The Pain Behind It All

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If you could feel this You'd realize there is no control Twisted and formless It's everything and nothing at all It's part of me Regardless of my need to hide it In my eyes, you'll see that I'm already gone We spend our lives afraid Confide in fairytale faith We seek patterns in the chaos You don't want the truth We cling to life Desperate for some validation So contrived An exercise in vanity To question why We even existed in the first fucking place A cosmic lie We tell ourselves everyday I don't deny you need your faith Just leave me out Procrastination is a lifestyle fitting for you Fall on your sword Your blind devotion is a crutch that you cling to Educate the feeble mind There is no God Just a construct that's keeping you blind Dig beneath and you will find What you want is not what I want

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

Home is where the heart is supposed to be A cold reflection of failure and insecurity You did your best to always make me feel like shit Was I a footnote in your life? Your world a cruel charade I can't escape Your heart was so devoid of love In the hour before your death Did you pray for anything? Besides your selfish fucking soul I will never forget those words unsaid Despite attempts to escape your gaze You sought me out just to play mind games You drew dividing lines A punching bag to pass the time Those words like fists left wounds internally And I'm still trying to fill those holes I must forgive you if I'm ever to let go Of this poison anchor that hangs around my throat It's been years of loathing I no longer want inside I refuse to let this hate destroy my life I must let you go What kind of man would I've become? If I had taken your advice And never tried to make it out Of the same traps that kept you blind Always bitter and afraid on a fucking path to nowhere Even on your death bed I longed for it Some kind of closure, a sense of regret? But all I felt sitting there at your side Was the space between us empty and wide A life so filled with rage and spite The hour is winding down with no reprieve The darkness surrounding you dies with me Release

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

Point, click, hate, subscribe It's years of failing and the consequences Ruined your life Now cold resentment is the thing that Fuels your hate inside If you could you would have But you never really had the balls No one listens to you Fuck your hate and fuck you too A ghost forever Left to wallow in your private hell And pure frustration is a feeling That you know so well I see your ending It's all but in my sights Clickhate You want to tear me down You think you're so profound Tell me what you've achieved I see Point, click, hate, subscribe I see your bending It's clear as day A lonely old man Who pissed his life away Afraid of failure You lacked the skill and heart You cannot do what I do And it tears you apart Take it from me You're better off dead than alone Outstretched like the arms of God Wield your jealousy like a stone Wise up, change your ways Try fixing yourself instead of judging me Nameless destroyer, an impotent sad voyeur The walls are closing in around you Your self-defeat defines you You won't win

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

I bleed, it's all decided I have provided a way for you to tune out The separation, the indignation That brings us to here and now I must take control Reconstruct the wreckage Am I all alone in this fucking world? I am so afraid All we've built is burning Complicated feelings I keep deep inside I walked through fire to find you Fought tooth and nail to guide you I bleed but you do not see We run together As we burn forever I bleed but you don't see I won't go back, I've destroyed the path If only you knew what we once had Distorted image of who you are I cast a shadow that reaches so far I see, the great divider, the one decider That taught me to push you away Look in the mirror You're the deliverer of pain in every way You tried to take it all away Remove the sun from out the day To cripple all who threaten me And cut the cord and watch you bleed You stand alone in brilliant light Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide My pain unseen

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

War is my will No more Is it nature or nurture the reason I'm fucked up inside? My whole life I've been asking why? Will this ever die? I need peace and time A chance to heal my mind I cannot sustain or shift the blame All these things that define me and drive me Are crushing my soul Poisoned pride, now weaponized Ignored the signs, fought against the tide For way too long The pyres burn, the worm it turns I do not condone this War is my will Nothing I do is good enough I'm so damn tired of giving a fuck Exiled in purgatory Cut off my nose to spite my face I do not recognize this place I am no longer me Fall away, this veil of sanity Raw beneath, teeth bared to strike I fear what I will become Bow, crawl in your subservience I am your master Bite, gnaw, devour your insight Nothing to treasure Something is broken in me Rise from my knees to my feet Now take it back I refuse to lie down to the fiend inside Dragged into the light For all to see

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

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King of the scene back in the day You left a mark on a youngster like me The company you kept was strong You played from the heart, a rarity I still remember to this very day but something changed inside you for the worst Who goes there? You can't challenge me I am the reason that you succeed Caught in the mix You acted out The guy I knew was no longer around A class clown, doppelganger in his place As your focus waned and the drugs and drink clouded your brain It was a shame to watch you fade away You lived a life of debauchery And played the part of the jester In your fucked up play You could have been much more than you knew You had the skill and sight To see you through Was it meant to be? A cruel twist of fate A waste I can't reason why you threw it all away Identify, friend or foe? And so the damage was done There's no undoing the past A tragic end to a life You lived hard, burned out fast Death's not romantic You bought into the fucking lie What made you choose this? In the aftermath of your demise Only tears of remembrance In the eyes of the crowd

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025