Festival of the Spoons

No, not me, down I fall Someone help me end it all My heart is bleeding like its never bled before I stand alone The pain is heavy I can't take it anymore I turn to stone Misery and pain, now that love is gone Every day the same, where did I go wrong? I want to know, why did you lie? I want to know your reasons why? I want to know, can you explain? Before I go insane I've lost control of mind and soul Sadness I lock the door, their voices call Its madness How can I forget you? After all we've been through I can't go on without you Not even if I have to I can't hide the void within It's deep inside, under my skin Rejection, depression, is it true our love is over? So now on my own, I feel so lost, so weak Someone help me through my despair Lost completely, going nowhere All through my heart the draining power The end is nigh I can't escape my bleakest hour Break down and possibly cry Oooh God Storm clouds bring the rain again Hail in my eyes Cut down bleed in vain again Feed me your lies I can't hide, the void within Deep inside, the void within Desperation comes my way Emotions flag me down Hypnotised I only gaze You're nowhere to be found Oooh God Naked pain inside my head, inside my broken heart I can't believe our love is dead, its tearing me apart I ache for you, inside my solitude Isolation, desolation, what am I to do Unloved, alone I stand and and I stare Above, below It's almost always there Devoid of energy, through day and through night What have you done to me? I've lost the fight I've lost my sanity, funereal bell No sense of reality, It's heaven in hell Dark angel calling me, through cemetery gate With greater intensity, for death I wait

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025

Rise I stand in solitude, monarch of night's pale embracing light Born from mortal flesh, transformed to ice Angelic form survived the demon kiss From his crimson soul received the gift I transcend mortality, consternation has no reign on me Beauty now exists in all I see Satisfied that all I want is mine Disaffected, destitute in time Swift, decisive, instinctive, incisive Silent sophisticate, subversive seducer Fearless, relentless, ruthless, remorseless Entwining, enticing, confounding, consuming Regal replenishment, essence of life One greed, one hunger, one burning desire A thirst to be quenched, insatiable fire The supreme attainment, relinquished each night Euphoric indulgence, existence revived Emotion, a blazing pool, intensified beyond control Perceiving effect anew, tainted with this deathless hue Glory frames each disposition, augments every complex mood Entrancing its composition, enlightening its over view Decades passed me by Time struck such wounding blows I remained while loved ones died Now in anguish I'm alone Alone, so alone Anonymous, concealed, passing like lost shadow I am but fiction A fragment from some other time Such is the irony, and paradox That assures my continuance, forever In a twilight of evergreen Swift, decisive, instinctive, incisive Silent sophisticate, subversive seducer Fearless, relentless, ruthless, remorseless Entwining, enticing, confounding, consuming One greed, one hunger, one burning desire A thirst to be quenched, insatiable fire The supreme attainment, relinquished each night Euphoric indulgence, existence revived Revived Rise

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 25, 2025

At the final reckoning Sevenchurch his, seven true light Eye of flame, beheld in ecstasy The first, the last, all that you see shall pass Show no fear, the future now at hand Chimera, understand Chimera, freak of man Chimera, from the hand Seven the stars Hysteria, claws my mind Hysteria, build inside Hysteria, make me blind The end bizarre Is this truth or fallacy? The sad forebode, catastrophe Twist in all reality Blessed word am I deceived? I ask myself can I believe? Give me strength, arrest my need As I feel your presence near Cast aside this empty fear Open up my eyes and hear What sights unfold, dismay, discord Emotions flood at your accord Untold I will tonight record See no, see no fear, See me, see me here Heed these words and observe I know your wisdom, your fear and prison I know your cry, see through your lies I know your worship, your need and hardship I know your lives, see with your eyes I know your wisdom, your fear and your prison I see through all your lies I know your worship, your need and your hardship I see, I see with your eyes At the final reckoning I will judge you for your sins Each must face eternity Invent, repent, join with me Latrom das neves See no fear, Chimera See me here, Chimera See no fear, Chimera See me here, Chimera Circus Divine

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025