Porcelain

The years go by and the pain gets worse as I continuously and more deeply feel that absence doesn't get sweeter with time The memories I have of us enjoying our time with each other Laughing, crying, helping one another with the hands That we had been dealt Your absence is just a shadow that I see everywhere I Go, and all the feelings and all the thinking, and all the Crying and loving and hating, and trying to accept all come down to this simple fact I miss you

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Feb 20, 2026

Cutting every night to try to see what's inside The pain goes on while the color fades from your eyes (I never asked for this, you fucking bitch) And no matter what I do, nothing ever fucking changes I've tried to leave it all behind but I still can't fucking shake it I peel back my skin just to find some fucking answers Just leave me alone so I can get better You can tell by the look in my eyes that I'm face to face with the void inside And where I reside in this dying light is where I hold onto you I exist in two worlds but never really living in either I sleep in a noose, swinging between hate and fear Take a moment to remember the place Broken heart, spilling out Still filled with hate It will never suffice I just want to let go of this life But if I do, all my memories of you are lost in time I replay the images Bleak, grey colored lenses Hollow to everything I'm sending up a flare I turn on myself It's too much to bare Excoriation disorder is the leading misorder to try to fix what isn't there In this dying light, I reside and I hold on to you But it doesn't change the fact that I can't move forward if I keep looking back And every fucking thing I do is only out of protest for losing you But it doesn't change the fact that I can't move forward if I don't swing back But if I let go, then all my memories of you will be lost in time In this dying light Cutting every night to try to see what's inside The pain goes on while the color fades from your eyes I hate most people Sometimes when I I look at people and see nothing worth liking

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Feb 20, 2026

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"He's not being condemned for what he does, he's being condemned for what he is. You're a child, made in the image of God—oh no you're not, you're a faggot; and you can't join your church and you can't go to heaven. This is disgraceful, it's inhuman, it's obscene, and it comes from a clutch of hysterical, sinister virgins who have already betrayed their charge in the children of their own church!" Shema, Nephesh, Emunah, Yirah Shema, Nephesh, Emunah, Yirah Fuck God (Orphan) You can't see what's inside of me, but you'll know soon that I don't give a fuck about the force-fucked, feigned, fucking decency Dicks in the asses of kids at the daycare while you kneel at the altar and ejaculate "Shema, Nephesh, Emunah, Yirah" Return to the god that forgives the raping of children Pure as the driven snow, the holy maltreatment Adolescent hate while fading in the distance The screams of dying children echo throughout the fields of Bethlehem The wish to be slaves is at the silence of their graves God can suck my fucking dick The cries from the pasture fade away (Orphan) Load up a mag for every single fucking lie For every time you told me it would be the "last time" to get finger fucked in the back of pews Precision through derision, don't begin to tell me what the fuck is owed Swallowed by the hurt while I'm posted up at the church Gritted teeth and sunken eyes behind the red dot All I can do is cry knowing that there's nothing left but adolescent hate while fading in the distance No mercy I am the new Messiah, I'm the wolf among the sheep I wear the crown, I'm from the dirt Before it's better, it gets worse Atonement for every wrong I was left to handle myself How is a cancer cell different in the left hand as it is in the right? You're all the same Fuck God For every moment spent under the deacon's hands Fuck God, carved on every bullet sent through the church Fuck God I speak these words that carry me home Fuck God Fuck God Fuck God Fuck God Motherf-

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Feb 20, 2026

Say what you want but you will never know what it's like to go through this alone I'm reaching for a hand in the dark, I just want to fucking go home It's all peaks and valleys, looking for a home in the voided And it's all lost in a whimper, on the notion that "I should feel better" Everything feels the same Lost in trance staring at this life through a pastel gaze I don't remember a fucking thing I've did that ever made it any better It's hard to move walking through my bullshit Hard to ignore when it's buried in my skin But when I can feed off of my panic, and I see it, it's fucking pathetic Begging like I never left my cage and living half awake How long will I let this go on? When will I finally kill myself to finally live And when will I run out of time to make this right? When will I finally hear myself to finally live And when will I run out of time to make this right? How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough? When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing? How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough? When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing? I'm listening Please speak to me "You've never held your best friend's head in your lap... watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help." "And look at you... I don't see an intelligent, confident man... I see a scared-shitless kid." "You don't know about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when you've loved something more than you love yourself."

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026

Sometimes, I wish everything would go away Just die, or cease to exist You can′t see what's inside of me Lost from the fall Free from it all in the blink of an eye I die inside when I lie about the suffering I hide You never knew what I went through What is it inside me that feels so broken? I grit my teeth and say "it′s all gonna be fine" but I know its not when I look myself in the mirror and I grit my teeth and lie and say that I'm okay when I know it's not It′s all bullshit Worthless fucking cunt Orphan Lead to a dead end with a mirror in the ditch Lie to my face and say it′s better in the end Last breath I take, won't give a fuck about a bitch Live in the past and die with empty answers I know I dont give a fuck about this but I′m out of excuses for why I'm like this What′s the fucking use of explaining if no one's going to fucking understand this adolescent hate birthed in bunk beds Part of me can see and fight but I feel like I′m loosing sight Keep looking for that place to call home in the dead of the night Every night, I'm preparing for the day But I dont think I'll leave this life with much else to say I know I′m not gonna make it I know I don′t give a fuck about the life that I'm going to leave behind An endless circle Only to find out that home is not what′s in sight Everything I put myself through was for fucking nothing Just a bad taste in my mouth Always looking for something Sometimes, I wish every thing would go away Just die, or cease to exist You can't see what′s inside of me Bite down on the nine Squeeze and make my world a better place It's all so fucking self-indulgent Staring in the mirror like I′m waiting for my lines What is it inside me that feels so broken? A void in time I fell in or the void inside? It's all so fucking self-indulgent Staring in the mirror like I'm waiting for my lines What is it inside me that feels so broken? A void in time I fell in or the void inside?

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026

Lie to me Tell me I'm free Tell me anything Tell me I'm dead Ease my hurt Give me despair Give me hope or hate Anything at all Sit with me Don't let me think that I can be anything more than what I need Anything at all You torture me To the point I feel free Step inside my cage Come and see Can anyone hear me?

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026

20 years with a gun to my head Irrigate my brain and dry the blood in my veins A round in the chamber, finger on the trigger And I've got hurt that courses through every cell But "fuck me" turns into a solid "fuck you" to a world that's geared to push me aside Why don't you just let me die Sit with me Don't let me think that I can be anything more than what I see Anything at all, you torture me to the point I feel free Step inside my cage, come and see ("I'm sorry" is not a fix for your fuck ups, you fucking cunt) I tried and I lost my fucking mind But I guess that's what I get for living a goddamn fucking lie "Too little, too late" is all I've got for my fucking mistakеs You look in my eyes and tell mе there's nothing you would change Fuck you, fuck this, fuck everybody up in this bitch I'll save myself while I've got the chance I'll never fall in love again I tell myself that it was never that bad, but I forget that my eyes tell all my secrets Lie myself into believing the pretense Hide it all in the back of my mind Just to have it control my fucking life I forget that all my scars tell all my secrets I forget that all my scars tell all my secrets You gotta let it go You have to let it go I can't I can't

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026

Take my name, take my soul, take everything I know Maybe it won't feel so fucking cold Part of me can see and fight But I feel like I'm losing sight And to this day, you hold my hand through every blurry night I have my fingers down my throat, screaming that I wish I'd never been alive You and I were more than a memory A glimmer of light in this short, fucked up life I try to move on and I try to detach Every moment wasted that I wish I could get back I don't know myself anymore Busy being guarded from the deepest parts of me that I've ignored After all the crying and screaming and laying friеnds to rest This pain just sits here in my chеst Take my name, take my soul, take everything that I know I fall apart like porcelain, an endless circle I can't keep holding up your ghost when I know I need you the most I feel like you're here with me I know you said that it's okay I know if I'm ever going to let you rest I have to let you go, I can't but I've tried I've tried I've tried, oh Take my name, take my soul, take everything that I know I fall apart like porcelain, an endless circle I can't keep holding up your ghost I know I have to let you go This life is a disaster I can hear your whisper leading me through this ruthless feeling I get behind the glass, watching you leave your mark on a world that put you last This life's a lonely feeling without your heart beating I look for you in every darkened room I just want to fucking go home This life a lonely feeling without your heart beating I look for you in every darkened room I just want to fucking go home Why can't I let you go I just want to go home Why can't I let you go

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026

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