Pessimist
Album • 1999
Humiliate yourself, on your knees again Purify the essence of the deity...experience The rush of divinity...chemical spirituality... Removes the existential pain of mortality. My god, my god!!! Bestow upon me blessed eucharist My arms extend!!! Waiting for the pain of holy penetration On your knees again...Offering your flesh Theology of personal destruction Respect upon the altar of denial You serve the god of hypocrisy The of all earthly desires Stigmata, my blood!!! Flowing from the self inflicted wounds of penitence Praying at the feet of the boy god that I serve!!! Praying at the feet of the boy god. Burn your god! Piously inject your sins! Religion of decadence! On your knees again...offering yourself Slowly erode into subservience Manipulated by the ultimate deceiver Justify the acts of depravity Committed in the name of god Stigmata, my blood!!! Flowing from the self inflicted wounds of penitence Praying at the feet of the boy god that I serve!!! Praying at the feet of the boy god.
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025
Predisposed to victimization and overt Aggression driven by compulsive Antisocial domination functionally narcissistic predatory mind hate and lust inseparably fused across his cognitive framework the victims last offense was what she represents... to him! Struck from behind... Brutally subdued, Organized offense... Abducted from the scene, your sadistic god... stares you face to face His grip upon your throat... is strengthened by your screams (repeat verse) Sadistic show...Of his control...She's Terrorized...Smell her fear. Steel on flesh... Draw the blade. Agony... Tortured screams. Disregard... for human life. To Validate... His own disgust... she must die... To justify... Pain he's endured... She must die. (repeat verse) Dehumanized... Objectifies his rage feel His power surge... As consciousness slips Away sweet oblivion...falling short of death Aborrent consciousness... Why won't he let you die? Suddenly you realize the time has come For you to die! Mercifully you realize That he will finally let you die!
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025
Voices within... Taunting viciously cowering Behind... A mask of sanity Lucidity receeds... Decompensating Unwillingly... Enter this domain (chorus) Inter the netherworld between delusions and reality unusual digressive functioning... Bizarre perceptual inconsistency Psychotically detached, cognitively unaware Catatonic stare, lifelife lifelessness Cannibalized... Neuronal assault dendritic Span... Presynaptic cleft psychoactive Charge... Dopamine release transitory Gate... Chemical uptake (repeat chorus) Fear... Despair... Rage... Denialvisions... Voices... Lies... Hell scream... Curse... Summon... Pray cries... Pain... Horror... Disgust Diathesis... Predisposition genetically Prescribed...Cerebral deficit Destroyed ability... To formulate intent unable To perceive... A consequence to act (repeat chorus)
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025
Manipulated by unconscious rage... My Demons! Hate is the whole of my existence. Repulsed by the weakness I see. Driven to Violence by the force of... The demons Lurking within me. Walls around my Defenses... Are distorting all I perceive. A Slave to my psychic demons, I bend to their blackened desires. I feel so defenseless. Unable to stop my Descent, deeper into the darkness of Damaged emotional schemes. Blinded by The colluded enmeshment of darkness And light. I long for the chill of the Darkness and damn the existence of light. Stagnant in this existence, I am an agent of Hell. Unaware of my need to wallow in Degradation, blinded by the colluded Enmeshment of darkness and light. I long For the chill of the darkness and damn The existence of light. Lost in a haze of denial... Exacting Revenge on the world. Self-inflicted Aggression... Meant to destroy what I Feel. Claw in vain for the fragments... of My blessed ignorance frightened by the Awareness... Of my reality Manipulative!... Exploitative! I feel so defenseless to rage against my Demons empowered by the desire to free My eternal soul. Thriving on the death Of sadistic domination. I crushed your Regin with unmatched brutality. Piss on You motherfucker! Begging at my feet. Fuck you you're nothing I've finally Broken free...
Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025
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Remove... The satin robe stripped down... For the ritual knelt in... The sacred Nonagon she chants the familiar lines Smoke fills... The hallowed halls Figures... begin to form Darkened... Monstrosities descend upon her naked form Black demonic forms restrain their Frightened slave she cannot resist Sexual excess endless sadistic violations! Clawed hands end her struggle, she gags On demon seed, know's she nothing more Than... A vile repulsive whore of the undead. Providing satisfaction, for their hedonic Lust, now she's nothing more than... A vile Repulsive whore of the undead. Penetrating evil slicing through her Soul sodomized in hell Broken mortal will thrive on the humiliation
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 25, 2025
Father... Why hast thou forsaken me? Father... How can you turn your back on...me? Darkness all around me, universe my own. Newly formed existence, yet I am alive. Navigate alone this amniotic sea. Your genetic Pool, enacts the plan for me. (verse) Embryonic version, picture of yourself. Expression of your lust, so happy you Must be. Why is there no laughter, All I Hear are tears. Tears that mean so much To me when I'm the one who dies. (chorus) Damn you for your cowardice, your Weakness and your fear. It wasn't me who Chose to live, you both brought me here. (repeat verse, chorus)
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Nov 16, 2025
Fire in the hole! Waiting for the blast, Vibrations in the Earth. Before the smoke can clear I'm diving underground. Searching through the dark I hunt the Vietcong. Feel the acrid smoke ripping through my lungs. Morality is gone... To kill is to survive. Morality is gone... To kill is to survive. Drive my body forward knowing what I'll Find. Drive my body forward through This passage way to Hell. I crawl among the bodies and piles of human waste. Then I hear sound and lift my gun to aim. Thunderous exchange, reeling from the Pain. Twisting on the ground, tasting my Own blood. People running by they don't Try to help. I'm afraid to die... So afraid to die! So afraid to die. This can not be true. People running by thinking I have died People running by leaving me to die. Casualty of war. Body on the pile. I lie alone, but still refuse to give my soul Up to this hell. Flashing back from Hell, Returning to the world, hearing my own Screams tearing through the night. Clutching at my chest my fingers trace the Scars. Somehow I've got to end these Visions in my head. Bottle in my hand barrel In my mouth. Bottle in my hand barrel in my mouth. Somehow I've got to end visions in my head. Fought so many years this war for sanity. I Can not go on this ends for me today.
Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025
I beheld again the great whore that sitteth upon the earth. And mortal kings who did commit fornication With this whore. And as I watched the wretched of the Earth were made drunk With the wine of her fornication. And I was possessed of the spirit, And in visions I saw the whore upon a Scarlet colored beast. And she proclaimed her sins unto heaven. And the name she wore upon her head was The name of blasphemy. And the whore was arrayed in scarlet and gold. And she carried in her hand a jeweled chalice. And in this chalice she collected The abominations and filthiness of her sins. And as I watched the wretched of the Earth were made drunk with the wine Of her fornications. And so this whore did glorify her iniquities And therefore shall her plagues come in a single day. And she brought upon herself famine and mourning and death. And the merchants of wickedness shall lament. In the smoke of her burning.
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
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