Spiritual Lonely Pattern

I am so lost In this night She died – I hear She died Killing words All inside me In phone Destroy my sanity My heart split Asunder in two In hard suffers Of suicidal vortex I avert from light Laying unmoved At somber death brink Ashen and chaotic At scythe of bleak July I saw a crimson moon With prophetic satellites Descending closer Accept my requiem For whom I loved I never forget I will remember Most part of me Died with her If I could knew How pain she held I am alone Feeding on memories Old pictures and past Left by her Perhaps all could be different I never be the same Somber skies returns tonight And autumn grace is everywhere Veils of rain are down...

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

I regret I'm pain I am paralyzed Good days are gone October meet moonrise I am forced back To place you had died I found your dress, it holds your scent My eyes was full of tears As light swiftly drown Strong wings of grief is spread I flee through time Your likeness comes again In my dreams I see you alive All is the same And sun plays in your hairs My mind's too weak To remember Time – worst enemy Erasing me My nerve strings pitched Night weaves nostalgic Drowsing oblivion Terrible sights Many words are dead Many deeds to proof your life was good Are undone...

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025

Benighted my soul Walks alone Shores of autumn Felt my steps Dying leaves Touch the surface And drift away To your new home I see reflections So familiar On shaking silver Wry from my tears Creating visions That gone so long Half forgotten once back I scribe your pain Never be the same That infant boy Joyfully smiles From photos I'll always remember Your words and caress I see your face again "Desperation That dream again... Village-I'm standing at the bloody pool At the bed I found book lies unread And the windows still unshut Are you hear me in silent death?" I am he unrested stranger Stacked between two worlds Horrid past depress me down Spring caged, condemned and weak I lurk in furthest shapes Healing wounds seems hungry mouths Arctic cold binds my mind Thin webs spread empathic Colors die in eternal mist Heart anguish is countless

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025

Star flecked night Is calling me Moon shadows Moving to real One different of them Shows me a path And music from afar Resounding softly Towards the mystic Chanting mist Clandestine lot Across myself Sadness Grey sights Of unknown My spiritual Lonely Pattern... Flickering lights In center Arise from inside All memories Sharing with a path Wasted visions It lull wild pain It rest me for awhile At rusted dark gates My silent friend Raise it hand And melt in air Spot on white Oasis in sands Salvation or the end? My spiritual lonely pattern

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

Pacing through changing time I felt some inner pressure By shadows with mad faces Pattern teems alive It moving swiftly So much around me Crying and laughing With promises and begs Strange... I met something... In this place of sanctuary Obscure, lucifigous, desolate... The sky're purple from rain So dramatic Bad memories, suicidal thoughts Beat me with new force My mistakes... my suffers I see the end of pattern I see a coming light There's shine of alien sun There's someone waits me I still pacing Every step's so hard I follow the signs Marks of god

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

Welcome to memoria I shall give you what you had forget In your eyes I see the rise Of beloved silhouette I begin to remember How her spirit fled away And the presence of you, angel Now I am not afraid Flashback again Beating inside myself As winds in naked trees Conquer above ancient night How I wish to join you someday To look in your kind brown eyes Embrace you all countless times For you beloved sounds these rhymes Flashback again Knocking inside myself Whisper is my woe Beg me to come in After memoria I trespass frontier of oblivion To rest awhile in blank Melancholic sea Beautiful and dear Send me solo boat And tranquility blooms in air...

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025

Seascape Full of grief My name's Companyon of pain I prepare to the drifting Across dull short life Mausoleum of life As exhumed and it gathered in one So lost In this sea She rised... from my dreams At scythe of even See the red moon With prophetic satellites Descending closer Choirs of nostalgia Horn and weep Eyes of god Are shut and sleeping Darkscape Full of grief I am so far Beyond belief Abduction of faith I never be the same Marine hues So reach and bright My spiritual lonely pattern Lighthouse of hopes Stands still and gleaming Waning light in dream hole Dissolves in waves of night

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025

I can't endure My horrid past Sending up Through spiritual lonely pattern October tide My demise First step To touch the heavens Freezing move and echoes Swoon at way Men in my head Which I loved Playing wasted forgotten deeds Deja-vu Makes me sad Your ghost on the shores Redemption, love and death Eerie face of time Staring at me I'm alone in drifting boat Dying all alone And her spirit came to me Then livelong grief is gone Entire right and wrong Sparkling at my sight Whimpering angels died Smothering atmosphere Press me harder Freezing moon and echoes Swoon at way Whisper me the name One I won't forget As suffers as joy as life Cast me reflection On the crystal surface When the real and past meets One drop can crush everything

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025