II: A Way of Life That You Can't Understand
Can I touch it again? The lost feeling of happines The senses destroyed once The mark in my skin Why I cant reach it again? The peace torn by anxiety The Illusion of life A rest for my mind.
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025
So The Time Came I can't step forward I can see my pain Bleeding from my wet skin I touch the water But I can't feel the shock Where is my desired end? So The Time Came But I failed again Once again I live and awake!
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
I let the fear consume me Now, I cant reach the stars I still swam in darkness Still warm by the embrace of death Searching for something that may never be known Perfection is an essence that can be only found here Not a poem, not a razorblade, not a song Not the pain, not the real love Not a colour, not a smile, not a word Only whispers in a plane of silence
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
This track is instrumental.
Drowning in my misery Silence over take I am the one falling Deeper and Deeper Rain drops piercing down on my conscious I stay curled in my fragile state I remember this, by my scars This feeling that I wanted to destroy Its always there in me Its calling me Its killing me
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025
More hopeful pills today Trying to appear Trying to cure What have no solution What is my conclusion To hurt myself unlimited times To hurt my mind until I can't get back With actions that bring the everburning pain A way that you cant see A way that I cant understand Pain for the soul I will come back Pain for the heart I will fade out Pain for the body I will bleed Pain for the mind I will scream I seek to see why I am still living I do not speak nor do I try Are you sure, you want to understand me?
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
I will remember this last days I will amass the memories There's no doubt you really care But it's your heart you can never share Our love, unreal as our farewell Remember, for me, the last days of september Remember how pure it was
I don't want to see I don't want to hear I don't want to feel I don't want to scream No sign of anyone who can help No sense of feelings or of myself My world is so empty All what's left is pain I wish I was blind I wish I was deaf I wish I was silent I wish I was dead My world is so grey, my world is so empty My illusions are faded, my dreams are gone I'm drowning at the bottom of the deepest ocean All numb, can't feel a thing I cut the pure memories Spreading this psychotic nightmare I don't want to see (But I want to feel) I don't want to hear (But I want to scream) Make it stop (Impossible, you have to feel it) I can't take this anymore (I want to hear your screams) GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK I spent the time carving myself with a knife But the pain, the dark never goes away I just want to get by I don't care if I have to die You don't know what it's made of.. Flashes of light come by, one, by one. From the first moment it was all grey Same colour in different tones From the first moment it was all a lie It wasn't real, it was never real My senses remain in pieces of nothingness This broken mirror can't reflect my soul
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025