Dead Alive

This is it. I'm at the end of my rope. My soul, so cold, it seems I'm already dead. My hate for life around my throat. This is my chance to say I'm sorry. Decomposing while I'm breathing. Is my heart beating? Will this be the day I decide to end it all? No more. I can't go on. The vultures now circling. Will this be the day I end it all, end it all? My hate for life around my neck. I want to live but I've forgotten how. My God, is it too late? This is my chance to say I love you. At the end of my rope. Decomposing while I'm breathing. Is my heart beating? Will this be the day I decide to end it all? No more. I can't go on. The vultures now circling. Will this be the day I end it all, end it all?

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025

I won't be broken again. My punishment for nothing. Beaten down, trampled upon. And I won't be broken. Without weakness, without regret, my mind is set. I've reached the breaking point. It's time I do the breaking. Like glass, you'll be shattered. A thousand pieces fall. And I'll still be standing. You've tried to destroy me. To kill the life from within. But never again, my mind is set. But never again, there's no turning back. It's time I do the breaking. Like glass, you'll be shattered. A thousand pieces fall. And I'll still be standing. My punishment for nothing. Beaten down and trampled upon. But never again, my mind is set. It's time I do the breaking. Like glass, you'll be shattered. A thousand pieces fall. And I'll still be standing.

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

It seems the distance between us grows farther everyday. By my own actions, without realizing. Have I done too much for you to find me again? Have I done too much for you to find me again? Everything I've got you've given me, with nothing in return. Now I've turned my back. Now I've denied you. Locked away from the truth and in denial. I sink deeper in this pit behind a curtain of deceit. The pain that I feel, unexplainable. My spirit wounded. All alone I find... everything I've got you've given me, with nothing in return. Now I've turned my back. Now I've denied you.

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025

My honesty, My cruelty, I am my worst enemy. The darkness within me, a disgusting view to see. Turn away, it's too much to stand. There's no disguising what I am. It's too much to stand. Its pleasure is pain and suffering, taking over what is unseen. It's not my image in the mirror. What dwells inside becomes clearer. I pray my God, forgive this. In his kingdom I'll remain. I pray my Lord will cleanse this and wash away my shame. Its pleasure is pain and suffering, taking over what is unseen. It's not my image in the mirror. What dwells inside becomes clearer.

As I awaken from this nightmare, I realize that it is all true. My life is so incomplete without you here beside me. How can I go on existing anymore? Why did you leave me here so all alone with this pain that imprisons my soul? And now you're gone and all that's left is your picture on a shelf. Everywhere I turn, when I close my eyes. Everything in my life reminds me of you. Everywhere I turn, when I close my eyes. Everything reminds me of you. My heart is vacant, so empty and so cold. Took you for granted, thought you'd always be here for me. The loving memory entombed in glass, began to shatter each day after you passed. Why did you leave me here so all alone with this pain that imprisons my soul? And now you're gone and all that's left is your picture on a shelf. Everywhere I turn, when I close my eyes. Everything in my life reminds me of you. Everywhere I turn, when I close my eyes. Everything reminds me of you.

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

Withering, diminishing, becoming what I loathe. Monstrous and hideous, breaking every mirror. I can't look at myself anymore. I can't look at myself anymore. I can't save what's left of me, my vow broken in every way. Everyday I become less like me. Chained to a world I despise. Death in disguise. My innocence corroded. No truth, only lies. I can't look at myself anymore. I can't look at myself anymore. I can't save what's left of me, my vow broken in every way. Everyday I become less like me.

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

Crawling out of eternal damnation. It's time to change your life around. No more weeping, dry your eyes. You've come so far. Time to test your faith. Look into its face, all that's been misplaced. All the suffering erased. Death awaits. Could you ever find a way to let me in to help you? Chase the monsters all away, or anything that haunts you. Will you ever find a way, will you close your eyes with me? Will there ever be a time you will let me inside? Standing up in your master's glory. It's time to prove yourself. No more weeping, dry your eyes. You've come so far. Time to test your faith. Before it's too late, crawl back into grace. Look into its face. Death awaits. Could you ever find a way to let me in to help you? Chase the monsters all away, or anything that haunts you. Will you ever find a way, will you close your eyes with me? Will there ever be a time you will let me inside?

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

All this hate that I've carried. The hurt that I've felt, that I buried inside. Tonight it ends and I'll close my eyes on all this that's haunting my mind. Tonight it ends and I'll wash away all this pain. And when I sleep I'll dream of you the way it should have been. This sadness collapses into darkness and I'll hold you within. I won't say goodbye, only stand beside you. Promised to see you on the other side. I could drown in the tears that I've cried over the past. So many years devoured by fear, wishing every day were my last. All of my sorrow erased. And when I sleep I'll dream of you the way it should have been. This sadness collapses into darkness and I'll hold you within. I won't say goodbye, only stand beside you. Promised to see you on the other side.

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025

I can't overcome this infectious feeling of death. It's drained me of what I once was, can't seem to escape. Can't seem to find my way, can't seem to find my way. Is this the end of my story? Have I slipped too far away? I'm infected by this plague that decays my soul. An incurable cancer. Suffering is all I know. My heart stained with sin. In your eyes, Judas I've become. I've realized my mistakes one day too late. Is this the end of my story? Have I slipped too far away? I'm infected by this plague that decays my soul. In your eyes, Judas I've become. I've realized my mistakes one day too late. In the end, forever dead. Is this the end of my story? Have I slipped too far away? In your eyes, Judas I've become. In the end, forever dead.

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

I want you to die, pedophile. The anger deepens. Satan in the flesh, your day is coming. White-knuckle death grip. I'd crush you with a grin. Fed to the pigs with nothing left. Not even the bones. In a crimson pool you'll lay. The sickening display. Her life forever scarred by a bloodstained Nevada. Because of you, her childhood taken away. What was once so beautiful, so full of life. Because of you, she will never be the same. Her innocence torn away. She will never be the same. In a crimson pool you'll lay. The sickening display. Her life forever scarred by a bloodstained Nevada.

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

Trapped within myself. Unrelenting pain. A tug of war between the soul and mind. At times I feel insane. I don't want to be who I was. But I'm feeling what I am is lost. No one here to save me now, my will crumbles into dust. No one here to save me now, my will crumbles into dust. The flesh desire, my soul on fire. Succumbing to my weakness. I feel the flames burning higher. Dear God, help me to kill this. I don't want to be who I was. But I'm feeling what I am is lost. No one here to save me now, my will crumbles into dust. I, the betrayer, locked away in prayer. Only you can save me now. Dear God, help me kill this.

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

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I'm tortured by what I've done with my decaying life. I've failed to cope with my worthless existence. There's nothing left inside, everyday I am dying. An empty shell without a soul to sell. I am the dead, crawling from my grave. Rising from where I once laid. Scratching at the coffin walls. No one seems to hear my calls. Dirt is stacked up 3 feet high, in the ground is where I lie. The truth so clear, my heart is not here. It belongs to another that eats the fear. I am the dead crawling from my grave. Rising from where I once laid. Scratching at the coffin walls. No one seems to hear my calls.

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025