Operation: Mental Castration
I'm an active citizen with a critical mind Continuously questioning the way we’re living They call me a weirdo, a radical A threat to the system Coercing me to clean my mind With overbearing pressure Reluctantly I pass the gates of this borstal Abducted and deported for being myself Slowly they start the trepanation They crack my skull to reboot my brain My mental castration begins Are thoughts really free? My mental castration begins Under the burden of society? My mental castration begins Who's defining my reality? My mental castration begins I bow down My mental castration begins My will is broken The last glimmer of hope fades away And the world feels upside down
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
Overstimulation Incentive advertisements No chance to elude Enforced obsession They assail me with offers of items I don't really need To penetrate my sense of pleasure Evoked ravenous desire in me Resistance is futile Compelled to consume Sleazy and decadent services? Redundant consumption goods? I bawl for all I must possess all Or I possess nothing Can't get enough Buying frenzy I'm so voracious I fatten myself Animalistic hunger Unquenchable thirst Bludgeoned to gulp the waste of this economy Consumption is my new religion Evoked ravenous desire in me Resistance is futile Compelled to consume Sleazy and decadent services? Redundant consumption goods? I bawl for all
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
Only virtual social surroundings Never felt distanced like this before I post lies, I stream grudge Asocial media whore Rough virtual social surroundings I vulgarize more and more I comment and spread hate Asocial media whore The bright screens are omnipresent I’m not able to flee Haunted by faceless hatred I was told that’s new society Adapt or be rejected Who am I to refuse? Disconnected from the outerworld I’m forced to cravе for digital love Hate and be hatеd Love and be loved This life is solely worth living If I gain regard and recognition Hate and be hated Love and be loved This life is solely worth living If I gain regard and recognition I sense their eyes on me Absorbing the resentful looks I’m so insatiable for Their piercing stares I gloat about community’s blindness While designing my online semblance I’m what I want to be Not what I am Only virtual social surroundings Never felt distanced like this before I post lies, I stream grudge Asocial media whore
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
Work hard Work hard Work hard Work hard I'll believe the lie and take my illusive chance To go from rags to riches I'll believe the lie and beg for exploitation To climb the corporate ladder Stop complaining Work hard, gain nothing And bitching around Work hard, gain nothing Cut back on your self-esteem Work hard, gain nothing Become a modern slave Economy above everything else Maximize the profit of the few Be the cog you were raised to be Step back into the ranks I'm trimmed for efficiency Tamed like a working animal If I follow their instructions And if I perform well I'll earn my own small wedge Of this giant cake of wealth Stop complaining Work hard, gain nothing And bitching around Work hard, gain nothing Cut back on your self-esteem Work hard, gain nothing Become a modern slave Economy above everything else Maximize the profit of the few Be the cog you were raised to be Step back into the ranks Produce and then reproduce yourself You're only one among billions Be a servant to the capital This is your life's fulfillment
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
My instinct of self-preservation Constrains me to adapt their manners And to accept their norms and rules I hardly try to resist Intent to rebel Against their authority But I can't find the strength Held down by my dysphoria Suddenly the storm clouds disappear And I'm chasing rainbows Flowers blossom in my head My heart throbs Pumped full of medication They drugged me up Can't focus on my honest aims My concentration is lost My mood swings up and down To the highest hills and to the deepest depths I'm on the verge of giving up I'm torn apart internally Am I all alone? Or is there anyonе else? I fake a smilе Although I want to cry Drowning in desperation I pretend to be happy Let's be happy Happy
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
The masses live blindfolded Unaware of their common interests Brainsick and dull-witted I don't feel part of human race Only deep disgust for my species Abhorrence and anxiety Low life, abject existence I can't endure human presence No one will understand Isolation is salvation No sacrifice for me An affirmation of self-care I crouch in my darkened cell It's a prison and a shelter at once My fear turned into phobia Frightful condemnation
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
My motivation is gone I gave up on myself All former hopes and dreams Nothing but smoke and mirrors I feel nothing Can you feel something? I can't bear this pain anymore The agony is overwhelming There's no energy left Sucked out by depression A steady state of blank despair Emotionless, dead inside I feel nothing Why am I condemned to be free? Free of emotion Only this burning emptiness in me My soul vanished, my heart is broken Aching thoughts scratched scars into my flesh My whole life I lived a lie Noble deeds crumble into dust This world repelled me I feel nothing Why am I condemned to be free? Free of emotion Only this burning emptiness in me Can you feel something? A dark void became my new home Blazing anguish I resign and accept my doom
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
All my conceptions and dreams Eaten up by harsh reality Dragged down into a pit of hopelessness I collapsed under the strain But I can't find no peace And I can't find no rest Hopeless Sleepless Too much for a single man Too tired to rise again With eyes opened wide I peer into the darkness I'm sick of being awake But I'm afraid to fall asleep Nightmares rob me of my sleep They haunt me Sleep deprivation Torture in the cruelest way Drained Drained Drained Drained
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
The whole world let me down Forsaken forever Nobody cared about me So I don't care anymore All against all Dog eat dog I got convinced, indoctrinated I became an egomaniac This world is doomed to extinction To hell with the environment Screw the next generations Let me live a life of excess If I look into the mirror, I see my love it's me If I look into the mirror, I see my love it's me It's the mirror's malicious glance It shinеs on me Exploitation of human beings No more concеrn of mine If I look into the mirror, I see my love it's me If I look into the mirror, I see my love it's me It's the mirror's malicious glance It shines on me Exploitation of wildlife and nature Devil-may-care
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026
Mit höhnischem Lächeln steige ich hinab Voller Häme schaufelte ich mein eigenes Grab I betrayed my ideals And lost myself Kneeling before The oppressive system But not even full surrender Brought me peace My plans were destined to fail Never promising Now I laugh at those other lone wolves Who still try to save the human breed Despitе my hate for you You all will mourn me You call it a tragedy I call it thе last redemption Mit spöttischem Lächeln steige ich hinab Voller Häme schaufelte ich mein eigenes Grab Der wohlige Sarg ist fortan mein Thron Und meine Verachtung euer einziger Lohn Cynic suicide Cynic suicide
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Jun 26, 2026