out You can cut off my tongue, but I'll still scream and shout Choosin' my own way of life-what up? Cause I'm choosin' my own way of life I'd rather have a penny than a heart of gold I'd rather die young than do as I'm told I was never one to turn down a fight I gotta sleep all day so I can rage rage rage all night Hell I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is My destination is my own decision Living fast is my only religion Trust no one cause I'm no fuckin' fool Learn on my own I don't need no school Choosin' my own way of life-what up Choosin' my own way of life-straight out Choosin' my own way of life-ain't it my life Choosin' my own way of life-and I don't need nobody else

Submitted by Finntroll — Nov 08, 2025

Don't you tell me that I'm dreaming 'cause I've been here before But that don't mean that I want to be from here anymore! Cause I feel like shit-but who are you to say I don't know I had to have a right to feel this way I feel like shit-time after time So don't be trying to tell me it's all in my mind I feel like shit-but you don't really care Except my God he used a four letter word in there I feel like shit-what am I to you? I feel like shit. Deja vu! And when I feel like shit, I feel like shit! I feel like shit-I'm sorry to say Do you fuckin' think I like feeling this way I feel like shit-what do you expect me to do I feel like shit, deja vu! This ain't my imagination Lost all thoughts and concentration Time goes on day after day But still If feel the same fuckin' way! Feel like shit, deja vu! Always feeling out of place Hiding behind a smiling face There just ain't no pretty words Can't you see it fuckin' hurts! You know I feel like shit-deja vu Feel like shit-deja vu Feel like shit-deja vu And when I feel like shit I feel like shit

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 24, 2025

Easy easy, it's not easy To say what I feel when nothing seems real Not easy, it's not easy To be someone's friend when the pain it never ends Not easy, it's not easy To keep up the fight when nothing turns out right Easy I got to take it easy, I got to take it easy Easy it's not easy to open your heart when love's torn it apart Easy it's not easy to hold your head high when you want to sit and cry Easy it's not easy to fall on your knees and say Lord help me please Easy I got to take it easy, Oh please, please, please easy Easy easy it's not easy Gotta gotta take it easy It's not easy It's never easy

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 06, 2026

[Heavy Emotion Version] Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain How can I explain Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head Goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death Am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had So few good-So many bad I search for personality and I look for things I can not see Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate are all I find Find no hope in nothing new Never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony Thru my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry Will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow Last thing that I'll say How will I laugh tommorow If I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today Today today--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 24, 2025