Paranoid Circus

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(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp ) Welcome my friends Welcome to laugh and tragic To innocence and sin It's calling and curse We're here to play the game again The show must go on Moving home where silence's waiting in each shaded corner Laughing at my face when I need shelter from the world but That is life, from time to time it's falling to pieces So I open up my heart and let the music grow cause It is the old soul inside the melody and We are all addicted to It's a mirror-writing-world It's melting mind and deed in harmony Healing just as ruin But it's worth the fall, it is our last escape Welcome my friends Welcome to laugh and tragic To innocence and sin It's calling and curse We're here to play the game again The show must go on Hopelessness on thousand walls Singing songs of freedom so Hate the flying bird as you love his song From the most distance time I see my dignity fail All the wasted tears about a barren land Don't sow the tree of life From the most distance time I see my dignity fail All the wasted tears about a barren land Don't sow the tree of life Don't sow the tree of life Waking up in ease and comfort, greet the lovely morning Each and every day beside your calm, familiar presence It's like a symphony, an everlasting mercy So I open up my heart and let the music grow cause It is the old sole inside the melody and We are all addicted to It's a mirror-writing-world It's melting mind and deed in harmony Healing just as ruin But it's worth the fall, it is our last escape Welcome my friends Welcome to laugh and tragic To innocence and sin It's calling and curse We're here to play the game again The show must go on In elation and delight Lies no eternity so Love the bounteousness as you fear the end From the most distance time I see my dignity arise Into the sky, into my heart Sowing the tree of life From the most distance time I see my dignity arise Into the sky, into my heart Sowing the tree of life Cherish the bloom of life Gather the fruits of life

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Look at me I guess I am Like a feather in the wind Signs and wonders all out there I will seek; I will never come to rest I am leaving now, and this time it is for good Don't waste your time to talk me out of it For I won't cry a tear for you This is not the end it's the beginning of my life As it's meant to be, fabulous and colourful And you can never see This world isn't what it seems It's cruel and cold and bitter Where I go there's a beautiful sky There is hope in the dark of the night I get lost in a dream of a hummingbird How it's eager to fly On it's way to paradise it Puts a feather in my hand Look at me I guess I am Like this feather in the wind Signs and wonders all out there I will seek; I will never come to rest I will turn around and I will see a foreign street Leading me away from your deceitful ignorance That's chasing me this way This is no equality; it's nothing but a lie I forgot to see the fascination of a dream That you can never be Please don't come near, your eyes are Asking me to stay here Can't you understand, I am meant to fly away, away This world isn't what it seems It's cruel and cold and bitter Where I go there's an ever-blue sky There is hope in the dark of the night I get lost in a dream of a hummingbird How it's eager to fly On it's way to paradise it Puts a feather in my hand Look at me I guess I am Like this feather in the wind Signs and wonders all out there I will seek; I will never come to rest Look at me I guess I am Like this feather in the wind Signs and wonders all out there I will seek; I will never come to rest I'll never come to rest (Come with me, I have waited for you, in your dream, All this time I've saved my gift for you)

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Whatever I've searched I was sure it won't take a lifetime to find So I left with words of confidence The angel of revenge was the fellow by my side I held your love right in my hands Along with your vow Turning away for glory and fame Now left me a dying fool Angel of death, cold hands on my shoulder But I'm just having thought of you Beautiful queen of my broken heart I held your love right in my hands Along with your vow Turning away for glory and fame Now left me a dying fool Take me to the flames Burn the shroud into ashes Step by step the flames Take me close to you And back to times when I held your love right in my hands Along with your vow What I may have searched I couldn't reach I've had it all in you I held your love right in my hands Along with your vow Turning away for glory and fame Now left me a dying fool

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) (Poem “You left me” by: Emily Dickinson) Elderberry and lavender yet in full bloom when we first met In your eyes such a blossom oh this beauty I'll never forget Sepia-coloured memories nailed like butterflies in a neatly row And yet preserved for the sweet day When I hear the m crying Help me! Free me! You left me, sweet, two legacies A legacy of love A heavenly father would content Had he the offer off You left me boundaries of pain Capacious as the sea Between eternity and time Your consciousness and me On and on, love and sorrow like a laurel crown on your head Have you seen that little photograph on the wall that detains the sunset. Sepia-coloured memories nailed like butterflies in a neatly row And yet preserved for the sweet day When I hear the m crying Help me! Free me! You left me two legacies A heavenly father would content, had he the offer of (A legacy) You left me- boundaries of pain (A legacy of love, he would content, had he the offer of) Capacious as the sea (Between eternity, eternity and time, your consciousness and me) Your consciousness and me, and me Sepia-coloured memories nailed like butterflies in a neatly row And yet preserved for the sweet day When I hear the m crying Help me! Free me!

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Sleep well sweet child I am here to watch your dreams Don't be afraid The moon above just gleams for you Don't mind the wolf, he is not near He's a friend of the night, my dear Hush don't you cry, he is not near We are friends of the night, my dear And I run and I hide in the dark Threatened by each distant bark Sleep little love, for heaven's sake It's not your fault; it's your cruel, ruthless fate It's not your fault; it's your cruel, ruthless fate Prophecy of the old age Still sounding out my son's decline He is the one to free us from the tyrant So I flee from bloodhounds eager to kill (And I sing) / (Sleep well sweet child) I am here to watch your dreams Don't be afraid, The moon above just gleams for you Don't mind the wolf, he is not near He's a friend of the night, my dear Hush don't you cry, he is not near We are friends of the night, my dear They shall not get my loving child As long as I am by his side I am the shadow runner in time Here and there, never to find Here and there, never to find And I run and I hide in the dark Threatened by each distant bark Sleep little love, for heaven's sake Sleep for I'm here to fulfil your fate Sleep for I'm here to fulfil your fate

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Black like the rose That fell on the floor Near to your toes In days before Black like the night In her ivory tower In her darkest hour All words are so trite Kindred in mind Connate to the core Granded and blessed by his light So he must be the one to show me How to live and never die Oh my dear, it's time to step aside Be aware! You've become your foeman's bride The higher you will go, the deeper you can fall So close your eyes and let the darkness call Black like wet stones After a sudden rain Your tears bemoan The despair in vain Black is the colour Of my lover's eyes Black that ain't cover My time still runs dry Captured in mind Deprived of the marrow Enslaved and constrained by his light So now he is the one to show that Lover's eyes are black and they can lie! Oh my dear, it's time to step aside Be aware! You've become your foeman's bride The higher you will go, the deeper you can fall So close your eyes and let the darkness call Oh my dear, it's time to step aside Be aware! You've become your foeman's bride You've gone the highest way, you'll fall into disease So close your eyes and let the darkness seize

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) (Based on “The Wolf” by Hermann Hesse (1907)) Never had been so cruelly cold and long a winter Over the glaring white mountains By night you hear the wolves howl Hungry, desperate souls Dying a bitter winter death Moonlight in his eye A haggard wolf as furtive as a ghost His narrow shadow glinting in the whiteness He turns his head into the wind Picks up the trail He's on the prowl with glassy eyes He never sleeps, bargain for live Take a look around, can't you see the wind, the hills, the snow They're yours; they're his as well as mine Most precious gift in desperate times A haggard man with tired steps and a loaded gun Waiting in the glaring white mountains By night he hears the wolves howl Hungry, desperate souls Dying a bitter winter death Moonlight in his eye A sudden move in densely copse The bottom line, A sounding shot, a tortured cry And fleeing gaits lost in the night Take a look around, can't you see the wind, the hills, the snow They're yours; they're his as well as mine Most precious gift in desperate times On and on he stumbles through the woods Warm blood trickles down, down, down Step by step, the hunter's there But he couldn't see the brightness of the moon As he ends his work Take a look around, can't you see the wind, the hills, the snow They're yours; they're his as well as mine Most precious gift in desperate times

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) And the night that you left me Was the dawn of a warm, wonderful summer day Promised roses and sunshine Washing anger and heartaches away So I opened the door, let the sun – in his grace - Clear the dust all around And in shimmery light I could see All the trash and the waste on the ground The picture of us Fell off the wall when you bashed the door I changed the glass Hung it up once more I remember a time When a kiss could heal the world's disdain I'll miss the bliss we had, I'll miss the pain So long, my love So long, my love The porcelain vase you broke in a fight I found every shard and I fixed it quite right Then I saw the windows Misty with spite that I threw All the years, now and then Over things I don't even know And I see I was wrong And I'm willing to gather those tears That I cried and I wash the dead panes Till again they are bright So you see I am sorry and it wasn't all right A last twist with the broom, crossways the room Then I looked at my work and here's what I saw It's the room that we shared For so long; all the good, all the bad time's in here Though you left with half of it There is still enough memory to bear But I burnished and furnished Mend what was broken, repaired furniture I arranged everything perfectly My last gift to the treasure we are It's the key with your name I wear on a string by my heart When I know it is there We're not so far apart I remember a time When a kiss could heal the world's disdain I'll miss the bliss we had, I'll miss the pain So long, my love It's the key with your name I wear on a string by my heart When I know it is there We're not so far apart. I have to leave, lock the room for it was not meant to be But I hope one day you'll visit it with me So long, my love

Submitted by MetalElf — Nov 17, 2025

(Lyrics by: Jessica Thierjung) Frontier runner between worlds That's my talent and my bane Every one's demonize me Fear for live every day Catch the torchlight no one takes care of my unawakened soul They stand side by side Well prepared for the monster that's me, I'm disgraced This is the clannish pride Their flambeaus light the way to the stake I will burn Burn heathen burn

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Hands and fingers, arms and neck For the promise to find out What it is all about It's already down to heads or tails Moira did belief in virtue and honesty but You know innocence breaks so easily So you can't choose it's not on you to know what's right Everything is set for the final fight Deep inside you know it's not just black or white You are well prepared for the final fight Every day is judged by the framework Of your certain point of view Life is change just like the withering truth Truth is just a philosophic term That doesn't serve the ways of life Those who want to know bout life must Find the trace of truth I'm tired, would you take me home Where I can rest in your arms I don't need to make amends But the streets where you take me home Recall my paranoid circus of formative years Playback life and anabolic arguments instead Maybe that's it all about It's already down to heads or tails So she killed herself on a lovely morning And the rising sun smiled in her numbly eyes So please show me where the truth is in that sweet tale You have to admit, it's nothing but a bale Everything has failed if you can't see what's bright What you see out there is just what you see inside Reality is nothing than the register Of crimes of a humankind Now you agree it's up to us to do the what's right Right comes along with fortune But fortune is a furtive friend indeed You can only find the key of fortune in yourself I'm tired, would you take me home Where I can rest in your arms I don't need to make amends But the streets where you take me home Recall my paranoid circus of formative years Of formative years I'm so tired

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025

(Lyrics by: Linda Laukamp) Finally he planned the step, leaving all behind Leaving home and well-known ground For a new world to be found Cause it has been his dearest wish Since he was young To travel around the world, to be fancy-free But every time he set a date there was a little something to care about So he never left Don't look at me that way I cannot tell why you're still messing up It is a miracle that you will fail When a dream comes true And every time you fall In the first moment you think you can fly But you are not a bird and life is catching up as you know Not too young and so in love and perfectly close But yet no answer in her heart When he came to propose So she said she needed time But as she hesitated, he knew so well Time was not his friend Time went by without a word And he was not the man to ask again Eventually he left Don't look at me that way I cannot tell why you're still messing up It is a miracle that you will fail When a dream comes true And every time you fall In the first moment you think you can fly But you are not a bird and life is catching up as you know You're Mr Significant, always on the run Busy as a man can be Never time for your son Your absence was a heavy weight No one can bear a lifetime of ignorance So he turned away And one day you came to see That he grew up And you missed the biggest part A stranger to his world So my friend you're fallible Sometimes up and sometimes down The spiteful wheel of Fortuna Don't give up it's not your fault Sometimes up and sometimes down The spiteful wheel of Fortuna Don't look at me that way I cannot tell why you're still messing up It is a miracle that you will fail When a dream comes true And every time you fall In the first moment you think you can fly But you are not a bird and life is catching up as you know! Don't look at me that way I cannot tell why you're still messing up It is a miracle that you will fail When a dream comes true And every time you fall In the first moment you think you can fly But you are not a bird and life is catching up

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(Lyrics by: Jessica Thierjung) (Poem "Do not stand by my grave and weep" by: Mary Frye in 1932) He came along He passed your way Did not empathize Time is not over life's just begun But he won't care I had a feeling deep inside But my mentation thrust aside Don't disavow this Why does it happen all to me Who is the bewildered designee From now on nothings more the same Behind the light and far beyond our mind There we will meet in nowhere Another time and in another place When I'll leave You will invite me with your embrace Can't let you go Retire from the world I undergo Have only the memories - they make me cry And smile although It makes no sense to forsake Live will go on without a break Words cannot salve it So many questions in my head So many things I never said From now on this will remain unchanged Death is nothing at all, it is our fate Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there, I do not sleep Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not there, I did not die! Behind the light and far beyond our mind There we will meet in nowhere Another time and in another place When I'll leave You will invite me with your embrace

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