My Ruin
Album • 1999
"the band began to tune up, though it seemed a pointless exercise considering the kind Of music they were going to play..."
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Terror This is what you call me I strike terror among men I can't be bothered by what they think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive, but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in female form But I can handle myself with the best of you As well as the worst And I often have I have the right to remain silent But I choose to speak, sing, scream I am lips, hips, tits I am the power of a woman Strong like music True like friendship But without my friends There would be no music Only spoken word Fucker! Fucker! I am able to change So I live without regret Without remorse, only a remix I am drunk, I am sober Heaven doesn't want me And Hell's afraid I'll take over Don't bother trying to censor me Or shut me up, because it won't work I am cold and distant Yet warm and close To those who deserve to see that side of me Part of me, the heart of me You find me so hard to understand in your world The world you perceive to be so normal I am deformed, scorned, reborn I am me, and I know exactly who I am, what I am And the wrath I bring, the ugly beauty The lying truth, the virgin whore, the quiet storm A lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner A sister, a daughter, old school, a beginner I have decorated myself With love, hate, truth, you All of you, both of you, none of you More than one of you Fucker! Fucker! With lips like sugar, eyes like mead I've watched men Come and go and cheat I sleep to dream and dream of sleep I had a dream, Joe That you were standing in the middle of an open grove I had a dream, Joe That your hands were raised up to the sky And your mouth was covered in foam I've been crucified, justified And mortified by my behavior Both feminine, and masculine I am a contradiction and juxtaposition My relief is my release And only time will tell All's well that ends well I am unsweetened, unclean Been called drama queen Ex-girlfriend, ex-member The tantrum, the temper I point my finger, take the blame And this time I will own the name Because no one is going to ruin me If I have to, I will ruin myself And it will be my ruin (My ruin, my ruin) Fucker! Fucker! Fucker! Fucker! Fucker!
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
It was a long time ago Longer now than it seems A place that perhaps You have seen in your dreams Welcome to my world Is it what you thought it would be I'm trapped inside this hell Between blood queen and purgatory A Coop filled covered hall A tattooed babydoll I've got the devil in my corner And Jesus on my wall Today is an oatmeal day I feel like a monster babe Preacher save me with your call And I will be your Little Miss Scareall One eye's green, one eye's blue Demon's, angels a love that's true Catch me as I start to fall Let me be your Little Miss Scareall Halloween is over But I will keep you scared Take you to the fright side I know you'll come prepared Be your deadly nightshade Turn your Christmas black And you can be my Johnny Homicidal Maniac Today is an oatmeal day I feel like a monster babe Preacher save me with your call And I will be your Little Miss Scareall One eye's green, one eye's blue Demon's, angels a love that's true Catch me as I start to fall Let me be your Little Miss Scareall Forgive me preacher For I have sinned It's been three weeks Since my first confession I am the one Hiding under your bed My teeth are sharp My lips are red I am the one Hiding under your stairs With snakes and spiders in her hair I feel like a monster babe Little Miss Scareall I feel like a monster babe Little Miss Scareall I feel like a monster babe Little Miss Scareall I feel like a monster babe Little Miss Scareall I feel like a monster Feel like a monster I feel like a monster babe
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
This place is hell to me And I can never get no sleep There's a devil in my bed with me Whose talk is cheap You feel like heaven to me All I wanna do is sleep You're like an angel lying next to me You look so sweet Close your eyes And let's pretend Remember why We're just friends My tangled hair will weave A web of lies within my sheets And in the morning I'll be nailed where he crucified me Your blackened hair will leave a stain Within my mind so deep And when tomorrow comes I'll wish that you would worship me Close your eyes And let's pretend Remember why We're just friends There must be a storm in London tonight Because it's cold and raining hard My body aches My lover waits I pick the scabs from my arms There must be a storm in LA tonight Because it's cold and raining hard I miss your face I miss your kiss I miss the stars of your arms The man that I lust In he do I trust For he is my God My anti Jesus He is my savior My salvation He leads me into temptation In my highest hour My lowest moment He is my torture He is my torment And I will pray for him To remain my friend And save me from my enemies Forever amen This place is hell to me And I can never get no sleep There's a devil in the bed with me Whose talk is cheap
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
I wanna live in the pretty sun But daylight just makes me numb So I cover up my scars With velvet drapes that kill rockstars Change my mood Lick my wounds Trust will lead us to the truth Drown myself in misery Sleep with my enemy Destroy my destiny Erase the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds I wanna die on the blackest night When there's no one left to fight Fill my bed with leopard fur Think of you inside of her Suffer for my latest sin Until I'm happy in my skin Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds And I find the memory of you Open myself to reveal my wounds I ache for you I ache for us I pray for you I pray for us I wait for you Deny thy lover and refuse thy name First, last and always Deny thy lover and refuse thy name First, last and always Deny thy lover and refuse thy name First, last and always Deny thy lover and refuse thy name First, last and always When will you tell me the truth When will you tell you the truth When will you tell me the truth When will you tell you My revenge on you will not kill you It will make you want to kill yourself
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
I invoke him And he comes to me in my dreams Dressed in black He speaks in a language only I can understand His hands are warm His breath is hot He is the horrible pain within my heart My religion My sanctuary My church My sacrifice My confession My exorcism My worship in progress I have no other lover Now until forever He is magic And when he kisses me I can taste him on my lips Like an elixir Far from innocent He is pure evil A sinner's prayer A saint's desire For him, I would walk through fire For him, I have walked through fire To draw him I want so bad One gift I'll never have He drives a stake into my soul Makes me bleed Makes me whole Drinks me Devours me Intoxicates me With his love Hate, devotion, faith As beautiful as Jesus Christ He is as brutal as the depths of hell In my dreams I press my mouth against his And I feel heaven Horror Terror He looks at me with that look I call his serial killer look Like he wants to fuck me And kill me all at the same time It scares me It turns me on His eyes are brown his stare is intense Meaningful Powerful Maybe that's why he is so fucking scary Because he means it Sometimes he tells me he loves me As he looks at me with that look Sometimes he doesn't have to I've never felt a man look at me like this It's almost creepy Uncomfortable Sexy I guess I know he could never really chop off my hands Or could he?
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Destroy me As want turns to need You murder me Just to watch me bleed I live inside My own make believe I sacrifice What you can't see I'm hissing mad And I'm dripping wet I have no father I have no pet And I'll be damned The day I die Your anti muse Your anti lie Can I speak (Can I speak) I will destroy If I speak (If I speak) It will destroy How I speak (How I speak) I will destroy When I speak (When I speak) It will destroy you Another lover, another man Another victim of circumstance I close my eyes With no regret I know your name baby But I forget My mouth is cruel And my lips are mean I'm dirty minded And I'm obscene But I'll be saved The day I die I'll be your muse I'll be your lie Can I speak (Can I speak) I will destroy If I speak (If I speak) It will destroy How I speak (How I speak) I will destroy When I speak (Yeah) It will destroy you I see God And he's my friend But the devil's standing next to him He says my name And I feel so weak Just like a monster Who cannot speak I'm like a monster When I speak Am I a monster When I speak You're just a monster When you speak So I'm a monster when I speak Can I speak I'll be your monster When we speak And I'll speak to destroy Speak and destroy Speak and destroy Speak and destroy Yeah
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Sick! Sick with disease Deny addiction Down on my knees Feed my affliction Scared to believe My own decisions Eager to please Distorted visions Breathe life Need life Breath life Keep life Lie and deceive With no emotion False promises Loss of devotion Scarred by deceit My self-destruction Love obsolete Live in dysfunction Breathe life Need life Breathe life Heal life Bleed life Feel life Keep life the sweet life Is all I want, all I want Can I bleed for the ritual Bleed for it Got a need for the ritual Can I breathe for the ritual Breathe for it Got a need for the ritual Can I breathe for the ritual Breathe for it Got a need for the ritual Can I bleed for the ritual Bleed for it Got a need for the ritual Sick with it Sick with it Sick with it Sick with it Sick with it Sick with it Sick with It It's inside me I feel it growing Nowhere to hide My anger's showing Breathe life Need life Breathe life Heal life Bleed life Feel life Keep life the sweet life And on this dark night of my soul I will continue to pray for us And try to remember only the good things The sweet life The sweet life
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Your mouth blooms like a cut Sweet and full of sin I prick myself on your thorns And I bleed within Your leaves fade to brown And I watch you die In my torture garden Under black sunshine My beautiful flower He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil Is where the evil grows Your petals start to fall And the weeds attack In my torture garden The blue sky is black My beautiful flower He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me Your mouth blooms like a cut Sweet and full of sin I prick myself on your thorns And I bleed within Our love starts to spoil Your lips bleed like a rose Underneath the soil Is where the evil grows I am earth You can feel me touch you Hear me breath Cause it's my air that loves you And I am fire You will feel me burn you Come inside And I'll be water with you He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me He loves me not, he loves me
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
This is a mantra for myself This is a mantra for someone else This is a mantra so be warned Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned Sweetly He smiles at me so bright it burns me Tongue twisted sick with words She'll get what she deserves She got what she deserved See me I look at you so deep that she feels me Girl tricks make you believe but she steals me I will be her disease Diavolina screams This is a mantra for myself This is a mantra for someone else This is a mantra so be warned Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned Keep me So safe inside your sins are secret I watch you live your life in regret You'll get what you deserve Sleepy You close your eyes but you can't dream me Dirty girl so mean can't clean me I will be your disease Diavolina screams This is a mantra for myself This is a mantra for someone else This is a mantra so be warned Hell hath no fury like a woman And I swear sacred as this heart of mine Strong as the ties that bind us Heavy as this cross which I forever bear Eternity will be the hell we share What you want I don't care Cause it doesn't concern me This is about what I need So bleed as the needle goes in I'm creeping under your skin Soak you in sickness And scent you in sin So say you love her and I'll believe you But if you can't Then you only deceive you I said I love you and I don't lie Remember that Next time you kiss me goodbye And I swear, sacred as this song to me All the way to the end That I will never let this happen aga
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Do you remember those words you whispered to me On that fateful day in Italy Mr. B? I can hear you singing Face on fire Blue skies, your eyes My beautiful liar I'm still breathing You can't kiss me Kill me darling I know you miss me Can't resist me Call me Miss B I love it when you call me Miss B Can you hear me talking Can you see me Red lights my lips She can never be me She can never be me Now I'm screaming What can I break My heart's broken Silver Lake San Francisco Switzerland, Lacunza England, Budapest Mulhouse, June 10th June 10th Do you remember June 10th I can't forget June 10th I remember when we met Do you remember or do you forget You were so perfect, so pure Like an angel You were like an angel, amen And I remember thinking I remember thinking My God My God he is just so beautiful So fucking amazing And every night Every night I would watch you I would watch you watching me And we swore We swore that night That nothing would come between us That no one would come between us Do you remember Ecstasy in Paris Laying down in the middle of the street In the middle of the night In the center of you I was humbled by your power On the 9th plane 666 Acacia Avenue Somewhere in hell Digging the hell out of you Digging the hell in you My co conspirator My executioner My sacrificial lamb My friend My lover My martyr Are you my enemy now You once asked me "is existence all we share?" You tell me when you remember June 10th Do you remember June 10th?
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
You say I'm angry I guess I should be Because it makes me happy My mind is creepy I guess it could be Depends on what you ask me You are my bright red scream Girl wet dream You are my bright red scream When I sleep I dream of you You say I'm scary I guess I could be Cause when I speak you fear me My mouth is dirty I guess it would be Pretend you just don't hear me You are my bright red scream Girl wet dream You are my bright red scream Nothing is what it will seem And I'm your scary teddy bear Love me, hate me I let you drive me crazy Crucify me or do you wanna save me Yes, no, maybe It doesn't matter baby You're not so clean That I can't make you wanna scream Scream, scream, scream with me Bright red scream Girl wet dream You are my bright red scream Scream with me Scream for me I'm not mean I'm just not nice And there's a difference Thank you for remaining at a safe distance
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
Elegantly wasted and I can taste it Here I sit, trying not to fake this Gift, of the beauty myth I can't help but feel like this Bored, of the beauty whore Cause my body just wants more Scars, I can feel them Wounds, I can't heal them Red bring my mouth to life Black revive my hair that's dyed Make-up always helps me hide What I don't like on the outside Starlight, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight A birthday girl A broken heart You name the drama She played the part Long lost demons leave her godless Like her powder leaves her flawless Sugar coated heart shaped pout Lipstick just distorts her mouth Mascara puts her eyes to sleep Cause beauty's only skin deep Starlight, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight Starlight, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight Bitch du jour served on a platter She's so pretty It does it matter Beauty is in the eye of the beholder But nobody told her Mirror mirror on the wall Watch her break and watch her fall Stitch her smile and bruise her knees Walk among her enemies Starlight, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight Starlight, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may, I wish I might Have the wish I wish tonight Blessed am I among women To live and love in such a beautiful temple Blessed am I among women
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
One two freddy's coming for you Three four better lock your door Five six grab your crucifix Something wicked this way comes Premeditated evil numbs Cartoon kids crayola smiles Children of the KoЯn fed styles But I don't buy your lies I see through your disguise Don't feel your screams or cries Why I'm sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick I see you breathless and deranged A little girl who's acting strange Tryna scare us with your scream But it's all routine And all you've done is take, steal and imitate You are what you create, you're fake I'm sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick I barely recognize You in your new disguise Cosmetic covered eyes Just tell me..why...why...why...why You put the make-up on Take the make-up off Searching to be found But you're so fuckin' lost So fuckin' lost Now the road to hell is paved with stones And some of those are fakes and clones Counterfeits which suck and bleed us Wearin' fuckin' Adidas But something just ain't right No substance only hype With "Faith" you got the life that made you rich And a punk ass bitch I'm sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of looking, so sick I can't I'm sick, of the sycophant Sick of listening, so sick I can't I'm sick, sick, sick of you And anyone like you Sometimes I think I've lost my mind Or else this whole world's blind Damn, fuck...there's gonna be a fight now
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
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God wants to heal cancer Christians are commanded alcohol... is good! Evasion of crutches you partake of the dust of the ground I know some of you are frightened about it We can go to church and you are naked And over the foul of the air and fire Of course people said they're drunk And this my friend, is my prayer for you
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 21, 2026
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