...and Jesus Wept

They've tried to convert me to this faith but I have chosen isolation I sacrifice my blood and suffering to God and to my black soul anxiety Rape me Rape my soul Tell me how to survive another night Fear means nothing to me, but still! If I could mark you with desire You will remain lonely in your own world Let us talk about the only truth A few words which will change your life Your calm existence will guarantee death Tension and fear will bring salvation I am the only creator of beauty You will ask what's the creator's name Call out to me For a moment I will not tell you to wait You're hungry for knowledge Love me Where you die every day I open the gates of endless dreams I am only an unfulfilled dream I am only a part of the whole Where I kill every day I open gates to a new world I am the omnipotent master there My name's "liar"

I heard once The wind roar in trees I heard once Children laugh And I cried For the lost life Let them discover solitude Let them discover every sorrow "And I will give you hope" said the master But it is already not there Let them discover love Let them discover every day "And I will give you hope" said the master But it is already not there Decay is their play Despair is their game And only screams can be heard When tears wake them from their dreams This dark night - Kills me This cold night - Kills me There's only chaos around Sunk in solitude They can only see a black shadow Murmur wakes them from their dreams And her solitude - beauty And her loving - beauty And killing her - beauty And her rebirth - beauty In the name of the father I die every night In the name of the father The only way left for me

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

Night full of ecstasy I remember I was there But my palms forgot The softness of her skin But my voice changed tone I remember, I told her Thousands of unnecessary words I remember only the one If I say that you died Will you forgive me your tears? As a punishment I am empty inside I scream and bleed in my sleep And I do not know where I left you Because you wanted to find yourself? Words meaning nothing Many confessions, intimate ones I found consolation in a secret And though there were many words I saw your other face - You laughed I am tired of this waiting I forgot all the nights we spent together And if I say that you died Will you forgive me my desire? I wrote these last few words Because I remember what I told you And if I say that you died Will you forgive me my desire? And if I say that you died Will you forgive me your tears? I will never know the secret I reconciled my life with the time And when I am alone I laugh asking For your favourite colour And I already remember what I told you I told you that you died

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025

Existence of feelings Is like a simple sorrow To feel the existence We desire the fruit of the holy Millions of human souls Deluded by a mysterious game On rainy days are on their own And shout out sad thoughts In gardens of pain We spend our lives Every moment there Is joy and madness In the chaos of thoughts We look over our dreams These are the gardens of pain Places of nonentity Deep penetration Intensive feelings A bloody stump Our worthless world A mine of excrements Experiments of life In the gardens of pain I cut God's throat Sweet suffering Welcome to my world Sweet suffering Is the ecstasy of feeling My dream Is not My dream Is not - realized I see a splendid place I can see the sweet time of existence No - I am not there This island without forgiveness I can only see liars I can see sick people They said so much To destroy my world These are liars

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 25, 2025

I'm losing you This is an ill dream Invisible so Gone I chose for You A lonesome place So quiet and beautiful A lonesome place I've lost you, gone You died lonely I killed you Silently You died in a dream Lost paradise for you This is my vengeance For your faith in God I killed so suddenly The funeral for you Without witnesses and ceremony In green paradise You were so naked The funeral for you Without hope or a priest In green paradise You were so beautiful I am the way for you

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025