Self-Destructive Pattern

Motherfuck the way you think You never made sense anyway Building up to tear it down You're co-dependent on apathy By design you fucking sterilize So you desensitize Make it easier to swallow Self-involved You fucking took it all Who's gonna take the fall 'Cause it's never gonna be the same Change! Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows Repetition paves the way All for you to weaken and sedate So contrived and watered down A fucking shadow of what should have been Isolate so you can separate And fucking terminate To diffuse the situation Force on me a common enemy With no identity Now it's showing your perception too Too! Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows Go! You will never see You will never see You will never see You will never see Don't want to see Don't want to see and it shows Don't want to think Don't want to think and it shows Don't want to speak (It's like a fucking disease and it shows) Don't want to speak and it shows Don't want to speak (It's like a fucking disease and it shows) Don't want to speak and it shows Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself Don't wanna see, don't wanna think Don't wanna speak for yourself It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows) It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease It's like a fucking disease and it shows (It shows)

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

I've given up everything 'Till it seems so fucking wrong I've always been tied to you Now the bond is fucking gone You're just a victim (Of) Your own decisions (And) Your desperation (Is) Like watching an accident I reject The way you need To hurt yourself To get to me I will break Away from you My regret Is knowing you You've thrown away everything And I hope you sympathize It's kinda like slavery To a world of fucking lies You're not the victim (Of) Your own addictions (And) Your desperation (Now) You won't get my sympathy I reject The way you need Hurt yourself To get to me I will break Away from you My regret Is knowing you This feels like slavery This ends it all This feels like slavery This ends it all I reject The way you need To hurt yourself To get to me I will break Away from you My regret Is knowing you This feels like slavery This ends it all This feels like slavery This ends it all This feels like slavery This ends it all

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

The black and cold reminds me Of all the distance we have crossed And if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost But I'm not the one who seeks your protection I'm not the one to share the disguise And I'm not the one who reeks of rejection I'm not the one to tear the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out Here, all your walls surround me They're closing in, they've blocked my sight The violence around me Found me when I could not fight But I'm not the one to take your direction I'm not the one who wears the disguise And I'm not the one to share your reflection I'm not the one you break the same way twice You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out I will never win I will never win with you I will never win I will never win with you I read you— I feel you Wound up no more than you know I hate you— I still do Every time you let me go You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out, smothered You push from the inside, smothered You push from the inside out (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside (I will never win) You push from the inside (I will never win with you) You push from the inside Smothered I'm smothered

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Punctured lungs! I'm out of breath This time, I'm suffocating I've had enough now Too numb, there's no resisting Becoming one with all your failure No coming back now This bridge has been burned Try to cut the chord Tear away, or I will never be the same Trust— breaks like bone, violent show Reject and throw it all away Consume the fight in me Suspend reality If it stops the room from spinning Repressed identity Escape reality You killed the cause This keeps repeating Live through the loss Now redeem your enemies Recycled thoughts feed your delusion Your lie outgrows you— becomes its own truth Still it seems so wrong, the way you think And I will never understand Faith, broke like bones, weakness shown You lost and threw it all away Consume the fight in me Suspend reality If it stops the room from spinning Repressed identity Escape reality If it stops the room from spinning Puncture my lungs Puncture my lungs Punctured lungs! I've never felt your emptiness It makes me sick now Obsessive with your reason Compulsive with your failure Try to cut the chord Tear away, or I will never be the same Trust— breaks like bone, violence show Reject and throw it all away Consume the fight in me Suspend reality If it stops the room from spinning Repressed identity Escape reality If it stops the room from spinning Consume the fight in me Suspend reality If it stops the room from spinning How could you live with yourself? How could you live with yourself? How could you live like yourself? How could you live like yourself?

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you forget it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you resent it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you repress it I, I don't ever wanna be, ever wanna be, ever wanna be It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone Interrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you revive it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you reite it I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you regret it I, I don't ever wanna be, ever wanna be, ever wanna be It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be okay I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away The life we knew before is gone There is no compromising The life you save will be your own To find your inner senses To find your inner senses To find your inner senses It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone It's the beginning of the end and I Don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end and I Know that I am all alone

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

You're the one who... You're the one who steals the life from I'm the one who feels the fall and... I believe you're nothing but a problem Everything is so fake You're just a motherfucking sight to see and time will block the vision Life with you is so vague It's like I'm living in a dream I have wondered why this always happens Everything just falls away Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten It's so close, but it's so far away You're the one who... You're in disbelief Of what you... Thought you could achieve, or tried to... Once I thought this life was never-ending Must have been my mistake You're just a motherfucking accident I'm venting and abusing I should've known that you and your intentions weren't for me I have wondered why this always happens Everything just falls away Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten It's so close, but it's so far away You're the one who fed the violence I'm the one who broke the silence I will sew the hole you left inside me Leaving you in the past, I will relieve I have wondered why this always happens Everything just falls away Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten It's so close, but it's so far away I have wondered why this always happens Everything just falls away Soon you'll be the one who is forgotten It's so close, but it's so far away It's so close, but it's so far away

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Feel the tension of rejection Purge it out with the therapy The confusion and seclusion Turned it into my deformity Never trusted, maladjusted I've become my own worst enemy Aggravation— my fixation Keeps it all controlled inside of me See it all collapsing It's all around me This condition is killing me The isolation still surrounds me It's in remission, but it's killing me (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame) Force a new solution It's all inside me This condition is killing me The evolution is divided It's remission but it's killing me (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame) I can increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain I can increase the treatment It won't suppress the feelings Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain Breaking down! Self-destructive pattern Breaking down! Self-destructive pattern (I—) It's what I can't control (CAN'T) What I can't control (CON—) What I can't control (TROL) In me Born again, I feel so hollow Torn again, my senses fade (fade) Mourn again, without the sorrow Born again, without the blame (blame)

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

You wear a cheap disguise Your only vice until the end Don't have an alibi You never try, you just condemn You pressure everything You never bring, you take away I can no longer breathe You've taken me and everything too— (FAR) To me it's so disgusting (WRONG) I push myself away (WHY) My sanity is rusting (WRONG) I look the other way This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down I sit and contemplate How you sedate what's in my head I will not instigate or emulate I won't pretend You'll never understand You just demand to get your way How all of this began I never ran, and now it's gone too— (FAR) To me it's so disgusting (WRONG) I push myself away (FAR) My sanity is rusting (WRONG) I look the other way This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down Never tear me down Never tear me This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down This is a war I can't fight I can't let you tear me down I will ignore all these lies You will never tear me down Never tear me... Never tear me down Never tear me... Never tear me down

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Stillborn! I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind I don't think you want to undermine... I don't think you want the bottom line... I don't think you wanna see inside... This god that you've created (NO) You don't even listen You don't even hear me until I scream at you (NOW) I see your intention A new intervention just to wear me down (BREED) Selected division You're on a collision course with your beliefs (FIND) A new evolution You’re full of solutions, now you're born again Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn What's the point of feeling Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn All devoid of feeling I don't think you'll ever be the one to take the blame yourself I don't think you'd even want to try to see through different eyes I don't think you want to sacrifice... I don't think you want to fucking try... I don't think you wanna step outside... This lie that's been embedded (THINK) It's all a delusion Relieve your confusion when you put me down (FEAR) Afraid to accept it You only defend it cause it's handed down (FAITH) It's all on the surface It's only convenient when you follow through (NO) I'm not gonna give in You're already beaten when you're born again Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn What's the point of feeling Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn All devoid of feeling Stillborn! It's time to make the cut and let you bleed for yourself, on your own Of all the things I need, is just for you to stop from judging me Sick! So get the fuck away from me You make me— sick! So stay the fuck away from me Away from me... Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn What's the point of feeling Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn All devoid of feeling Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn What's the point of feeling Reborn, like a motherfucking stillborn All devoid of feeling

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Now your failure feeds the contempt Now your failure feeds the contempt I can't sedate the way you bring me down I can't relieve the pain I can't reduce the failure you've become I can't accept the blame (Now!) Now your failure feeds the contempt You imitate The things you think That isolate what I want I can't get through It's never you It's showing through and it's wrong You pushed me too far And I'm tired now It all falls apart Now I'm finally down I hate the way you turn this all around So you can bleach your shame Apology is not an option now It won't erase the blame (Now!) Now your failure feeds the contempt It's nothing new I'll suffer through It's all in you and you're wrong I compensate You mutilate It separates and we're done You pushed me too far And I'm tired now It all falls apart Now I'm finally down You pushed me too far (Pushing me, pushing me) And I'm tired now (Pushing me too far) It all falls apart (Pushing me, pushing me) Now I'm finally down (Pushing me too far) (Far) I can't sedate the way you're breaking me You're breaking me down (Too far) I can't sedate the way you're breaking me You're breaking me down (Pushed me) I can't sedate the way you're breaking me You're breaking me down (Too far) I can't sedate the way you're breaking me You're breaking me down Now your failure feeds the contempt You pushed me too far And I'm tired now It all falls apart Now I'm finally down You pushed me too far (Pushing me, pushing me) And I'm tired now (Pushing me too far) It all falls apart (Pushing me, pushing me) Now I'm finally down (Pushing me too far)

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Give me life, give me faith Give me something to see Give me life, give me change Give me somewhere to be Give me love, give me hate Tell me what to believe (I don't care who you're imitating) You think the world's beginning In truth it's really ending My disillusioned mind is wasted away Until I break, until I bend Until I fall back on my faith again Until my world is caving in Until I fall back on my faith again Keep me dumb, keep me small Keep me closer to you Keep me still, keep it all Keep away from the truth Keep me here, keep me cool 'cause it's already done (Everything is so intimidating) You are the one reflection Created false rejection I let you in and now you won't go away Until I break, until I bend Until I fall back on my faith again Until my world is caving in Until I fall back on my faith again I think the end is closer now (I think the end is closer now) You took the life inside me now (You took the life inside me now) Is this the way you're checking out? (Oh, yeah) You are the one who's running now (You are the one who's) Running now (You are the one who's) Running now (You are the one who's) Running now You are the one reflection Created false rejection I let you in and now you won't go away Until I break, until I bend Until I fall back on my faith again Until my world is caving in Until I fall back on my faith again Until I break Until I break Until I break Until I break Until I break

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026

Put on another face They always take the place Of all the things that You have become Your! Your incivility Is nothing new to me It's always something that Made you what you (Are) You're dead inside (Dead) You killed your pride (Kill) I won't believe (Me) And no one cares (Please) Your insecurity (Just) The failure that it breeds (Kill) And all your misery (Me) Is coming back to me Save yourself the pain, and go away For the rest of my life Bury you today, I separate For the rest of my life Life! You give me countless light And hope I simplify You hit my only nerve And that is all it took Separate from you Let it go, you let it go Evolution Thrown away, you're thrown away, you're gone (Please) I'm done with you (Just) Don't follow through (Kill) I won't be mad (Me) Cause you don't care (Please) The way you're suffering (Just) It's all the same to me (Kill) Degradability (Me) You carry all the time Save yourself the pain, and go away For the rest of my life Bury you today, I separate For the rest of my life Rest of my life! Rest of my life! Rest of my life! Your delusion, claim confusion Easier to pass the blame on All your hatred, seemed so wasted You're the one who's dead inside me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking dead to me You're fucking, you're fucking dead!

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 21, 2026