Never Promised You a Rosegarden

Going of to war to fight the enemy leaving friends and family behind Don’t really know what I’m fighting for doesn’t really matter anyway Coming from a long line of soldiers my turn to die or be crippled So after doing my duty and spilling blood for my leaders I’ll be going... Home home home home going Home home home home in a bodybag Home home home home in a bodybag Living in a circle of violence can’t stand the deafening silence So full of pride and passion this time freedom demands And death is small price to pay for the right to speak your mind Kill again for the cause of peace but I can’t win this war Cause I’ll be going... Home home home home going Home home home home in a bodybag Home home home home in a bodybag

Same thing day in day out never changes never satisfies Live my life single emptiness can’t endure this Can't you get that my circle suffocates Pure strength of hate is what I need Hate this I hate give me hope Hate this life I hate Hateful people asailing me killing my will to live Undeserving of respect self hatred Can’t you hear that my silence breaks the noise Give me strength give me life to give Hate this I hate give me hope Hate this life I hate Am I what I think I am who I am I’ve reached the ground level it cuts my pride in half You can’t walk inside of me… mudface Hate to give hate to feel it fits perfect in life Hate this I hate give me hope Hate this life I hate

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

Here I am trapped in myself walls of fear blocking the way Why live when I only fail why push it to the end of time The words echo in my head the words I hear, the words I tell I want out out of my body take me to another place Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life Here I stand only disgrace to show suicide a way out for me I paid for my mistakes my friend I paid for sin and misery Don’t judge and criticize my soul you don’t know a thing about it My past cannot be changed my friend I cannot abide this life take me away Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life Here I am don't know what to do what the fuck do I know What the fuck do I have a piece of life left to burn Let me through don’t block my way Frayed mind shows signs of delusion Fight back to stay in control No way no life no way no life

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

The world's so goddamn hostile images in black and white Screaming faces line the walls in this my solitary hell For every breath I take another life I lose Foresaw the ending of my life frustrated paranoia Hunt me like a pack of wolves going straight for my jugular Heavy curtains block my sight black out reality Ache ache ache ache ache ache aching in my soul Ache ache ache ache ache ache ache ache My dreams of violent deaths power struggle for my soul Cleansing pain washes over me full of hate, hate is life Again I try to breathe again this time I die Of the bones from me assembly of life to be Under scrutinising gaze hardly aware of the ending Heavy curtains block my sight black out reality Ache ache ache ache ache ache aching in my soul Ache ache ache ache ache ache ache ache

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

I was alive but I don’t care I was dead but I was alive I saw my end my end was near Then you came and stood me near I was alive and I was living You were there and I was believing L.F.L. I was lost Then you found me Now I’m lost again L.F.L. I was cold you gave me warmth I was blind you opened my eyes You made me listen then you told me lies I felt safe and you were deceiving I was home and you were leaving The things you said and I believed L.F.L. I was lost Then you found me Now I’m lost again L.F.L. You did me wrong so I wrote this song And when you hear your end is near Your end is near Your end is here!

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

Goddamn grinding on til none remain cream white bare bones no pain Desolate bones and bones and bones I see timeworn god of the dead Nonexistent time ticks on blood pumps sound in my ears Sound... of bones breaking The sound... of bones breaking No trust feelings fight for domination pure lust bones parched and dry Feel the war go off inside my skull sense the end the end of sense Nonexistent time ticks on blood pumps sound in my ears Sound... of bones breaking The sound... of bones breaking Fight back wretched husk of flesh a shadow of the man I used to be Gone the life I used to have the sands of time dwindling out he is here time to go Nonexistent time ticks on blood pumps sound in my ears Sound... of bones breaking The sound... of bones breaking The sound sound sound of bones breaking

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

Too afraid to live your life Too afraid to even take it So you escape close your eyes The way you live is the way you lose Claim free will that’s no excuse You’re such a fake believe the lies Coke addict on a two pipe high The way you live is the way you die I tried to cut through your Stupidity guide you to reality G.R.M.F. Cut through your ignorance Reach behind that mental fence When you go down I’ll stand on the shore I’ll raise my hand and wave good-bye Never understood what you were heading for That’s your way to even the score I tried to cut through your Stupidity guide you to reality G.R.M.F. Cut through your ignorance Reach behind that mental fence Sniff it in Shoot it up Feel the thrill Junkie whore You feel ill Have some more And then some more Even the score Too afraid to live your life Too afraid to even take it Coke addict on a two pipe high The way you live is the way you die I tried to cut through your Stupidity guide you to reality G.R.M.F. Cut through your ignorance Reach behind that mental fence Too late...

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025

Misery my only friend misery my soul to bend My world’s so cold I can’t stand the chill Pride a hollow thing hunger takes its fill Endless burning pain diseases killing me Can’t carry on no more this life is death for me Cold kicks in chilling to the bone Friggid mistress toying with my life Standing in the frozen wind As the end starts to begin Poverty a cold resolve poverty the killing joke I am not a fool my story could be yours Thrown out of life out of society Who said it’s fair all there is is fear Is there a god can he hear me Cold kicks in chilling to the bone Friggid mistress toying with my life Standing in the frozen wind As the end starts to begin Cold cold life life Anguish and frustration Cold cold life life Hobo vagrant bum and pariah Fallacy my cold demise fallacy enshrouds with ice So I feel hate who are you to say My life is cold and I deviate The path of god never shone for me Here comes the end I curse all I see Cold kicks in chilling to the bone Friggid mistress toying with my life Standing in the frozen wind As the end starts to… Cold kicks in chilling to the bone Friggid mistress toying with my life Standing in the frozen wind As my death starts to begin

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

Nightfall is here and the daylight is dying approaching the night like the nights before Why can’t I be left alone what have I done to deserve this Loneliness draped around my neck Depression keeps coming what’s next Time lingers then melts away my eyes closed I meet my destiny Diminishing days and endless nights an intensive stream of pain and agony Loneliness draped around my neck Depression keeps coming what’s next The night convicts me once more I’m judged guilty condemned to failure Loneliness draped around my neck Depression keeps coming what’s next My pressured brain starts to calm my muscles ache from straining The nightmare must just have ended what have I done to deserve this Loneliness draped around my neck Depression keeps coming what’s next

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025

God Wants Misery…

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025