Self‐Created Abyss
Catatonic state of being Lying in a world of blur Desecrated human being Forced Impregnation Innocence taken by force Vulgar act of self indulgence Sickened to her very core Suicidal thoughts undone Thoughts of abortion Conflicted morals Torn by my religion Fetus growing inside of me Visions of this nightmare Constant flashbacks with me Unwanted Repulsive miscreation Defeated me - With rape and sin Defiled existence - Lacking in the faith of humanity What will become of my bastard son Visions of this nightmare Constant flashbacks with me Unwanted Repulsive miscreation Miscreation Dragged away from public view Forced to fuck - against my will Loss of strength I fear demise Shame washes over me Implanted his seed within me Conceived child of pure evil Fabricated spiel of lies Kept hidden within my mind Within my mind Within Vile child I have to raise Force fed lies of my disgrace Wretched being will be renounced Abhorrent unborn runt Hidden fact of my rape child Unwanted humiliation Sickened child is impending Abnormal childhood Thoughts of abortion Conflicted morals Torn by my religion Fetus growing inside of me Visions of this nightmare Constant flashbacks with me Unwanted Repulsive miscreation Defeated me - With rape and sin Defiled existence - Lacking in the faith of humanity What will become of my bastard son Visions of this nightmare Constant flashbacks with me Unwanted Repulsive miscreation
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
Legs spread, weans head, blood shed, giving birth now Torment, distressed, nightmare, hallucination Ruptured membrane guts spilled against my will Born unwanted - child of my violation These anguished cries in vein Left alone here writhing in pain Scarred with this mental image Impregnate - In my mind Fear - setting in to my brain Wish I had aborted his wean Gag - at the sight of my child Afterbirth piece of shit - Defect birth of the rape child Aftermath of molestation Contact ceased because of beliefs Godforsaken castigation Disregard the bastard child Spawned infection no protection Life of hate and misery Godforsaken castigation Cunt - destroyed by childbirth Runt - my life is ruined Lies - we're forced to live them Sickness - it never leaves Abandoned by - her beloved faithful husband Defiled by him - Sick attack in pitch black Loathe - her only child Hate - his own existence Scum - we can't escape him Pure - In no one eyes Life of misery - rejected by his own kind Unforgiven - condemned action of his father Forced conceivement penetrated Despise the life of his legacy Child born - Worthless - Enslaved - Feels deceit now Malignant - Offspring - Punished - For her one sin Unrelented abuse forced upon her Domination - Truth soon to be uncovered Vows - have been disregarded Powerless for resolution Wife - mauled and mutilated Two black eyes - Broken nose Cleanse - out abomination Structured beliefs overpower God - fearing right wing christian Blasphemous piece of shit - Defect birth of the rape child Aftermath of molestation Contact ceased because of beliefs Godforsaken castigation Disregard the bastard child Spawned infection no protection Life of hate and misery Godforsaken castigation Beg - Plead - Kneel - Pray - for absolution Rape - child - forced - into - life of punishment
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025
Forsaken by my family Stabbed and beaten forced on my knees Vulgar action overpower me Life of misery Disgusted by my existence Kept in darkness blood stained mattress Subject of my fathers outbursts Inhumanity Lacerated - Fresh veins exposed Blade serrated - I wretch at the sight of gore Twisted - Nature of my father Beaten - Abused he's not mine Victim - of rape violated Pleasure - of rape its all mine Malignant form of inhumanity Living with the lie - Stick it in his pie - rupture Malignant form of inhumanity Putrid form of life - vicious as my wife - take it Worthless - Offspring - glad you're not mine Broken - possessed - by hatred Subject - Denounced - Through his childhood Disgraced - Condemned - One last time Sickness swells with every swing Within these walls I am the king Narrow escape from a coma Subdural hematoma Molests me - Strangulate - Black out from the pain Violate victimise sodomize innocent gleam in his eye Impending - Rejection - Disfigure - Pathetic son of lies Falsify this imperfection - Keep him hidden from reality Falsify this imperfection - Secrets hidden from the realms of social interaction Lived alone with this constant nightmare Hold my breath and pray for mercy Benediction pray goes unanswered Falls on deaf ears Tremble at the sound of his footsteps Reoccurring daily beatings Twisted - Nature of my father Beaten - Abused he's not mine Victim - of rape violated Pleasure - of rape its all mine Malignant form of inhumanity Living with the lie - Stick it in his pie - rupture Malignant form of inhumanity Putrid form of life - vicious as my wife - take it Worthless - Offspring - glad you're not mine Broken - possessed - by hatred Subject - Denounced - Through his childhood Disgraced - Condemned - One last time Disgusted by my own father His sadistic captivation Deluded by his subconscious Systematic acts of evil Disregarded by my mother Raised by lies and suffering Pleading for my own salvation Systematic Inhumanity
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
Distorted vision - Wipe the blood from my eyes Subject of abuse - Will I survive? Son - Force fucked Arse - Hole is seeping Cocks - Red Raw Anal rape is my pleasure Where is my saviour - The one that I pray for Give me my freedom - I will survive Scar - his face Cut - to disfigure Wounds - will heal Internal - thoughts left mangled Helplessly call within these walls Psychological Rot has set in - Forced to loathe him Overpowering stench of hatred Contemplating my own demise Why should I suffer Engineering retribution I am not done Plotting my evasion Cut from captivation Bringing forth damnation Suffer my wrath Blinded by the vision Of my first Incision Cut with sheer precision Grave revenge Fuck - Your - Rape creation This - will - be your nightmare Exposed the truths of your wrong doing Cleanse myself from impurity Protesting for my injustice My day will come Imprisoned in the family home I'll butcher each like they're my own Preach to me that I'm not your son I'm not your son Bleeding - Needing - medical Attention Lie there while I make you Suffer - Take it - domination Punished Worth- less piece of wretched Scum Knew I would kill you - horrendous thoughts engraved Envision torture - through your demise Roles - reversed Purge - take my revenge Going - insane Killing you will be a pleasure Silence the terror - rape child is kept enslaved Hateful obsession - Fed by his lies Defiled Stripped of purity So vile Physically scared by my father Helplessly call within these walls Psychological Rot has set in - Forced to loathe him Overpowering stench of hatred Contemplating my own demise Why should I suffer Engineering retribution I am not done Thoughts of mutilation growing stronger with each swing of his fist Stimulation by the passion of the pain and suffering inflicted by my father daily Focused on my retribution Blurred Vision Of my nightmare haunts me Decisions Of my father taunts me Blurred Vision Of my nightmare haunts me Decisions Of my father taunts me Plotting my evasion Cut from captivation Bringing forth damnation Suffer my wrath Blinded by the vision Of my first Incision Cut with sheer precision This will be your end... Engineering Retibution
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
Escaping from this insanity Sickening acts that he has done to me Terror hidden within these walls Fathers at his weakest while my mothers being punished for the torture and abuse he forced up-on me Daylight burns on my skin as I break free from the shackles while the fresh air fills my lungs with hope of vengeance Anger boils under my skin Vein pulsating with pure hatred Voices haunt with grotesque visions Consumed by these psychotic thoughts Prey on weakness worthless creatures Frenzied by the constant reminders Murder flows with every victim With each kill my guilt ebbs away I-solated Mis-created Des-ecration Ravished at the thought of his death Actions consumed by his ignorance Arrogance impairs his vision Torture slaughter I am forced to kill them Loath each victim Lust each martyr Twisted nature defect childhood Pungent stench of rotting carcass Screams of horror cherished as I bludgeon Loath each victim Lust each kill Each kill To murder and to kill Certain to perish when Stalked for my release of venom and hatred Hallucinate I am homicidal Sickening act that I will do to them Execution so delightful Slaughter feeds my anguish as I push the knife deeply inside While I strip the carcass of their falsifying hide Organs start to rupture as I twist the blade around inside Disembowel their torsos as they hang with pride Anger boils under my skin Vein pulsating with pure hatred Voices haunt with grotesque visions Consumed by these psychotic thoughts Prey on weakness worthless creatures Frenzied by the constant reminders Murder flows with every victim With each kill my guilt ebbs away I-solated Mis-created Des-ecration Ravished at the thought of his death
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025
Your bone fragments I will scatter Your brain matter I will splatter Vulgar instincts uncontrollable Father I defile Grinding of your bone and flesh Skin peeled back I will not rest Hacking at your helpless body Father I will ravage I am the vile existence Elegantly I will slaughter Eliminate my diseased father Say goodbye to my old life Cleansed - from years of torture Free - from years of abuse I am the vile existence Freeing you from your sins Father I am your saviour Blackened walls surrounds this nightmare Basement - fills with torturous Sounds - As I mutilate You watch her bleed out in front of your eyes I will take each of your worthless lives for my - revenge Lust as I torture and maim you with my blade Body turns cold with the truth of my actions relentless my hatred takes over Kept in darkness - stripped and bound - Blindfold tightens Helpless victim sealed your own fate corrupt father you will suffer For your sins against a child your subject to a taste of torture Lacerate - Strangulate - Tear your flesh Victimised demoralised decapitate you while alive See the fear within your eyes salvage your head for my prize Carving deep amongst your veins Blinded by a spray of blood You pull tight against your chains Father I defile Trousers pulled down to your ankles It's your manhood I will mangle Dick cut off nothing will dangle Father won't defile I am the vile existence Elegantly I will slaughter Eliminate my diseased father Say goodbye to my old life Cleansed - from years of torture Free - from years of abuse I am the vile existence Freeing you from your sins Father I am your saviour Blackened walls surrounds this nightmare Basement - fills with torturous Sounds - As I mutilate Deafening silence down here Pathetic father chained down Fulfilled my oldest dreams now Time has come to take your life I will - take your - life now Standing over your body Prolonged your pain enough now Listen intently for your Death rattle Driven by my instincts as I rip the blade across your throat Decorate the room with blood - as I'm cutting through your flesh The murder of my tormentor - brings me satisfaction Left to bleed out in the cold
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025
Palms are sweating, fantasising Smell of the blood - reminiscing Visions of their brutal murder Turn me on - Skull fucking my dads head As I begin to ferment at The mouth - like an animal Visions of my sickening passion Thoughts of death I'm - Weak at the knees Panic - sets in - my crime has been witnessed Eyes glare - at me - In darkness Chased down - hunted - my spree has not ended Tied up - Captured - In my basement Hands are shaking uncontrollably Ritual acts of malevolence Focused on my weakened victim Ritual acts of malevolence Bludgeoned - Hacked up - Witness will be silenced Hands tied - eyes plead - No remorse Killing - Instinct - It is overwhelming Your corpse - will be - Left on display Blood sprays over My face as I Bathe in your Human fluid Waste Human fluid Waste The urge to kill's been haunting me A vision of pure fantasy I'll butcher in my unique way Teeth knocked clean out - Flesh cremated Picking at your molten chunks Swigging bucky from the monks Body dragged into my trunk Limbs are cut off - Heads my trophy Heads my trophy Wipe clean the knife Smear his gut on my clothes Sickening acts They always haunt me Decorated by the slaughter Clothes are stained - with brain matter Hammer reigning down upon them Bones broken - Life has come to an end Desecrated parents carcass Pain and torment I carved in them Blade meets bone and snaps within them I re-live their brutal murder Panic - sets in - my crime has been witnessed Eyes glare - at me - In darkness Chased down - hunted - my spree has not ended Tied up - Captured - In my basement Hands are shaking uncontrollably Ritual acts of malevolence Focused on my weakened victim Ritual acts of malevolence Bludgeoned - Hacked up - Witness will be silenced Hands tied - eyes plead - No remorse Killing - Instinct - It is overwhelming Your corpse - will be - Left on display
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025
Trapped within a living nightmare Caught amongst my putrid sins Live my life in pure disgust Parents butchered, bodies buried Spill the blood of my own kind Feel the pain as I die inside Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted. flashbacks of my actions haunt me self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror. Mutilation Morbid truth I cannot hide from Got to face the consequences Visions of the blood I've spilled Doesn't seem real Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions Sat in darkness - with my head in my hands Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come Endless agony - having to endure - my action Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions Sat in darkness - with my head in my hands Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss Voices eat into my brain Rotting mind is now corrupt Screaming screeching of their souls Lucid figures looming over Their presence forms the darkness Their existence dilutes my mind Commanded by the mass infection Lead through life by their deception Exploited misconception Wretched - display - of the - puppetry Waste of skin I'm forced to sin the voice they wont lie to me Hanging over every day they curse my soul in every way Suffering this wrath upon me pain is sure to be eternal Wretched - display - of the - puppetry Awoken in an ice cold sweat Dreams blur into reality Grotesque image of the slaughter Witness the knife plunged into him Sordid actions forced upon me Voices drive me to insanity Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted. flashbacks of my actions haunt me self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror. Mutilation Morbid truth I cannot hide from Got to face the consequences Visions of the blood I've spilled Doesn't seem real Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions Sat in darkness - with my head in my hands Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come Endless agony - having to endure - my action Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions Sat in darkness - with my head in my hands Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss Last Escape from this nightmare Repressed childhood memories Escape from the voices Dark passenger controls me - forcing me to kill again Red mist forming - Killer is reforming Dark passanger taking over - Forcing me to kill again
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
No escaping from all my sins No escape from misery - No turning back the hands of time Suicides' my only option - Should have been put for adoption I don't want to die alone - With the witness I've de-boned Return my parents to their home - End my life here with my own Life - Not - Worth - Living alone With - The - Thoughts - Of my torture Drag - Them - Down - By their ankles Head - Kicked - Down - Its a toe poke Pull at their flesh as I scribe my confession Struggling to remember if it's their, there or they're Corpse used as canvas - expressed through incisions Regret flowing through me - a life of bad decisions Flesh is taught - as I carve it Confessions inscribed Knife expresses - all the horrors Confessions I slice Flesh is taught - as I carve it Confessions inscribed Knife expresses - all the horrors Confessions I slice Tortured raped and punished child - I did not know how to smile Locked away for days on end - Weakened body can't defend Pleasure taken as I killed them - Haunted by that voice again Driven to insanity - Knew I'd have my way one day Bridge Mother Father I am sorry - Only child has destroyed you Mother Father I am sorry - Forced into this hate filled life Pull at their flesh as I scribe my confession Struggling to remember if it's their, there or they're Corpse used as canvas - expressed through incisions Regret flowing through me - a life of bad decisions Flesh is taught - as I carve it Confessions inscribed Knife expresses - all the horrors Confessions I slice Flesh is taught - as I carve it Confessions inscribed Knife expresses - all the horrors Confessions I slice Mother Father I am sorry - Only child has destroyed you Mother Father I am sorry - Forced into this hate filled life Butchered - Mangled corpses lay before me Feel remorse for my actions - Mangled corpses lifeless stare Fumes of burnt flesh fill the air - Mangled corpses lay before me Charred bones cracking under their skin - Mangled corpses lifeless stare Maggots feed on puss filled boils - Flesh fermenting weeping oils Blood congeals in blackened crusts - Flesh displays my misery Nauseated by infection - Flesh fermenting weeping oils Open wounds will tell my tale - Flesh encrusted Drag their bodies by the feet - Knot tied tight to hang the meat Father left and mother right - Pale white flesh the rope grips tight Noose pulls tight the ends in sight - veins erupting under pressure Body hangs between them deathly - silence Violently body twitches - gasping for my last breath Gravity crushing wind pipe - Die with with no regret
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025