My Insanity
Album • 2005
I lay down naked on my world Eyes are swollen, bones numb with the cold My sun which gave me strength doesn't shine I am tired of sleepiness which is not enough to sleep And I cannot put them in order So when I come closer, there is just a grey Immortal remain dried up, without a face A ghost who isn't it wants to touch me Seize me Somebody tries to suffocate the good in me I can't identify what it is Forget the past seconds… past lives Where are all these scars come from Disfiguring the beauty of my skin Do I have the Devil on tongue Do I have the Devil in my eyes I have the Devil in me So when I come closer there is just a grey Immortal remain dried up, without a face A ghost who isn't it wants to touch me Seize me One trip, two pills, three lines, four I can't stop takin' it and searching for more Put the needle in my head Put the needle in my veins I'm addicted… who cares?! I'll ignore all the signs… I try to write down my name in the dust But I can't remember See a featureless face, nameless, godless… So when I come closer there is just a grey Immortal remain dried up, without a face A ghost who isn't it wants to touch me Seize me Blood glued to my fingernails I want to kiss the dusty picture in the mirror When I come closer there is just a grey
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025
After all a perfect pulse Leaded in temptation again Concentrated unstable casual I'm strong… simply deluxe Forgotten all the stress Forgotten to lose conscientiousness Lights in new dimensions No speed control I don't care… How corrode is my inner side How infirm is my mind Leaded in temptation. It's like a reflex An act committed in the heat of passion When I touch you You beg me on my knees You're not addicted to me No I'm addicted to you! No matter how is my condition No matter how it hurts my soul No speed control I don't care… How corrode is my inner side How infirm is my mind Leaded in temptation. My love to you is more than the fear I don't think about my physical decline
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025
Call my name Where are you? Call me I fly into a rage Call my fist in your face. I try to hide, but your sensors find me faster… no matter where I am Day by day a step closer to the end… Get what you deserve The pain! The blows! The mockery! Three times I will spit on you girl! I hate to love you I love to hate you Can't see your face anymore Can't smell your perfume anymore You should realize there is something wrong It's like a madhouse Unlock my door I will waiting behind with my gun Actual I'm sorry! Just want to leave you Before I'll kill you. Please forget your innocent playboy I'm the newborn hating machine… yeah… Get what you deserve The pain! The blows! The mockery! Three times I will spit on you girl!
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025
This track is instrumental.
I wouldn't sleep anywhere I couldn't speak anymore It crushes me to death, it suffocates me Seduce me to a new life Bursting lips contribute my blood I just detrimental those who will love it Rescue is out of sight Champagne for me, salt for the rest lick it from my filthy stinky hands Look ahead, this is your civilization Should we be pleased on it, could we hate it We wanna got the way into insanity Without faith healers we resell our blood an sweat I make war You play his holiness I cannot find my peace My soul made rich Seduce me to a new life Bursting lips contribute my blood I just detrimental those who will love it Rescue is out of sight Champagne for me, salt for the rest Lick it from my filthy stinky hands Look ahead… Try to find another way I will show you that it doesn't work Not in this generation, not in the distant future Who cares? Nobody cares! Transform to top it all Lose all my favorites, lose all my visions, lose all my friends…
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
So why don't you come around for a while So why don't you stay for a while… Hello prisoners, hello, life is too short to be true. Your faces are sticky with dried tears I don't wanna know why Time of loneliness is over… now! You've spent so much time in the limitation of humanity. Even enemies get friends in here Follow the tempting sounds Follow the leaders of the rearranged paradise So why don't you come around for a while So why don't you stay for a while Where do we go? Who will catch us if we fall? This is the full stagnation of all our hopes. The time has come And we hear those voices again… Life is too true to be good Unreal realities give us the strength to end it all up Positive data will be out somehow Mother earth is erased So follow the tempting sounds Follow the leaders of the rearranged paradise…
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025
Welcome to a world of media atrocities Lean back, relax and turn it on I know the longing for watching human theatres of war Makes you impatient How it tastes? Your manipulated television meal Take it! Enjoy it! Devour it! Maybe it's your last. Our planet is very small The eyes of sensation could be focused on you too The mad world of today Is that the will of God? It's sad (That) we don't hear it when someone cries Don't see it when someone dies It's amazing that we do not even talk about… Who tells us the truth? Blindness creeps in the heads of those who open wide their eyes Your intellect don't recognize the truth Don't let mislead you now The individuality is faked Go! Hide behind your scenes. Intelligence lay down in the chains of the reason… caught Not seeing! Not hearing! Not speaking! Maybe you're the next Let's escape into a prayer Purify our conscience with an amen. Hypocritically we mourn for the fallen Hypocritically we mourn for the victims Imagine a world without all these bloodsheds It's possible that it's impossible People existing, living of others pain It's sad… Imagine a world without all this dreadful scenes Imagine a world without all this bloodshed People existing, living of others pain It's amazing how good we are in that…
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
This track is instrumental.
No… I'm so hungry and the only thing I have are these bitter pills in my hand I'm so thirsty and the last drop which remains to me trickles Through my trembling fingers… still. I want to stand up A promise to myself Don't wanna prove anything to anyone I want to stand up Searching for sunlight And don't wanna prove anything to anyone! I'll… The ground of truth is painful The ground of truth is more serious than I thought And the way back to paradise runs in circles No one here who wants to lead me I yearn for the "day" Don't wanna cry… just wanna be needed again How long do I have to wait to do penance for my mistakes? For how long am I cursed? I want to stand up… As I started to believe was alone In the stroboscope pretence of you noble restriction As I started to see I was shocked about the ridiculous mask I was searching shelter behind… And Slowly it grows in me… the desire for a change…
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 25, 2025
Hunted by insufferable agonies And I decide on the way in the liquid sphere I want to disappear in my own silence And no one tries to delay me I'm away… Slippin' away on the cool waves of the lifeless sea Swimming with the dead fishes is not more a fantasy I live my dream Diving down and feel a new kind of freedom And the water turns red. And it's flavoured with rottenness I begin to breath it I dream my life Sunset reflects in the crimson wetness Drifting in slow motion through my underwater mind trip In the infinite depth I float to ecstasy Almost the pressure takes my breath away Starts to crush me and increase my lust I don't know where up, where is down I don't miss space a time And the ocean twists around me… The journey is over I've found my destiny far away from mad rush and hate Not out of my mind I am back again In my place of emptiness… now… It isn't flavoured with rottenness I'll begin to breath it I dream my life…
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 25, 2025
Slowly I start to hate this unpleasant sentiments in me Was it all for nothing? Was it all for me? In faces the first, the second shock Total zero ending Nevertheless, it was my part To keep it alive To keep myself alive To keep justice alive To keep the whole chaos alive. It seems that it was my mistake But why now I… am I the monster? The calm around my person is a sinner used subject This neverending questions for the why? I have to start to assemble my scattered soul puzzle Don't wanna moan about it Feeling of uneasiness How could I've been so malformed? To keep it alive To keep myself alive To keep justice alive To keep the whole chaos alive… Is it hate about the thirst for knowledge? Is it hate about the God damned species? Is it hate of my own what give rise to mourning? Why? Now? I? Am? The monster? In your eyes…
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025
There are running men through the streets With broken souls They escape from their self There are walking women down the streets With broken dreams They are on the run There are running children through the streets With broken necks Escape from their self Birds of pray try to fly in the bloodred sky This is the end my only friend You don't have to understand Just put a pretty smile And try to fly… in the bloodred sky There are walking robots down the streets With broken steps Escape from their self There are running animals on the streets With broken ribs They are on the run There I am walking down the street Lost identity Escape from myself The world behind me and see the bloodred sky And I fly… I fly… goodbye
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 25, 2025
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