myGRAIN
Album • 2020
I feel insane every time my mind shows me places Where everything hurts Where everything burns Born of the nightmares Born of disasters Where teeth would grind faster Fear is the master Dark matter of my disconnected senses Weaves the curtain of illusions Peel off the skin The splintered and stained The terror unchained Reveal the unpained God ends here I can taste the fear No matter how I try I feel insane as I am rushing out from my insides All over... Bleed on the canvas Paint the sunrise I'm the vein that splatters, it's alright I am deflated, I am numb The nightmare's just begun Fear is a tightening noose around my neck I feel paralyzed as demons dance in my sweat Rip out the scars to see behind the surface Layers of nothingness drift into dead space Dark matter of my disconnected senses Weaves the curtain of illusions Peel off the skin The splintered and stained The horror unchained Reveal the unpained No matter how I try I feel insane as I am rushing out from my insides All over... Bleed on the canvas Paint the sunrise I'm the vein that splatters, it's alright I am deflated, I am numb The nightmare's just begun Knock on the door Behind where blood paints the floors God ends here And I can taste the fear Rising waters Escaping scene This flood is taking me No matter how I try I feel insane as I am rushing out from my insides All over... Bleed on the canvas Paint the sunrise I'm the vein that splatters, it's alright... I am deflated, I am numb The nightmare's just begun
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
I was drained out of this life Slave to the biased sensors of comfort Poisoned weak to cut the ties I heard it say now take this sacrament You guided my way from stars Stellar gateway cracking underneath Blindfolded I question who we are Sick and paranoid I scream from six feet deep down In devoid of sanity I walk alone now Spiraling down The mind goes insane I deliver the strain Straight down I'm your reflection The fatal attraction The twisted affair The ricochet of a fraction And when they're howling my name I scream inside just release me from this pain Baptized in impermeable shadow Born broken is all I know Universe beyond the human structure Envisioned afterlife Somewhere between the lines a fracture Entrailed in the blacked out skies As above so below The exaltations rising up in flames Blindfoldedly I followed the freakshow I pray let me out of the passion play In devoid of sanity I walk alone now Spiraling down The mind goes insane I deliver the strain Straight down I'm your reflection The fatal attraction The twisted affair The ricochet of a fraction I can barely breathe But I can smell what's underneath And when they're howling my name I scream inside just release me from this pain Baptized in impermeable shadow Born broken is all I know Out of this life I'm closer to God now - closer to myself now Out of this life This fire decays me hollow, this is all I know Drained out of this life I'm closer to myself Drained out of this life And when they're howling my name I scream inside just release me from this pain Baptized in impermeable shadow Born broken is all I know Out of this life I'm closer to God now - closer to myself now Out of this life This fire decays me hollow, this is all I know
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025
I heard the calling from amongst dimensions I felt vitality through most dreadful fatality The spiritual awakening of ghost in the machine I summon duality onto this spastic doctrine I became a ghost, invisible Straying in the wastelands unbearable Neglected humanity The no man's territory So I howl at eclipse of the sun So bright it burned me down Like a moth to a flame And I'll never be the same Hollow bones and fractured mind Depleted soul in the orbit of the black hole Summoned duality intertwined The end is nourished by the karmic flow I saw the invisible, served the inevitable I felt fatality through the biased vitality I became a ghost, invisible Dragged within the shadows unwearable Neglected humanity The no man's territory So I howl at eclipse of the sun So bright it burned me down Like a moth to a flame And I'll never be the same Hollow bones and fractured mind Depleted soul in the orbit of the black hole Summoned duality intertwined The end is nourished by the karmic flow Hollow bones and fractured mind Drained I'm circling the void Summoned duality intertwined The end is nurtured by the fatal coil Through snake's eyes I inhaled my own reflection ...Of mother of deception Through death a salvation I bled and she would drink my soul like wine Sparked back to life when the darkest stars align Hollow bones and fractured mind Depleted soul in the orbit of the black hole Summoned duality intertwined The end is nourished by the karmic flow Hollow bones and fractured mind Drained I'm circling the void Summoned duality intertwined The end is nurtured by the fatal coil
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
Ignorance shadow-bound Deliver us from the vow Indifference safe and sound Rivers of the sanguine flow Severance the cutting ties Endangered to exile Innocence to brace the lie Resistance futile See the riddles in time Can't connect the dots right Grave-bound where evil dwells Dive into the death spells Rendering spirit of death Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss And blessed be the way of the flesh Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss The way of the flesh Wreaking havoc like a flood tide Reverence of might Reflect eternal night Inheriting demise Embarks the afterlife Desolate the storm soaring the skies Riddles in time Connect the dots right Rendering spirit of death Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss And blessed be the way of the flesh Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss The way of the flesh Severance the cutting ties Endangered to exile Innocence to brace the lie Resistance is futile See the riddles in time Can't connect the dots right Grave-bound where evil dwells Dive into the death spells Rendering spirit of death Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss And blessed be the way of the flesh Reflecting the hatred By evil be driven, possessed Writhe in neglect Caressed by the last kiss The way of the flesh And blessed be the way of the flesh
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
I have walked a million miles to end this ceaseless run Lived a myriad of times and born of thousand suns Perennial shadows circle around my restless bones Tearing down all life in me In a death row ecstasy The world stops turning around its axis I'm seeking for the signs of exit Still the inertia keeps me going This is the end but I'm still crawling With haunted hearts we roam once and for evermore Sentenced in the hell created Stranded in the core Disembodied spirits, sedated Distantly out of reach I'm buried alive I'm trapped inside the echoes of my scream Bound forever in delirium's lockdown Convicted on my throne, with the crown Disillusioning of the fainted human constructs I am vanishing with the earth that cracks The world stops turning around its axis I'm seeking for the signs of exit Still the inertia keeps me going This is the end but I'm still crawling With haunted hearts we roam once and for evermore Sentenced in the hell created Stranded in the core Disembodied spirits, sedated Distantly out of reach I'm buried alive I'm trapped inside the echoes of my scream And the cycle repeats These walls contain the sempiternal madness The long lost and so coveted order in the chaos With haunted hearts we roam once and for evermore Sentenced in the hell created Stranded in the core Disembodied spirits, sedated Distantly out of reach I'm buried alive I'm trapped inside the echoes of my scream And the cycle repeats
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
Like a thunder tearing asunder The scornful awe in the second law Impeding, obstructing the way of blood And the way that it carries me Decomposed from the carnal state Swept away with the dragging scrapes Resentful deifying death on the knees Split in pieces and shedding skin Our souls intertwined like twin flames Burned alive, for our cinders now embrace In the coffin of flesh I'm bound Lost and never to be found The stagnant shadows are watching over me Blocking the sun so I couldn't see And I can hear the calling Can't stop the falling Fleeting moments perish away Drifting with seasons across the change Like fire torching desires Elusive floods are taking over my blood Rushing depravity The stream and the way it's dragging me Descending to the darkness so surreal Fortress of solitude embraces me But there's no home for a drifter Fortified with the echoing whispers Our souls intertwined like twin flames Burned alive, for our cinders now embrace In the coffin of flesh I'm bound Lost and never to be found The stagnant shadows are watching over me Blocking the sun so I couldn't see And I can hear the calling Can't stop the falling Fleeting moments perish away Drifting with seasons across the change Let the rivers flow Soul moves on In the coffin of flesh I'm bound Lost and never to be found The stagnant shadows are watching over me Blocking the sun so I couldn't see And I can hear the calling Can't stop the falling Fleeting moments perish away Drifting with seasons across the change
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
Drifting in the burning maze Slithering corners and inescapable dead ends Nourished by fiction while the embers decay my soul Elusive heavens redeeming this death row Living in distress Vibrating in false frequency The surface tension of deceptive waters Carrying us apart so easily Treacherously guiding our ways Incinerated Extracted from within Condemned to live forever Unawakened ...in this fucking paradox Pawn in the game of gods Torn asunder for a divine cause Born of the clay and straws Scorn the biased script in stars Forlorn of biased script in stars Chasing shadows out of range In this endless hunt without the chase Living in distress Vibrating in false frequency The surface tension of deceptive waters Incinerated Extracted from within Condemned to live forever Unawakened ...in this fucking paradox Pawn in the game of gods Torn asunder for a divine cause Born of the clay and straws Scorn the biased script in stars Forlorn of biased script in stars Surrounded by your eternal night My eyes traversing the dark light Fulfill the prophecies of doom Death fixing in the bloom When the flame turns blue And when you see the waves of doom There's no escape, no reverse or undo Pawn in the game of gods Torn asunder for a divine cause Born of the clay and straws Scorn the biased script in stars Forlorn of biased script in stars
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025
In the sanguine order The unreason paints us borders So tempted to look up and close my eyes Under the pouring blood-red skies Washed away with no lessons learned Fading into oblivion as the cinder burns Living in denial Dying on a trial Still the wisdom remains undisclosed The oppressed and the ones born of sin See no ciphers, they won't unfold Unveiling of the desperate acts May the walls of deceit collapse Stars are fading black And I am here to harvest the end Reformation of neglected existence We're not eternal Devastating the path of least resistance We're not immortal Beneath it all we wait and wonder why Why everything is born to die Unsung in the black sunshine The stars are fading black We're only holes in the bleeding sky Bound to insatiable thirst for more Absorb to be superior Confused and born of abhorrence Only to learn to be inferior I unleash from my carbon shell 'Cause these walls can't imprison this hell Stars are fading black And I am left to harvest the end Reformation of neglected existence We're not eternal Devastating the path of least resistance We're not immortal Beneath it all we wait and wonder why Why everything is born to die Unsung in the black sunshine The stars are fading black We're only holes in the bleeding sky With deserted eyes I'm anchoring the fading skies Beneath it all we wait and wonder why Why everything is born to die Unsung in the black sunshine The stars are fading black We're only holes in the bleeding sky
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
In the absence of light This vacuous path created inside The map of scars aligns Nothingness like a starless sky In the dead space I ride My solitary expedition confined Baptized in death to be alive Nothingness beyond reason Absolute devoid of cohesion I'm fading in the endless strings of time Contracting universe in the absence of light I grasped the shadows and shook the earth below Abysmal extraction in the fathomless freefall Beneath the surface lies The binary code, in the sanity's eyes Dust that spirals down Where time has stopped the resonance is found I cannot hide My thoughts are amplified Beneath the strings of time I ride I'm fading in the endless strings of time Contracting universe in the absence of light I grasped the shadows and shook the earth below Abysmal extraction in the fathomless freefall So I embrace the void Weak flesh turns paranoid Distort the soul I'm gravity of black holes When blackness turns to coma white The stillness of eternal light Sempiternal race Unlocking the box of stars in a maze Unbreak the undisclosed The extirpation of the barren souls I am the ghost of premonition Irradiant star of destruction Baptized in death to bring life Nothingness beyond reason Absolute devoid of cohesion I'm fading in the endless strings of time Contracting universe in the absence of light I grasped the shadows and shook the earth below Abysmal extraction in the fathomless freefall
From the grace of man To infinity acclaimed Abandoned all Hope ridden with disease Oh precious suffering Please guide the way See the beast unfold its wings And the carnage will begin Structures of mind swallowed us whole It's time to let go, time to let the pendulum swing Born from fire Sprung of soil I bled the oceans extracting the skies The halo fallen Upon this world The waves will take us all Waves that crush the earth Reforming grains of sand Dirt washed away Off ecstatic stellar race Fixed in the void In the spectres of our mortal coil Affinity found The carnage of our suffering souls Structures of mind swallowed us whole It's time to let go, time to let the pendulum swing Born from fire Sprung of soil I bled the oceans extracting the skies The halo fallen Upon this world The waves of doom will take us all Universe spoke to me And it made me see The end is here So kneel down before it Inherit the end in its glory The stretching horizon And whispers in the ocean Where the circuit ends I will ascend The inversing gravitation Reversing everything If only we knew it's all going to end Would we ever learn to amend Under the blood-red sky Preparing to die To be gone in a glimpse of an eye Devil himself can't slow me down now May high waters come but I won't drown So I run Until I break From dusk 'til dawn Shall be my wake If only we knew it's all going to end Would we ever learn to amend Under the blood-red sky Preparing to die To be gone in a glimpse of an eye Structures of mind swallowed us whole It's time to let go, time to let the pendulum swing Born from fire Sprung of soil I bled the oceans extracting the skies The halo fallen Upon this world The waves of doom will take us all Universe spoke to me And it made me see The end is here So kneel down before it Inherit the end in its glory
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
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