Near Life Experience
entering - the near life experience… for things to come… leaving some outer memories for things to be done… don't you stay, far away... life is the trial of something I don't even understand more & more things happen always different as I planned I'm on the highway to nowhere, where things are different any way take me to another planet, take me to a rainy day… what if all your lifestyle ended up for tomorrow would you scream out sorrow? what if there was an exit for you to go would you take a silent road? don't you know you are asking for being in form... & you keep on requesting putting inside the norm you feel that every thing is taking part no-one should ever escape sometimes it really makes me wonder - what can life be about? is it just the way of nature to be entering in & out? take me further on your blackened wings bring me forth another dream this is a neverending story within another daylight-beam
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025
...welcome the wastelands we have been ending up by destroying our inner part believing in nothing but our selfish suicidal art the corrsion that we built false romance to be willed our life is filled with redemption & guilt we keep on trying to control each other's hand no matter what or if we drown we do not aim to understand the devil's advocate is what we procreate so shut the fuck up (or) do you hesitate? don't you ever feel? life is a game & there is nothing about it to be real… the story has begun… it's a struggle to survive, an element full of lies, it's a war that can't be won …the permanent crackdown we want progression, in the same way devastation to maintain our own power, only others to devour keep on fighting for freedom & killing for wisdom 'cause we don't care if it's dead-end-run we love each other, don't fear murdering our own brother just have eyes for our own interest & nevermind to re-infest mankind's vicious circle the morbid world-recycle the downward spiral of the human guideline I will just lose myself somehow… drown myself in regrets 'cause you are the devils in disguise for someone I have bet I don't want to feel so real, feel so real again just loose myself, just drown myself & silence will remain
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
so here's another senseless story without exit or hope & without any glory come along & I will pull you down to the center of redemption or the toxic crown tell me what you are waiting for & tell me what you are crying for this is - where we are from, this is - where we belong there are things you might ignore & there are things you might explore entering the welkin' dying puppet throne you keep on asking, you keep on yearning for more you keep on talking & there are things for you to score you get another chance, within your stupid trance surrounding is the interface, searching for some outer grace the toxic command, the inner remnant there is nothing left for you to self-refrain come on take it to another end - the freedom of our blend come on take it somehow higher now - & you will understand it's an illusion of a dying plan - the failure to expand cause you keep on trembling - the way you'll find an end the mass-placebo use your senses, rely on expenses pattern chain moving & arpeggio grooving killing joke or silent moving infinity, reality, what are they doing? it's a newly spinning universe, the center of some blind remorse will the future plead for love/hate as seed world's a hateful spinning course, just try to find your war-resource down on your knees - a fictive bet you'll need
Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025
the final showdown… I don't know where to go… I don't know where to go by now… to let my anger grow to let my hatred flow somehow 'cause when I put on the news, each day at night & see all the conflicts that may or even will collide there is no more excuse for our self-abuse all these goddamn things - I even feel amused come on, take it on by now, this bitter role of playing god somehow or even satan's pole double moral, the freedom choral our mind-expanse, your ignorance! I'm feeling somehow better now, after all the fury's out & nothing could cure my damn agonies I'm feeling somehow lighter now, after all the pain's cried out & nothing could build more stupidities disastrous & mournful, adventurous & harmful this is how the story goes but then again I decide that my dreams should not hide & no-one ever knows & then I realise one thing - that we are killing ourselves 'cause our greed is leading us to our own graves "wise" decisions & blind superstitions hatespin facility & the deathroll fatality to venus & black or just a strange little pill new conflict dimension & some more reasons until the hate based machinery, a cold subsidarity is starting its fucking tech-raging clarity
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025
which ways do you chose, which ones to abuse? come along, make me stronger & taste no longer when moments are gone, when moments turn to stone I'll be the one to carry on... which ways to accuse, which ones for fair use the ignorance dropdown of a joyless stardom when moments are gone, when moments turn to stone I'll be the one who takes it all... I have to go, to feel inside the pain is real I know, I never choose to go you have to know, I'm dead inside, seems poisoned light I know, I'll be leaving now I wonder where we will go? I wonder why we might know - it's forever & there is no way going back again for now… so if you try to take it on so if you try to leave it all - forever I will not drown there are ways we wonder, there are rays we encounter there are things we say & we find in any way antisense behaviour, tearing saviour harvesting - the bleak seed raver hear me calling, see me falling in vain see me asking for answers, when I cry out in pain start to leave all behind, try to fold & unwind & you'll see if there is more to remind
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
the end is yet to come… distingue your memories before they're gone the end is yet to come… but then everything turned out to be wrong we were meant to speak in highly different tongues to enable our diversity, to enable being social ones back at the birth of man, back at the birth of speech to discover excitement, to disorder & to teach it's the 23rd century & there's a newly sworn enemy coming from behind & turning you to blind a steady-state of a binary presentation a hate-progression of a coming termination did you reveal your scars & human signs? your mind keeps turning, this is not real did you re-heal your wounds & sweet-caress? I am the virus in you & I am going to steal it's a snow crash - inside of your head a pounderous oblivion, a force to be fed it's like a mental destruction - turn of 180 degrees dementia is coming, don't you agree? it's a snow crash - inside of your brain heading towards your mind & falling like rain it's like a war inside - when all our thoughts collide 'cause you've been erased even though you're alive metaverse, the virtual desire a fictive world with all dreams that you admired but now there's revenge, the fall of babylon an Infokalypse erasing what was going on don't you believe, don't you retrieve? it's the disorder of the word & the rising of grief a stroke of excitement & of permanent dillusion a paradise lost in fucking horrendous confusion take my breath away & knowledge will always stay… take my breath away & noone will ever stay...
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025
your mind keeps talking now… your soul keeps trembling - somehow? sometimes I wonder - how does it feel? is there are reason to kill or is it just making ill to murder & to strangulate, to hesitate or resignate time is non toxic, but will never procreate? the ability to heal & cure the tempting reason to react no more mastermindess, cluster-blindness can it be confident or obsolete kindness? there is no tomorrow for the human race as it comes down to us now - face to face the lords of chaos, the rats of redemption the killer's eye, the serpent's relention what if I knew there was nothing to lean on? forever & never, again dismissed now its time to understand, it's all a fake command you gotta take your chance point blank in arrival, death's head a denial mass-bound aggression, a coming termination in colourful speed, the line to exceed drowning, winding, wait & bleed escape-phenomenon or heat-shock ecstasy mass placebo or tormenting agony the extinction level is set for you to dwell destruction of madness is here to steal
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025
when I sit down & think about all aims in life when I walk out & breath in all that's being derived when my eyes start sensing among the things to come then I wonder why I often keep on going wrong if I supposed there was some kind of outer form if I opposed all dogmas being inside the norm if I kept telling that everything seems like a lie then I could say that I'm - feeling alive! when I raise up my hand reaching out for some good when I try to compete & don't feel understood when my mind keeps trembling of some inner fear then I wonder if our end could be anyway near if I chose to reject from all the things yet to come if I instead let go all moods that made me overcome if I never felt some regrets & if I never let loose then I could say that there are still things - I have to chose come closer, step further & listen to me there's no solution but a suggestion, the key? I don't have a message, there's no instruction to handle yourself & to prevent destruction & I know it's an experience that you chose every time collecting thoughts & being so amused take it all away impressions will always stay don't want to take it back science evolving progression dissolving
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025
every thought is in my vein & they all seem to be the same every breath I take a night makes me me lose some more delight every story has an end & there's no way our lifes extend every sorrow starts to grow when I let my feelings flow is it truth, is it pain or fear? it comes all down & seems so near I wonder if you will understand I welcome you to - welcome to no-man's land all seems wastes up for sure & there are wounds that should be cured fate & fiction I neglect, senseless words that I detect... can somebody tell me if some silence is near? or if it's only a vision & I don't see clear… what do you expect from me, what do you want me to be? implications of change, filtering your thoughts to be free did you ever think of what's behind that door? did you ever find the things you'are looking for? you never tried & you never expand I welcome you to - welcome to no-man's land…
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025
hold on - as I am coming along watch out - see me taking the throne 'cause there is something that I have to proclaim the trigger-substance to drive you insane someone has to come to push my fate away someone has to feel my breath & my betray love humbles mankind, but hate will make us strong & now you return where you belong so here is starts right now - you're feeling so alone nothing more to know - we are taking it on the poetry of war - just things to ignore the mirror of dispair - the smell of pain right in the air can you hear me - laughing at you? can you feel me - despising you? you keep on trying to escape from the chain but you don't know that there is no way out of pain! you are always yearning to get another chance forever & never it's a fading dance you are always grasping to control what you commence but things have gone their ways… someone has to lie to kill the truth inside someone has to die to spill blood in a tide love humbles mankind, but hate will make us strong & I don't care when you're gone I can see you crying - all hope having gone I can see you lying - & you don't know what you've done I can see you grasping - but things have gone their ways
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025