Dying Light

Cutting every night to try to see what's inside The pain goes on while the color fades from your eyes (I never asked for this, you fucking bitch) And no matter what I do, nothing ever fucking changes I've tried to leave it all behind but I still can't fucking shake it I peel back my skin just to find some fucking answers Just leave me alone so I can get better You can tell by the look in my eyes that I'm face to face with the void inside And where I reside in this dying light is where I hold onto you I exist in two worlds but never really living in either I sleep in a noose, swinging between hate and fear Take a moment to remember the place Broken heart, spilling out Still filled with hate It will never suffice I just want to let go of this life But if I do, all my memories of you are lost in time I replay the images Bleak, grey colored lenses Hollow to everything I'm sending up a flare I turn on myself It's too much to bare Excoriation disorder is the leading misorder to try to fix what isn't there In this dying light, I reside and I hold on to you But it doesn't change the fact that I can't move forward if I keep looking back And every fucking thing I do is only out of protest for losing you But it doesn't change the fact that I can't move forward if I don't swing back But if I let go, then all my memories of you will be lost in time In this dying light Cutting every night to try to see what's inside The pain goes on while the color fades from your eyes I hate most people Sometimes when I I look at people and see nothing worth liking

Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 20, 2026