Remedy Lane
She is twelve, I'm only ten Buried in this soft mountain of pillows Parents away She asks me have I been touched? Have I done the thing with anyone yet? Silence - a shy no When there’s nothing that we'd rather share than that bodily warmth if we'd dare But she's already twelve and I am just a child, WARM AND SHY She's so OLD - already twelve and I am only ten That was me, young and free, there and then Now in this hotel room I lie wondering who I am Never quite as sure after a life of questioning Finding out at last that freedom is A STATE OF MIND But still not knowing how to get along with this mankind Finding out at last that freedom is a state of mind...
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
And so I find myself here once again - first step down Remedy Lane Budapest you tore my world apart - well, here I am Worn with rope ends on my mind, torn with blood scarred in my eyes But now I'm back to shake that from my life Ending Theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening Back again at Deak Ter - I know I could have left her there It was the feeling of leaving myself that I could not bear The same old hotel room in Pest one night before the Sziget fest Hungarian Princess will you share my rest? To rest in my... ENDING THEME ENDING THEME Ripping at the seams, for an opening to be honest I don't know what I'm looking for - who to be sitting here as once before, weeks ago - just waiting for a knock on that door and I have left all I thought was me to find out, to make sure if it was you or me that made me feel so free and real, but when we kiss I don't know, I just don't know 'cause it leaves a taste of emptiness, and I think What if I'm simply depressed? blind, just finding rest from my mind here in Budapest? confusing zest with the joy of being blessed with the bliss of self-escape as we kiss? and mixing my being unstressed with your being undressed and the taste of being true with the fresh taste of me and you as we touch? I don't know but I saw so much of me in you, the me I've missed, the young and free in you but still, that doesn't mean a thing, may not mean anything about my needing you but I guess we had to meet, to be near; to make sure, and still my dear beyond this bed and that door, to be honest, I fear I just don't know ENDING THEME ENDING THEME Fanning flames to dreams of belonging ENDING THEME ENDING THEME Ripping at the seams, for an opening [Johan Hallgren] to be honest I don't know what I'm looking for... lying here, watching you leave through that door
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 18, 2026
Watch them dance... She is intimacy - a wonder of closeness Fighting hypocrisy - a lonely child that Never could believe, yet never give up On life's insanity Understanding is all, she fails to find it She can never fall All her life she's longed to be weak All this time on roads turning bleak Watch her dance... He is sharpness of mind - a lonely Peter Pan Always standing behind and from a distance Looking at a world of love and deceit This child of air defies every rooftop and tree Instead of what he's craving for the most Getting close! Live that you might find the answers You can't know before you live Love and life will give you chances From your flaws learn to forgive All his life he's sought to be brave All this time sought someone to save Watch him dance... They are two of a kind Two children warm and wild In a world going blind they raise their voices Speaking for the mute Building dreams of love finding their way through it They are turned into myths - a beacon of hope Live that you might find the answers You can't know before you live Love and life will give you chances From your flaws learn to forgive ALL HIS (life) HE WAS (just) WISHING (to) BE TOUCHED (but) TOO SCARED (of) WHAT HE (de)SIRED (while) ALL HER (life) SHE WAS (an) OBJECT (of) GROWN MEN'S (de)SIRE (and) WISHED TO (be) UNTOUCHED (now) THEY MUST (try) TO WORK (their) UNFORGOTTEN sexuality OUT! Watch them dance... Always being much more human than they wished to be They built up a world so wonderful So pure and tense Stained only now and then by the blood Of their young innocence... All their life on Tolkien's grounds All their time on islands unfound Trapped in a Fandango Watch them dance! Fandango! Live that you might find the answers You can't wait before you live Love and life will give you chances From your flaws learn to forgive...
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 18, 2026
Touching ground Going home to those I miss Safe and sound Weeks of exile turn to bliss But there's something in her voice when she is calling me A trace of blood to lead me through roads of agony With blood taste in my mouth and clouds before my eyes, I kneel beside the bed where my bleeding dryad lies Three young souls in misery Hitting ground Nausea wakes me up at dawn Hopes are found Dissected, turned and then withdrawn A chair of steel and wire Her legs are open wide Helpless in myself I stand there cold beside The doctors stay away Leave us with this dismay To see the colours of a miracle fade and turn to grey Then a cry and rivers of blood flow so sadly, bringing you Our dreams pour into a cold tray Two young souls in misery Missing you I never knew your name, but I will miss you just the same I was to live for you I lost the will to live at all the day you came It'll never be the same, but I will love you just the same You were to be the first, how wonderful Now I will always fear to hope again The irony of seeing me whispering through her skin so joyfully to our child there deep within Or of when she called to me to tell me cheerfully that she had seen your shape on a hospital screen And of nurses being concerned that you never moved or turned Too late we see the warnings Too late we learn!! I never saw your face and now you're gone without a trace Except the trace of blood that's deeply scarred into my eyes to fill your place It'll never be the same, but I will love you just the same I was prepared to be your father How can I ever prepare for that again? Still I follow that trace of blood always leading back to you Hollow years of damming that flood Two young souls in misery Missing you... missing you...
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 18, 2026
I lie awake watching your shoulders Move so softly as you breathe With every breathe you're growing older But that is fine if you're with me I pledge to wake you with a smile I pledge to hold you when you cry I pledge to love you till I die Till I die The rays of dawn plays on your eyelids A sleeping beauty dressed in sun I will wake you with a smile I will hold you when you cry I will love you till I die Till I die Till I die I believe this heart of mine when it tells my eyes That this is beauty I believe this heart of mine when it tells my mind That this is reason I believe this heart of mine when it cries at time That this is forever I believe this heart of mine when it tells the skies That this is the face of God [Daniel Gildenlow] I lie awake watching your shoulders
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 18, 2026
Let me go Let me go Let me seek the answer that I need to know Let me find a way Let me walk away Through the Undertow Please let me go Let me fly Let me fly Let me rise against that blood-red velvet sky Let me chase it all Break my wings and fall Probably survive So let me fly Let me fly... Let me run Let me run Let me ride the crest of chance into the sun You were always there But you may lose me here Now love me if you dare And let me run I'm alive and I am true to my heart now - I am I, but why must truth always make me die? Let me break! Let me bleed! Let me tear myself apart I need to breathe! Let me lose my way! Let me walk astray! Maybe to proceed... Just let me bleed! Let me drain! Let me die! Let me break the things I love I need to cry! Let me burn it all! Let me take my fall! Through the cleansing fire! Now let me die! Let me die... Let me out Let me fade into that pitch-black velvet night
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 18, 2026
She is still young... Another day of emptiness This life is wearing her down The room around her is a mess Her children safe with her mom She is still young but feeling old Two children with different fathers She sits on the bathroom floor alone The shower chain broke Her neck hurts Then another night of emptiness to wear her down Naked to the world she wraps her sadness in a gown Her children fast asleep she sears the dark with glassy eyes Choosing carefully among her husband's business ties "Over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes But life holds her hand, refusing to let go Leaving her breathing on the floor They're still asleep don't hear her cry And she's still obsessed with rope ends This time she picks a stronger tie With Winnie the Pooh and friends She is still young but feeling old A child dying to be a mother Now she hangs from the ceiling all alone All pressure is falling from her Seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief Merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief She has learnt all that there is to know about hopelessness Seeing that no effort in this world can stand her test "Over!" she cries through rope ends and silk ties Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes And Winnie is strong, would never let her fall Prevents her from breathing till she's not there at all But life holds her hands, refusing to let go Leaving her breathing on the floor [Johan Hallgren] [Daniel Gildenlow] Seeing guilt has taught her guilt she's raised on disbelief Merely twenty beautiful but with a taste for grief She has learnt all that there is to know about helplessness Seeing that no caring in this world can ease her stress Helpless she lies in rope ends and undies Unseeing eyes fixating Eeyore's smile "Over!" she cries as she's going unblind Still in this life Still in this troubled mind The ceiling let go, the old house let her fall Dropping her breathing to the hard cold floor Hitting her head - a broken china soul Red stains on porcelain and she's not there at all Breathing she cries for rope ends and silk ties Beautiful eyes Piglet stands shy behind Broken she lies undead and unblind Beautiful life Beautiful crying young eyes Blackened and bruised, learning how to see Staring at her tooth - crimsoned ivory Hours they pass this broken china soul Red stains on porcelain And she's not there at all... "...and years later I would find You hanging alas the subte irony in shortering life with an extension lead before I could get You down I died so many times... thoughts about running to the kitchen for a knife to cut You down but I learned that there is no way of leaving the room when someone is hanging from the ceiling Your body just won't allow You that rest You stay to watch her face slowly turn blue finally to let You weight add to hers doubling the burden awaking her to the burden that brough her there in the first place: LIFE" "The Sisters of Solitude... They love and hurt, break and are broken, the sisters of solitude They cannot shake the dust from the ground Cannot rise from the ashes, the sisters of solitude They reach out to embrace the world, good and evil, weak and strong They will settle for nothing less, the sisters of solitude They love that they be loved, give that they be given Hurt that they get hurt, the sisters of solitude Hence, one loses weight by the second Throws up what she can instead of what she cannot Hence, two have tried to hang themselves, too strong to shut life out Yet too weak to live it Hence, the little one dissapears, melts into the walls, stands back Agrees, unsatisfied They all carry the end of the world in their chests Heirs of sadness and irony, of settling for less, of bitter consent Of mothers and mothers of solitude They all carry to break free, the sisters of solitude I fear them all so... I love them all so..."
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 18, 2026
"Please let me be yours please never leave Please stay here close to me All love we shared where is it now? Please let me be better than I was Please don't give up on us The thought of leaving you - I don't know how" "I can feel the pain you have inside I see it in your eyes Those eyes that used to shine for me I can feel the wildness in your heart That's tearing us apart My love how can I help if you don't want me?" "There is nothing you can do to help me now I am lost within myself as so many times before There's nothing you can do to ease my pain I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go" Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling Love once born from the ink of Solitude Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end Walking their Remedy Lane trough this interlude of pain Who will be there now? When I lose one true love? (When I lose my love) I am falling now Darkness below and above There is nothing you can do to help me now I am lost within myself as so many times before There's nothing you can do to ease my pain I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling Love once born from the ink of Solitude Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end Walking their Remedy Lane through this interlude of pain Who will be there now When I lose my one true love? (I am falling now) Have I lost Myself? To love someone else... "Please let me be yours please never leave Please stay here close to me All love we shared where is it now? Please let me be better than I was Please don't give up on us The thought of leaving you..." I DO NOT KNOW HOW
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 18, 2026
"Then came a girl A dryad of the woods with a sing over her door saying "If you enter You must forgive me everything!" With a heart too big and brave To let me dissapear And still I hear "May I sleep at your feet?" And so she went over my fence And reached out a hand That I had to take That I just had to take ...love never let me lose that love never let me lose that love never let me lose that love never... Sometimes, forgiving will just take you one step too far and you find yourself on Remedy Lane Sometimes forgiving is too much like self abuse Sometimes forgiving leaves too much sear tissue behind Even if I could one day learn to forgive you everything Could I learn to forgive myself? probably I simply didn't understand the full notion of the world forgive"
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 18, 2026
"yes I am in love I wanted to find out right? ...but... in love with whom or with what? to love to a city to the flesh to the past to the laugh uncontrolled to myself again and suddenly I know that this is dangerous"
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 18, 2026
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