xGODx

I found my way to the river where those drowned to death drift by I dance above them and give them my prayers My world arises from destruction Only bastards who are frightened by death, go mad and get pleasure are left A pile of dead bodies cover the landscape There is nobody who cries but you Aspire transcendent spirit and assimilate with my soul Then you'll be saved...

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

Time ticks away the cruel memories Now see tears, feeling sick confusion, there's no escaping the Reaper My broken heart exceeds the limit and flees in the dark An array of lights pours endless despair into my heart Finally, "thought" begins to insist the fact you are not with me as a scar on my wrist My heart is wrenched with this dull red, life flowing out I scream out the nonsense of my rotting existence! Desire for white I'm wandering with love that I can't deny in the maze of my broken heart Memories without end, leaving warmth A hypocrite! I'm denied myself with this sadness you stuck into me A hypocrite! How many sins do you have in mind? Desire for white I'm wandering with love that I can't deny in the maze of my broken heart Memories without end, leaving warmth Hopeless wish I'm wandering with love that I can't deny in the maze of my broken heart Memories without end, leaving warmth A hypocrite! I'm denied myself with this sadness you stuck into me A hypocrite! How many sins do you have in mind? A hypocrite! I'm denied myself with this sadness you stuck into me A hypocrite! How many sins do you have in mind? A hypocrite... A hypocrite... I'm dreaming of you I feel my last When this sight disappears you command me A hypocrite! I'm dreaming of you I feel my last When this sight disappears you... command me!

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Children in a tragedy Buried under rubbish scream for help Plenty of children's hopes and dreams Come to an end here No more tragedy! I feel awful, i get mad Diffuse gunfire, Children trembling with tears in their eyes And can't escape I'm in a transparent world and i can't save them People rob children's futures, Mercilessly repeated slaughter Are they proud of this? What are we living for? There is only wrong thing in this world I'm only allowed to watch it in silence In this transparent world Is this a revelation of something? Why can't I stop my tears? The bereaved wear black With the smell of death They take their last looks At the faces of their children Mothers break down crying Holding their children Devils frightened of children's futures Bear, an indiscriminate and cruel scene

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

How do I feel, having thrown my soul in to hell? How much agony can I endure? I fly through jealousy and hate holding my head I want to bear it all but I reached my limit It's my nature, my reason to live, To break myself against my burdens I fight tooth and nail Is she going to die? Or will she break out of this depression? It makes me sick to think of nothing else Where have all my feelings gone? The answer is eternally dark Now she is in hell, From my shallow actions and inability To understand her pain But I'm going to live today Anyway, I'll try to find something I'm only lonely... she is only a victim Is she going to die? It makes me sick to think nothing else I'm only rubbing my sleepy eyes She gets mad over the far dream She is killing herself far away I look at her with wide eyes She doesn't notice my existence Why now, Why now do all the words before, She wouldn't need to die But I'm going to live today Anyway, I'll try to find something I'm only lonely... she is only a victim Is she going to die? It makes me sick to think nothing else I'm only rubbing my sleepy eyes

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

Black sky and oppressive ground Continuous anger and sad rain Disease penetrates into my soul I'm even afraid to accept someone I searched for I'm prevented by muddy ground Illusion around me threatens my mentality Words have no meaning I only show my existence Illusion from. Scars It's linked with memory Suppressed desire runs down my soul Can't live in this world being ourselves Life is settled Breaking through every wall Thrown up in our faces Judgment doesn't work In such deep depression Only... only... encourage my instinct Try to respect my own will This moment like ecstasy I look up, only leaving vanity My whole life running through rapidly Erase me! Can't stop this beat if I'm being myself Please! Kill me right now!

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Skies fell down, I'm covered with disgrace I got the power to live, shedding red tears It was a long, hard time, On shaking earth, I decided to hate There's nothing upon me And only grass under my feet I have nothing but I took my freedom Get hoarse wish for night eyes swell And waiting to get wings Endless freedom make my dreams come true In eternal existence I'm the king overflowed souls I'll be alive in this world for good Prepared pain, squeeze into the depth And pull the trigger of liberation Scattered bullets of pleasure Crushed captive soul Groaning under the dark ground Eats my rationality Melancholy skies are dyed with red Black earth is melting me...

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

- that name is karma- I show my desire for burying humiliation and fear By wearing a shade, I found my way to the next world As if swept away Lost my heart... Lost my dream... I run through the dark with my wounded body The way I'm going With my broken heart is endless But I keep running, Losing my breath without noticing around me The black sun printed on my heart Makes a deep, deep distortion "I need nobody "I believe nothing” "everyone is going to die” I lift up a sword against you with my dry heart I don't beg you I crush you with my fingertips Cold wind, like blood, blows in this ruined space Every time that wind blows on my wound My desire swells and my heart tries to drain The luminosity surrounding me Then my future joins the dark Your bloodshed is a guidepost to the light I awake my consciousness And I give you fear so I can evolve myself Rationality doesn't exist in me I brush off your gaze stuck on my back And run away around the under world "i eliminate anyone who denies my personality This world is the space where man controls Another man with blood” Time passed, then the dark drained the future I get back my consciousness And see myself stained with blood The smell of blood is emitted in the dark Then rusty time awakes

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

Sullen black and grey sky The night beckons my death I want to rest in peace Pain of solitude twines Around me and devours me Tamed memories The rotting world marks the end I smash my head on the wall While madly shouting But I still can't forget I'm being myself A solitude struggling in broken consciousness I can't get over this oppression I see the black wall closing in On it, nailed all my despair I have no choice but to be crushed When I close my eyes Colorless despair furiously asks me for meaning Why was i born? For what should I die? My existence has no meaning After all, that's the only truth I can't reach my answer Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Now I have the end of this needless life Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Resistant feelings leave the sound of breath 1 see the black wall closing in On it, nailed all my despair I have no choice but to be crushed When I close my eyes Colorless despair furiously asks me for meaning Why was i born? For what should I die? My existence has no meaning After all, that's the only truth I can't reach my answer Rusty, sharp and bloody gloom Attacks me and destroys my hope Now I have the end of this needless life

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

All my sins come back to me when I close my eyes My body is bound with the scars I recollect I can't see the real meaning hidden in my delusion One consciousness rises in the center of my turbid heart ' I get to know the frailty that I can't get over in a dim silence Ugliness... exposed... to live... solitude Kindness to the wounded Reflects a clot of contradiction, In the mirror of my superiority I know no one can understand me But I confess everything until yesterday That superiority is not emancipation But compensation of solitude My constrained will say "all dissatisfaction comes from you” When I saw that, my reality was destroyed Goodbye Past, future and solitude burst And I writhe in a mad room My head is spinning You are only the imagination of my disease Our views are distorted We have no right to choose where we die In this rotten place, our souls die without trace...

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

In the dark, cold water... I lost my dream And I'm sinking to the bottom to the bottom Fading consciousness Reflects the transient light As I slip into illusion I'm swallowed by a rush of far away dreams At that moment, Beautiful but weak light was born And I strongly grasped it in my hand You let me nod and gave me a little courage Our way in the dark That was a destiny we couldn't avoid We walked our way In search of the light I couldn't save you Had I known the light was too bright, We'd never have returned to the dark The day we looked for each other We chased same thing The humiliation, I'm defeated by the fear... The future closed in a cage... The days I dreamed to be released Satan stood at my door And never forgave me I met you when I was insecure And felt peace in you I thought you're my future If I hadn't given you all of my heart, Enough would remain to save you Writhing at my door I can't protect this light Living in me without you Our way in the dark That was a destiny we couldn't avoid We walked our way In search of the light I couldn't save you Had I know the light was too bright, We'd never have returned to the dark Back in the dark, cold water, A gap in my memory... Now holding a baby, To you...

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025