Portal
I have long been fashioning An inner world of obstacles Between thee and me Shuttered huts of discouragement Barbed wire fences of habit Stone walls of indifference Mountains of indolence And oceans of unfaithfulness I'll plant a seed beneath my feet Someday And breathe into it energy Someday I'll firm its' soil with a dance And pray the sky will shine its' lamp I'll water it with heartfelt love and Someday, I'll awake... I'll pack a bag beneath the stars When someday comes And grip it when the missiles charge When someday comes I'll tend to it with utmost care And open it when I can share A slavery to its' perfection Someday, I'll awake... I'll cry because I have the faith That man can change his ugly ways I'll throwaway the bag and seed For no one owns what we all need I'll begin, without, within Searching, seeking, seeing Endless endeavors
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
Stray eyes, staring at clouds that keep returning Grey skies, burning our eyes with flames of hurting Reach for a hand my friend, your home has never left you Stained view, reason collects debris of crisis Taints you, colors abode with unseen logic Reach for the sky my friendand roam in clouds of being - insight emerge Tipping the scales of your world at hand Balance the weight from the grand stands, karma's plight Sign speak, silence displays the lure of teaching Cry's deep, lessons obscure reward my seeking Reach for a hand my friend you home as never left you Reach for the sky my friendand roam in clouds of being - insight emerge Tipping the scales of your world at hand Balance the weight from the grand stands Knitting the skirt of your feeling now strewn A Blessing disguised in this time of growth Karma's plight
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
I am winter dormant in my solitude You are spring alive and with new growth I am summer burning in my beatitude You are fall shedding leaves grown old Just when the circle's drawn Just then the circle's gone The circle's gone I am petals found in frail wayside flowers You are wind blowing bare open I am sunlight showering the rays of play You are sand soft yet hard as stone Just when the circle's drawn Just then the circle's gone The circle's gone Merging with the land now With all things And all the beings Knowing I am one now With my vision With all the feeling I am winter, you are spring I am petals, you are wind Faith fills my inner space Clears my circle's place Turns me inside out Moves away my doubt Just when the circle's drawn Just then the circle's gone The circle's gone Just when the circle's drawn Just then the circle's gone The circle's gone
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
It all began with myself, the fragrant wisp of trials Strolling through gardens blind, seeking a blossoms smile A came upon a mortal dream, sougt its permanence Caught a glimpse of a world fleeting from my conscience I can feel a calling, I can heal this longing I understood the amber swells, the ocean in my mind I embraced tears that gave, the inner child a place I live these lives with a course, and sailed uncarted sea A blessing found in itself, foretold sacred release I can feel a calling, I can heal this longing The cycle begins, a constant bloom, no errors known Just understanding, thoughts collide, confusion clears There is but love, growth and change, never exchange What is lasting, truth will never taint or spoil Costumed in grace
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
I long to live with some celestial beings To adore in silence blissful friends Gliding into constellations of their smiles Melting into shining eyes Chant away The cosmos grace Born inside the lotus gold To be at the feet of celestial artists Close to the brush of their cosmic strokes Churning whispers into melodies of psalm In timeless rhythms, blessed tones Chant away The cosmos grace Born inside the lotus gold I can live this revelation With magnified devotion Magnified devotion Magnified devotion... "Divine mother Free my mind from all obstacles of delusion And lead me safely to thy shores of fulfillment Awaken within me increasing strength, positive thinking, courage, faith And above all fill my heart With thine unconditional love With thine unconditional joy" I want to be closer to higher beings Near to touch those divine companions Gathering joyfully from the nether world As I go through the portal's fold
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
I can't believe She took the chances I can't believe She spoke the language Then she fell And faced the question: "Will she ever fall again climbing?" Keep trying the world Crawl above the sun Let your fears fly away I will destroy This place inside me I will return And find my own grace When I fall I'd face the question: "The change will come from me again, laughing?" Keep trying the world Crawl above the sun Face those ugly feels Crave those times you feel Let your fears fly away
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
Life, tired of what I call mine, so again Dream, leaving the space I define, so again So, craving for something new No, answer the void with some clue Waiting for time to become like fragile rain, falling from the sky Looking for ways to believe that I 'm not the same, its all in my mind Once in a while there's a child in your eyes and mind Now that I know I'll be ready to go when you stay Sun, shining its rays in my eyes, so again Close, painful to see its not right Dream, moving to places we change Believe nothing is surging my way Waiting for time to become like a fragile rain, falling from the sky Looking for ways to believe that I 'm not the same, its all in my mind Once in a while there's a child in your eyes and mind Now that I know I'll be ready to go when you stay You are the sun, shining light into dim mind Facing it all I just want to move on and grow Breathe, slow.
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
Walking away now, taking your time, dreaming in circles Finding your place now, once on the line searching for your well Now that the doors been closed, I felt my shelter burning I have no way now of getting back home, I'm finding the meaning now She became the answer, she became the fire, her new world is burning An old flame to you, a long road to you Painful enchanter, naked and blind, sighing for warfare Patron and dancer, can't seem to find, fighting for nowhere Blaming your needs inside, minding the storm you churn to I have no way of fighting your fight, that's something you must do Walking away now, taking my time, dreaming in circles Finding this place now, searching within, love is the answer Starving the pain inside, I found my peace without you I have a way now, of blessing this home miracles shine through now
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
My friend you know it's okay, don't you hurt yourself The pain is the first grace, don't you know it's time I tell you, keep it alive now, love is the chariot you ride Two hearts, colliding pillows, will discover peace Their minds in search of windows, without light to breathe I tell you, keep it alive now, love is the chariot you ride Far is the place now, that holds you in this time Running for shelter, hiding yourself behind your life Healing in all ways that casts you free in time I don't believe, I can't believe, I won't believe, it's wrong It's wrong, it's not wrong.
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026
Sometimes when I look at my life and the empty fighting, I let go, no I'm not afraid, ashamed to cry I hurt myself but I won't stop trying, I follow everyday living inside Finally it's come, let it all go, all that I know Finally it's right, every sight, not the same Searching, looking into the mirror, that won't remember Falling into something becoming blind Trying why can't I see through the clearest weather Leave me here with all of my light to shine Finally it's come, let it all go, all that I know Finally it's right, every sight, not the same Turn the pages now, running around, all that I found Looking out I see, inside of me, just this day I keep it alive, knowing that soft subdues the hard way A feeling of faith so new, a silence inside Bringing me home without the heartache Love is the place for you.
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Jun 21, 2026