Suicidol

I didn't ask to be born But I am terrified to die as much as I am terrified of life Give me a reason to live To justify these marks of worthless existence that I glorify It's not going to be okay I am your idol, idol Your suicidol, suicidol I am the one who fills your void Now, come sing with me Your ideal, ideal You are suicidal, suicidal Nothing would save us from this life Now, come scream with me You wanted to love this world But what has left is the hatred towards yourself In fact, you've been realizing that there is no meaning Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in? It's not that I adore death It's just that I despise life I still love you I just could not love myself anymore It's not going to be okay I am your idol, idol Your suicidol, suicidol I am the one who fills your void Now, come sing with me Your ideal, ideal You are suicidal, suicidal Nothing would save us from this life Now, come scream with me The world is full of misery, there's no hope in sight You are trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher But you're only falling lower and lower again Until you're completely drained out I know how you feel, don't cry anymore It will all end soon Because I will die instead of you It's not going to be okay Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 08, 2026