Never to Play the Servant

This convoluted sense of God Denies me of my freedom My mind, body and soul The things you need for control I am caught in the spin Falling through my place in time Blind to the meaning of existence Needing to prove my worth to you Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation I will kiss the hand of the demon that beats me Bow to the tongue of my brutal master Saved by my spite And Jesus weeps for the sound of my voice Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Wishing for something better then I see in you I am not your weakness, I am not your fault I am the voice inside your head, Calling doubt to your faith I walk away from my pain And I walk away from your shame I turn my eyes to God Just to find that he is you Never to play the servant Never to be your slave Bowing and scraping for my salvation I walk away from my pain And I walk away from your shame I turn my eyes to God Just to find that he is you

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025

Why is the Passion of Man to Destroy All That He Sees All That Will Breath Burn Out the World and Choke on the Ash Put Out the Eyes of the Ones Who Will See Blood on the Rage the Cross I Will Bare Wounds of Stigmata Held High in the Air This Crown of Sin That You Pound in my Skull The Martyr the Man my Bllod on Your Hands I Am the Martyr I Am the Man You Are the Cross And Faith is the Nail All Hail the New Faith All Hail the New God All Hail the Dead Christ And Crucify Freedom Man Has Made God to Mold in His Image Blocking the Light And Controlling the Vision So Open Your Mind and Feast on the Truth To Read the Betrayal of Christ

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

Your terminal righteousness Is the reason that you fall Tear at your skin as I peel it back Tear out your life as I butcher you This sin on my skin is yours And I will wipe it clean Transform your death into my life Transform your life into misery Deny me my hate Deny me the pain Deny that I am your God Your destruction reborn Unify my disease Showing the purist way Disappointed and decieved I am the righteous one Feel the life inside your death Red and ugly just like me Silence the screams inside my head Silence that comes from you Your final breath is death As you're begging for mercy For the hand of God is the hate in me From hate if God is the rage in me Now I purify my Christ With the slaughter of you Worship my hate as I rip you flesh Worship my God as I bring you death Everything that I touch, dies by my hand Everything that I fear, dies for my God Everything that I hate, personified in you Everything that I see, I destroy I am the righteous one

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 25, 2025

I struggle with my life within And all the memory that it brings A flash of anger a flash of guilt Brings me back to the place from I ran All the bad you make, all the good I build Take my joy and you call it a waste Yuo drag it uot And you throw it back in my face Reason leaves me when I see yuo My rage is absolute Cloud my vision cloud my mind My hatred is divine Drowning in my misery Self inflicted state of despair The madness build behind my eyes Starts the end that I feel inside Outside Is not your pain Inside I'm not your pain There for by the grace of God I go Full of hate and rage inside As I rip my way through life So tired of the being next in line Filled to the teeth with this vision of rage I lift myself to a better place I lift myself to my hatred divine

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 25, 2025

No more time to waste On the waste of time you are No more dreams to sell No more hope will I feed to you I bring my life to bare On the will of the weakest man To afraid to grow To afraid to succeed in life I am not the reason you failed I am not the weakest one I am not stronger then you I am more determined Give me your anger and give me your hate Since you can't stab what's in your mirror Scared to walk my path While you're safe in your own little world Black and white is all that you see And there is no gradation Color is what divides us And I have seen the light I will strip away the faith In your seamless little system Show you the flaw in your perfect world Show you the ugly thing that you are Erase the excuses that you have built I hand you your only chance See you throw it away in fear See you scared to succeed

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

The bleeding eyes of Christ Weep no tears for me Damnation is my hand Salvation the promised land I cannot fear the touch of evil For I know the voice of God Can you feel the kiss of the serpent As it coils around my soul I am the beast all consuming Sinner and greed beginner Demon flesh and deception They preach for control How much life can you give To the child that preaches your destruction What is the monster that hides In the face of God To dance at the burning of Rome Sing with the death of faith I pray for the end of God And the end that he has made Hallowed names and wrongful dreams They all steal your soul To eat the righteous at the feast All sainted sinners I believe original sin Was the making of God by man I will not forgive the sin That you trespass against me Betrayal is the name of God Deceit the name of Christ I have felt the old faith It is razors on my flesh We are the all dancing singing nightmare We are disease and not what was meant to be We are legion the most unclean Children of purdition bleed the faith

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025

I Am Not Your Victim or Your Enemy To Be Burned by Your Spit Acid Words I Am Not a Faceless Monster To Be Played in Your Weak Ass Game I Want to be Your Most Precious Little Thing To Salve the Wounds I've Inflicted The Devil Takes my Hand, My Anger Wins Again He Walks me Drown the Path of Pain And Loss and Wrath Again I Try and Again I Fail to Do What is Fucking Right One More Wound One More Pain (I Bring Down on You) Blind by the Anger Screaming in my Head I'm Inflicted I Stare at You With Blood in my Eyes Inflicted (By Your Desiese) I'm Sick of This War And Burned by the Fight How Many Times Can We Go Again To Kill me Once More, To Kill me Once More How Many Times To Kill me Once Mooooooore!

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

When the Ending Comes for Me Can I Welcome Oblivion's Kiss Will I Embrace my Own Death Can it Bring Me the Peace That I Crave Sweet Salvation I Beg of You Disconnect my Eyes To Drift Away From my Mind Souless, Empty and Dissolute Aware of the End That Kisses my Face And Takes Away my Pain Touch me, Oblivion As the Memories Fade As I Change From Life to Death And I Press Away From the Pain Will I Know Your Face Or Remember Your Name What Will the Memories Bring - Peace and Harmony? Will I Forget the Sorrow, And the Bitter Regret? Do Not Weap for me As I Transcend the Flesh To Move Beyond the Hell That I Left for You Nothing but Pain is Paid for By Blood and Tears ans Sacrifice The Dark Closes in And my Destiny Descends Velvet Enfolds To Smother my Soul Pushing my Mortallity Away How Will I Die What Will the Meanings of my Life With the Furture Untold I May Drink from the Tears of Joy But Will I Only Taste the Bitter Loss

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025

Have you ever tasted bad blood Have you ever trusted to bad trust Have you ever tasted bad blood Slit my wrists and see me bleed black Have you ever tasted bad blood Have you ever tasted bad blood Seen the treachery In your loved ones eyes Pull the knife out of my back Lick it clean and stick it in again Betray me once betray me twice Two times the fool I lose to you Through this war I've learned To know myself In this life I've learned To live with hell I see the games you play again Another name another face to hurt Not another life to string up Not another dream to destroy See the smile you cut into my face See the teeth theat bight my tounge off I am not another name for you to spit on Mine is not the life for you to throw away My hopes dreams and aspirations Cannot be judged by you I am not the one that you dictate too All the time you put in trying To make me hate myself All the energy wasted trying To tear me down Building my fear and doubt To put yourself above me Contained in the place You deem my lot in life

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025

Sacred sins burning on your soul Follow the lies of divinity Bleeding red in your flesh the story unfolds What tale will you tell Purity dies like the shadows in the light Dismember your gods and feast on their flesh Holding the heart of your faith in my hands See it bleed black like the night Poison seeps in the words that they preach What blasphemy would you believe Take your eye for my eye Slitting my throat to heal the wound What would the words of blasphemy be Upon your lips to slip your tongue Poison or prophecy it's all a deception It's all a design for control Choke on my words like a serpents tongue They whisper deception then sing upon high Pray to their God that I would call sin Sweet poison it bleeds in your veins What would the words of blasphemy be Upon your lips to slip your tongue Feel the poison flow as you bite The serpents tongue As I cross your lips to numb your soul Wash away the sins that stain your flesh My desire, my love, my sin, my blasphemy Are you poison are you prophecy

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025

This godless endeavor This failed experiment in choice Shows me the error of all of your ways Shows me the error of belive in faith We seek control over all that we see Destroy what will not belive Destroy what will not follow Or seek the light of God from the dark Will you be sheep Will you follow Will you be the flock Show me your throat With your eyes turned to god I will show you the blood on his hands The sweetest words of divine seduction Gives me your throat to cut To be my child the child of God To be my holy sacrifice Verse after verse of contradictions Psalms of order and chaos Books from man pretending to be your God Seeking control of your masses Shape the word how you see fit Put all the things in their places If I won't bow to your order Oh how would you crucify me What is the god in your kingdom of fear The star crossed child that you would deny Wash your hands in the truth To come away clean of God Twist your freedom into the cage you both Love and despise The weakest link in a chain of corrosion The presence of our catastrophic Life as the demon life with the angel It all scars our soul Feeding on pain drinking our joy The sum of our end What God would you deny

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

Disillusioned with my life And all the things I bring to it Surround myself with love Just to see it turn to shit Back and forth again and again I feel the pain inside One more chance to give One more life to live I've taken everything And I've given it all to you Fix my disillusion and repair My fucking collapse Please put me back together And hold my seems tight You are the only thing Keeping me alive Without your softess kiss I pull the trigger hard Feel the madness rising Splitting me in two Rip myself apart just to see The black inside Chaos building chaos screaming Feel myself slipping On the blood soaked grip

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 25, 2025

Something crushes and burns When I think of losing you again When you walk from me When you run from my life The wrong that I have caused And the pain that I create Unspeakable hurt I bring down on you The life that I have wanted With you is now destroyed My callused hands and hard words Alone in the gloom my misery awaits With my heart in yuor hands I come crawling back to you The world and the words of love have failed All that I want bleeds into shadow I am the imperfect child In this flawed And twisted broken dream I am the poison Nagging doubt and fear The secret you'll never free Anger feed this circle of hate Destroys us both And bleeds away my dream With my heart in your hands You crush what I want to be This precious life and love Still still born in greif

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

No delusions of conscience No remorse for the slaughter Idiollogical murder The purpose and design Designed for the perfect balance Of death, cleansing and divine Holy instrument of God No more then a glorified weapon Sanctify the death And oppression You breath for life Blind devotion And maniacal sin Twist deeper The hate of your faith Do not curse me For the sin of your life For this is your creation This is the new kleen killing machine Purified in fire Baptized in your children's blood To grow beyond your control War sustains me And tollerance contains me So feed me the flesh Of your fallen ones I want to eat your mortal soul And taste your sweet despair Do not hate me for my actions But bless me for my being This new kleen killing machine Burning the world For a better tomorrow

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025