Drowned In Misery
"How long have you been here?" "21 days" "Why are you here so long?" "They think I might cut myself again" It’s been so long since we’ve lost each other The distance that had separated us And torn us both from reach Has taken all my closure away with you A rope suspended from the clouds Your fading silhouette Intertwined within the noose Of our withered dreams All the tears, the sleepless nights It’s come down to this moment There wasn’t a goodbye My mеmory of you still lives in my heart But all your memoriеs of me has withered Like an echo lost in the wind Pulled beneath these tainted memories These sour tears runs through my bitter heart No goodbyes… it’s over All over… our time has come I need to let you go…
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
As day falls into night I find myself writing my last goodbye’s On a piece of paper as my wrist is bleeding All my failed attempts are leading to this moment Where I am determined to try once more And I am only sure this time I’ll make my dreams come true Handful of capsules and a load of salbutamol Hairpin to the wrists and a noose to the throat Will be my cause of death The only true comfort I can find Is wrapped within the noose Doesn’t matter if it fails As it’s the moment I let gravity decide my fatе Where I feel something I’vе not felt in so long A feeling of familiarity, comfort and joy After years of constant anhedonia And years of fighting every urge I’m finally giving in No more sorry’s or pity No more mistakes
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Spending hours at a time Staring within the shadows of your absence Were there signs I could have saw? If I reached out, would you still be gone? Finding myself phasing in and out Of these conflicting thoughts I’ll think of you Just to make it hurt Razor deep in the centre of the problem Unaware that I’m the problem Soon enough I’ll bleed Until there’s nothing left of me Why did you have to go? If only I would have reached out… This deafening silence is killing me As I’m crying and screaming Until my throat begins to burn Only for mе to scream even morе Just so I can feel the pain As I’m dwelling in silence I found my comfort in isolation While you left this world behind Trying to let go… I miss you…
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
I woke up to see you’ve left I saw the signs but couldn’t accept it All this time, deep down I’ve always known We were wouldn’t ever make it You’re lost within the stars And your secrets are buried in my skin I can feel a knot inside my chest Every time I think of you The roses I had left for you had wilted In the absence you’ve left behind It’s time I let go of everything Leaving it all behind Memories down the drain Photos burned to the ground It was all a waste No reason left to stay It was all for nothing My heart shatters like tears of glass And my memory burns Like a fresh shower after another relapse
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
Held down, restrained and forced against my will Deceived by actions of coercion and affection The blade cuts as deep As it did that moment all hope escaped from me As I look out the window I can see your face You float in my dreams Your voice I can’t remember But the nightmares are still there And I still see you everywhere I feel and see it all happening in real time As if it’s happening again Years have passed But it feels as if it happened only yestеrday Will this ever pass? Or will it just nevеr end? Or will I never get to know? All this time I kept silent Damaged, torn, emotionally destroyed Humiliated, invalidated, unbelieved Suicidal, self destructing You got away with it You live your happy life full of dreams While I rot in silence I won’t ever be the same…
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
There’s no escape from the harsh truth of life As now it’s been since forever I tried avoiding it Now I realise I have to accept it That I just accept that nothing will ever get better I confided within solitude And then I knew what to do Take all my meds and hang up the noose Let the weight of my body do the rest I’ll leave this world behind Disappear without a trace Vanish in the blink of an eye And nobody would evеr notice Because it’s almost as if I’m not еven alive Just wandering through life Unnoticed and invisible
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
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