Accustomed to Illusion

We try to estimate our prize in others eyes One dignity delays for all None evade memorial crumbs Thoughts - the nearest dreams recede - unrealized They have - Power to kill without power to die I can wade grief all pools of it I'm used to that But oftentimes among my mind god was profaned Disected now by bleaker pain I hate the despair That devastated nonsense's real so easy to repair They say that time assuages - time never did assuage Thought are so far of the mind Self-existence you have to find Pain is anterior to the life - Pain is posterior to the death

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Surrounded by bodiless concealed Like the word in the empty prison Hate cannot harm a foe so reticent Who have no life but this to lead it here Never word would be the same So when at times the mob is swayed To carry praise or blame to far We may close in ourselves If you rise from nowhere up to somewhere From being no one up to being someone Be sure to keep repeating to yourself Yo owe it to an arbitrary god Beware of coming too much to the surface and using for Apperel what was meant To be the curtain of the inmost soul I am to absent - to scare myself with my faces The loneliness - where no human race is

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Death is a cobweb on the soul That surrounds at last It is a stealthy surgeon conducted first By pallid innuendoes and dim explain But brace at last with bugles And a bisected coach It bears away in triumph to truth unknown You call not that far that can be had The going from the world we know To the world a wonder still Who ponders this tremendous scene Those who will be in the grave To pity those know her not - is helped by the regreat That those who know her, know her less - The nearer her they get

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Grey shadows fill your mind Follow the god that failed Showing the gratitude Burn your bridges of blind Endless frustration Within your concious mind Veil of deception Senseless of all mankind No disguize can hide your pain Memories linger in your brain The aggression you cry out If somebody cross you way Odds of resignation String discrimination Look into uncerlaity Mad and conformity

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

In seclusion - mind reactions Empty metaphor Overgrowth of remembrance Going to unknown Unavoidable pain Platitudes Divergences Insinuations Overholmed by faith - Can you see the maze? Restless penetration empty lies to truth Hiding in the darkness in the world unreal Still turning in the mad

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Beaten and raped the right to live stripped away Condemned to a life of immolation Hunted down like rats Innocent Jews becoming trapped Then began extermination Scars time will never heal A fate of horror has been sealed Attempts to escape are made in vein Humiliation a way of life Torturers bring unending strife Immune to the cruelties of pain Compassion no more - all self-respect destroyed Millions abused - enormous power being misused Escaping only to be hunted, searching for a place of safety Starving from the lack of food, freezing from the blistering cold Suffering, suffering, suffering, suffer Misled about the slaughter that had begun taking place Hideous experiments decimating a race of The will to survive, the rights of individuality Unending torment rip away their humanity Horrid condition Disease runs rampant Starvation claims life Escape ensures death Living for nothing - but pain the right to life without suffering - torn away Systematic extermination - of a race Irreversible effects have taken place. Living in fear, living in fear Living in fear afraid of the miseries forced upon the population Living in fear of the insensivities created by inhumation Suffering the price, brutally without compromise A race full of hate...extermination Escaping only to be hunted, searching for a place of safety Starving from the lack of food, freezing from the blistering cold Suffering, suffering, suffering, suffer Misled about the slaughter that had begun taking place Hideous experiments decimating a race of The will to survive, the rights of individuality Unending torment rip away their humanity

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Chatter your reality Recreate the rules of play No more blood no more pain Your life on you depends I am part of you - I create your view I do not change conviction - I do not feel restriction I immunized against your system - You ask me who am I I reflused your world I reflused language I destroyed your culture To create myself Images are disappointing accustomed to illusion I feeding imperfection imposture and predictions

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

I shall laught the worst laught I ever laughed I am cursed I am died You want to feel my breath You want to see my death You want to see my blood False step would be my last I cam here to command I came here to observe I came here to provide I came to stimulate I want to show you I am different now I want to show experiment of life I want to stop unacountable cry I want to give definition of mind Remorses, frustration Subtraction, restriction Senseless death of all mankind Mindless, dumb and empty lies All virtues had faded away Drifting in the streams of prey

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Open life sent me distrected Justify without a consequence Swivel eyes from pose to pose From every side strike at my control Since someone will forever on this ground Blinding theologies will pass by Doesen't matter who your future hold Cause life is neuter and the past is end I got depressed I couldn't be really myself Madness sorrow world out intelligence The thought of dying Transfigured me into untruth Where I live don't believe in any cure Same hand - that helps - betrays Same hand - that builds - destroys Endless empty maze Chaotic violence Controversial thoughts No understending words Faith cheaper than mad Is changing our fate Hate is still alive Heresy and graft

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

We grow accustomed to the dark When the light is put away And so we move as far As enemies The thought behind we try to join Unto the thought before Death is a dialogue between the spirit and the dust Dilapidation's processes are organized decays Fundamental cause going from the world we know Life is only pain but dying is a different way We make ourselves a place apart Behind light words that tease and flout And so we move as far As enemies

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Nothing is ending simple yes or not Nothing is dying without any cause Nothing is eternal lasting and extreme I went numb when I learned to see Unexpected emptiness Frustration pained disgrace Tragedy arrogance Petulent ignorance Bored uninformed knowing the ghostly silt Dispersed yet tending to this cross of ground Incessant struggle today against tomorrow Beginning and source of all my joys and sorrows Life is first boredom then fear Whether we use it, it goes All it's intensely sad More time passes in silence

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

So you that the world is governed By very different personages To what is imagined by those Who are not behind the scenes Criminals within the law Push inside our world Nobody quite understands Why we are here We are searching for answer That never appear

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

Chained and shadowed To be left behind Wish to be alone Grips your mind Surface anger Is a thin disguise Just face the truth Deep inside A lot of things Occur each day We wave got to live With on our way Drown in mysery Shocked at the world Barred reality And still alone Hiding in darkness

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

I want to laugh myself to death With your fucked pride distorted smiles Pretended despar of primitive minds Fearfull fantasy will never end You cannot hide - blindness idiocy Sick way of life - is disclousing the meanest feels You cannot force - to think for you you're dreaming Estranger thoughts - no hand in destiny

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026

They tell me how I have to see Things that I have seen already clear They push me then from side to side They are driving me from black to white Not feeling what Not knowing how Not hearing who Not thinking why Fucking heap of suckers Turning lies to truth From where they draw a knowledge Mindless thoughtless fools Endless empty maze False steps in the ground Translucent hopes are now Nothing but dismal lies Past thoughts to win alone Futere life is so unreal Frustration deep inside The point of no return

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026