My Insanity
Album • 2009
Here I am Back in the dark again A scratched mind-i'm kept in suspense Want to run away Come look at me… I'm crying Life is so unfair to me Every time the idiot Without friends, I die When my time has come No one cares No god justifies How it's going on How to find the sun My inner sun. And I dream about Touching the moon with my hand Sometimes something is not real Kissing a cell of my mind Sometimes I retire my inner side
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025
If my memories serve me right We are misleaded No way to hide Did we waste the truth The ordinary madness will destroy Goldplatet chainsaw blades We can not see a face The truth is out of sight We watch the sun for going blind And we will breathe the air And we'll breathe to care The lies are in our minds We dance with the dead to see the light now And I want to the other side To have the birds around me Searching for a peace in quiet And I walk to the other side Searching for a peace in quiet Fly in neverending circles I want to see myself In the security of lies Blindness against reality The dead decorates our showcase of lust A faked smile as a killers facade We cannot see the bottom of an hell We'll breathe the air We'll breathe to care We'll drink clear water We'll drink our blood
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
Running through the dark fluorescent streets But my feet are standing still See the ground and the grass is black See dead eyes reflecting in cold caffeine An empty look in a flood of information I try to smile But it pricks like needles on lips Try to sleep But what I see let rave my heart Trembling hands Burning sweat in my wide opened eyes It's so cold The day has no more time Give me something to survive Help If anybody seize me Smother in dirt It shines like gold Be drowned in the tears of a god Brother, please don't shot me down Left alone, straying around talk at cross purposes Torment with faked synthetic joy Someone of a lot- nevertheless isolated Down on the bottom nevertheless up high I'm the embittered friend Perceived by nobody else Do you remember me A mental disorder In conflict with myself Lost in thoughts See the scars Where is my life Take my life in your trembling hands It's up to you, my friend If you shot me down.
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 25, 2025
The last war orphan has fallen The last eyes are closed Our sunlight barricades behind bloody dust The blood on mother earth is drained away It is cold A silent daylight is shining Frustrated about our blindness Paralyzes our will Who can give us the power To see beauty in this thrill When we will see no more sorrow When we will cry no more blood? You and me We have lost........remembrance For what we mourn No one will help us out We see a flicker of hope in their eyes Who sing the song of one minute silence Nobody helps to stand upright A final rescue is out of sight Dreaming of freedom is eternal No ending no light no more life And we're standing here Left alone Our fathers have fallen So we sing this song
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
Addicted to the systems, shock Without you are dead Talking to robots Dancing with machines Phantoms are mistaken Mystery solution death Craving for more limits A trigger for the end Sometimes I dream… To build my own paradise I will build my own And when I open up my eyes This dream is erased And I am old when I die. Heaven becomes clouded Batteries are low Vertical horizon Acid runs out of the cells Bathe your souls in this neon blood It is contaminated life Balanced on mortal remains And I see Everywhere just bacteria Everywhere I see But not here Cause I'm clean
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 25, 2025
I'm on the way back to my downfall Race along through a purple shining forest Where you cast a spell on me Dancing arms of the trees try to delay me But I'm like in trance Hunting for the glitter place Come closer.....closer To see… Surrounded by your negativity And when I run away, you force me to my knees You ignore all I have begged tor Want to sever from your insanity Why don't you let me go back in isolation I wish I would be free again in my life Why don't you let me defend In loneliness again I wish you don't rape my mind Fascinated, I stare at your skin And try to subdue myself But I can't Catch your black tears Clear my mind with it Surrounded by your negativity And when I run away, you force me to my knees You ignore all I have begged tor Want to sever from your insanity In a trance Focused the curse Indecent You try to touch I want to sever this Insane you force me back to my knees again Black trap of temptation In a feminine form Nailed on the cross Close to death I thought I want To rescue this Beautiful live Out of this nightmare Follow me In a zone of twilight….
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025
Every day, we breathe the pain Every day this broken dreams Only black and white exist We sutler in reality Systematic disconnection Controlled by nobody else Everybody does what they want Everyone standing still Liberate a godless virus Spread in sinus frequencies Microscopic overacting We slipped out of our minds So we'll repeat This is the end of the world This is the hell on earth That's the right way Everybody says Alter all we cry? Alter all we die? Alter all we will survive? It feels like a war Where no-one helps Hopeless to defend against it We are the denying children Digging our massive grave To the core of planet earth Tor a new ordered society Hunting myself See the humans run away with lifeless eyes Everyone hates everyone The deceptive peace is over now Whispering to a god Results a flash In my mind Has no more sense No-one survives We turn around in circles A radius of lies Schizophrenic anarchy A sickness lull of purity Panic everybody standing still But still like slaves Systematic disconnection With stroboscopic hallucination
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
Der junge am fluss Der junge am fluss-er liegt I'm sand blickt in den himmel-schaut in die Bäume lauscht seinen träumen Fällt aus den wolken-taucht in die Fluten treibt mit den wellen-schwimmt mit den Fischen steigt dann ans ufer der junge am fluss-er liegt I'm sand blickt in den himmel-schaut in die Bäume der junge am fluss-der junge am fluss Fällt aus den wolken-taucht in die Fluten treibt mit den wellen-schwimmt mit den Fischen steigt dann ans ufer der junge am fluss
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 25, 2025
Give away your boring life Take my hand Follow me on the flight downwards To an eruption Let the things drift by, incredible lust Feel our souls crashing Break out again and again Let our bodies feel which we can not see Bursting the borders Of our imagination Forget to breathe forget to live Hypnotized by each other We glide We are like paralyzed butterflies On a journey to the end of the line Little children-caught in a body of lust Like in a trance, we live Here in the deep, we don't miss the sunlight Wind like snakes in depth Behind the horizon A mind expanding coma Like in a trance, we live Dive through a pool filled with warm blood Let things drift by incredible lust
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025
Everything that I've done Comes back to me All that I gave (I don't know) I'll get back Now It's nothing It seems that no-one helps me out I give a smile and no response My cry for help sound like a crying infant Is it too late? To pay and to be? Is it too late To be set tree? It gets me down It pulls me into this liquid golden hell One hundred thousand lingers point at my ridiculous self One hundred thousand faces deride Now they laughing Sinking in my ego paradise Human touches growing in me I'm wondering because it hurts Is it too late? To pay and to be? Is it to late To be set free? Try to touch the last sun I see there When I disappear now Nobody will remind on my ridiculous self
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025
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