Tides of Despair
This track is instrumental.
It seems the dawn will no more raise And I lay on the graveyard of memories A mystic fog is embracing tombstones As from my right hand, an empty bottle is falling Melancholic waves are drowning my mind And turn the ship of my body to a wreck Broken by the tides of despair Until I lay on the seabed... dead From my other hand something else is falling A tube of several anti-depressive pills I've shallowed more than a half with whiskey And when I've felt, I hurt a grave on which my blood remains Melancholic waves are drowning my mind And turn the ship of my body to a wreck Broken by the tides of despair Until I lay on the seabed... dead The anger of my sorrow is leading each ones of my acts The sadness of my hatred is feeding my suicide attempts The more forward you all go, the more back I walk Cause I don't need to feel your gazes upon me... anymore... anymore... Melancholic waves are drowning my mind And turn the ship of my body to a wreck Broken by the tides of despair Until I lay on the seabed... dead
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
Another time, another reflection I watch into the looking glass On which my blood is dripping Projections of my living fund The other me is falling in tears While gaze is turning to black Sometimes I can’t stand this pain A living nightmare, full of sufferings Then I grab quickly a razorblade And cut my skin to set this discomfort free As I fall in the cellar of memories Among bleeding and rotten corpses I feel there’s no escape Undead grim eyes are watching me with delight You are a living piece of shit You’re nothing and you should be at our place Their voices are tormenting me Rude words from forgotten entities hidden in Darkness I try to climb this mountain of cadavers But my nails break and blood makes me slipper I fall from high And break my bones on the grim ground They crawl towards me And start to devour my body I wake up in the real world Gazing all around me I feel my blood is still streaming In a last breath I leave your shitty world
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
Trapped between walls of solitude My body is nailed to a dusty ground Burning sufferings brought by the rusty thorns Tearing my flesh, releasing my blood I’ve got no hope to see the light of day again Vultures and crows have devoured my eyes Forsaken by guiding hands of shining stars Scavengers have devoured my soul
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
A shiny moon high on the darkness Is blinding my eyes full of tears In this hopeless obscurity I’m lost in an old graveyard Far away from my life I’m falling down on my knees Tear away my heart Throw it on the ground Crush it with your foot I don’t need it anymore Slit my wrists, let blood flow until the last drop Put away this life out of me This suffering that I can’t stand Slit my wrists, plunge this blade deep in my flesh Until I give my last breath Just please slit my wrists Then I’ll stay forever with you I bear the cross of every trouble that happened Every whiplash being deserved I don’t stand anymore this pain A bittersweet taste of a broken life Tear away my heart Throw it on the ground Crush it with your foot I don’t need it anymore Slit my wrists, let blood flow until the last drop Put away this life out of me This suffering that I can’t stand Slit my wrists, plunge this blade deep in my flesh Until I give my last breath Just please slit my wrists Then I’ll stay forever with you I’m lifeless; I’m lifeless. Without any hope, with only suffering I’m drowning in self inflected violence Without your light upon me I am a useless soul then why going on Why going on towards a meaningless life Tear away my heart Throw it on the ground Crush it with your foot I don’t need it anymore Slit my wrists, let blood flow until the last drop Put away this life out of me This suffering that I can’t stand Slit my wrists, plunge this blade deep in my flesh Until I give my last breath Just please slit my wrists Then I’ll stay forever with you
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
Here my last words Written in blood On a yellow paper Read them again and again For understanding My departure from your worthless world There’s nothing left for me among you My hopes have been reduced to ashes The flame of my life is fading away I leave you all to your fake existence Read my farewell letter
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
How beautiful she is with her lifeless burning gaze Staring silently through the endless void Her white crystal skin and her dark raven hairs Standing proudly with a long black dress I let your words sing their sweet melodies I follow your ghostly footprints between nameless graves Lead me into the unknown, Oh my muse Cause you’ll stay forever the muse of suicide Under a broken dead tree she is seating quietly Along her chest, some old bleeding wounds wide open While I drink her streaming blackened blood Her hands are caressing my hairs in a last farewell I let your words sing their sweet melodies I follow your ghostly footprints between nameless graves Lead me into the unknown, Oh my muse Cause you’ll stay forever the muse of suicide She is offering me the liberating blade Sharpened by life troubles and the thousand tears cried In a last whisper, I close slowly my eyes With for last vision, her gaze and her smile I let your words sing their sweet melodies I follow your ghostly footprints between nameless graves Lead me into the unknown, Oh my muse Cause you’ll stay forever the muse of suicide
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
This track is instrumental.