And I Entitled It: "A Dirge..."
No lyrics have been submitted for this track yet.
It is with great grief that i write these words, but to relieve have. I myself from this tortures opus of my life. At the gloom of sunset, i have shut the doors to my feelings. No longer can one reach my utmost withering emotions. Bursting with sanctified grief and hollowed wrath. And i could sit there for hours, and no one would wonder where I am. And i have tried to desolate myself, so that i couldn't be hurt. So that i wouldn't be hurt. Have i not? Have i not screamed to the top of my lungs, and no one cared. And no one spat in my direction. Have i not fulfilled my wishes by choosing the lonesome way. The only way. I have chosen my heaven, as spring declared it's signs. And i have reached hell like Eden, as autumn glittered and shined. And i have tried to desolate myself, so that i wouldn't be hurt. So that i couldn't be hurt. Have i not? Have i not wore out my tonsils?! - No one cared. And no one spat in my direction! Have i not given my visions by building imaginary towers in dreamland. My tear land It is with great grief that i write these words, but to escape myself i failed...
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
The first rain came earlier this season, wiping away the sorrow. Taking away the pain. And i sit by my window, watching the raindrops fall. Tiring my soaring eyes, reaching into my most inner emotions. Face the breeze, see the goodness in life. Ignore the guilt, ignore all feelings of strife. Look at me, I seek no tomorrows. Yet I'm lost within oceans of sorrow. Sadly enough, the glow vanishes from the heart. The sky turned black earlier this season, wiping away all hope. Erasing all joy. And i sit by my window, to the light of a candle, soaring from within. Have I lost my light of life? Am i destined to live in darkness forever? Is there faith left. For a better tomorrow? I'm still lost. Inside oceans of sorrow. Face the breeze, see the goodness in life. Ignore all guilt, ignore all feelings of strife. Look at me, I seek no tomorrows. Yet I'm lost within oceans of sorrow. Sadly enough, the glow vanished from the heart when. darkness inrudes and daylight eludes...
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Even though that i might seem hopeless, walking in the streets. Where dream expctations reality meet. I need to lean on something, but i dare not to ask. For ages and ages I've been longing it's grasp. Like gracefully falling into a net of despair, accepting my fate. I'm tired and saddened. Helpless I grope for the end. "Let him wash away. At the dark maze of guilt. It's your turn on the life board. It shall be no more". Even though that I might seem cheerful. I've always had this vision of me, tormented. As angels in heaven that fall.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
No lyrics have been submitted for this track yet.
A blaze of sunlight reflects through the frost. And it's blinding my eyes. A mellow breeze of emptiness passes by. And shivers my spine. "Now where is this shield that I've been craving for?!" This is not a myth, nor a story to bel told. This is a hymn for the souls who are lost. In the dirt gray, cold and lonely mid autumn nights..on..how I despise them. "Where is a cold shoulder to lean on ?!" On the 14th of October I've lost both my courage and my hope. Oh...how fade the colors on these grim mid autumn nights.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Here it comes again.. it has paved it's way. All those nightly fears that conclude the day. Gotta stop running, gotta stop this chase against me. When it's dark, I fear them. Hark: I feel the shivering fog that night sheds upon me. Now when night comes. I am not afraid. And perhaps... even amused. Come closer... let me show you where demons are hidden. Hand me please this cup of tears I'll smash them in yer face. You don't even know me!!! It has rained again... just god's way to spit on us. Every night at one o'clock I smile from shame. Yet know that someone is watching. Now when night comes, I am still amazed how the thoughts Have grown alive. Have to be alone now, you know. To set my thoughts ablaze. Trying to focus, yet dazed.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
Two swords raising at the time of my birth. One for it's joy, and the other avoiding it's force. A joyous childhood I've lived. (so I thought at the time) Raised by hearttaring warmth, distorting it's most firm beliefs. But somewhere around my youth. I've lost both my courage and strength. Desires not I from the fountain of life. But somewhere around the truth. I've lost all I dreamed of, sometimes even more. Desires not I from the fountain of forbidden hope. Two swords yearning the filth off the soil. As falling from grace, they mock at sight of my face. Abandoned... held by the pale claws of shame.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
I wish I was and orchid, carried by the wind, fed by the sunlight. Such craving I experience every hour of the day. A portal to all my whishes, to all my longings. I know a path that no-one knows, a dreamland of my own. Lord! I thought I was bestowed. This place where no-one goes to. A dreamland where I was supposed to be. Where I danced ever so free. It brightened all my nights, and chased away my frights. Yet awakened by the sunlight But this path has faded, and wishes all parish. Where daylight sheds it's color, mine all vanish. "But I am as the leaves, withered like the leaves. driffed as the leaves on the water. And I try, oh, how I try to be brave. But if merry men can cry, so shall I" I wish I was and orchid, carried by the wind, fed by the sunlight. Such craving I experience every hour of the day. A portal to all my whishes, to all my longings.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026
No lyrics have been submitted for this track yet.
“As summer left, for it had nothing left to stay Autumn took its place, chased the summery colors away...” A dirge - one that’s versing the absence of joy My dirge - the only hope I had left Parishes, as the leaves from the trees Forever - it circled my head with hellish rings Frozen - the heart that fire touched not... Forever frozen as the December ice nature has planted vast fields of lies As the sun of July, the sun that left shamed, remaining only I... People had gathered to assure their safety The seas were gushing by the shores of my heart Can one live in peace while knowing that is no such thing as peace? Carrying the weight of the world I challenged the one thing I could not stand any longer Help was not provided, nor was needed For I have fought for what was right! So I kept saying, even when the dagger was slowly carving my skin With a brandish knife I enclosed my anguish in to a golden box and threw it to the sea... Threw it to the sea... So I kept saying, even when the dagger was slowly carving my skin With a brandish knife I enclosed my anguish in to a golden box and threw it to the sea... Threw it to the sea... The waves were gushing by the shores of my heart Yet weary I felt not For I have fought for what was right! Right! Right! Right! Right! Right!
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026