Carousel of Memories
Cherish the moments. I’ll sing these words for you. Didn’t know which way the road wanted to lead us to. You thought love never dies until the heart betrays. In case you do not realize life is very strange. You loved to fool me with your twisted selfish lies. I was fooled but you didn’t care you knew the reason why. At that time I didn’t see the person you became, Yet I started to imagine that you had begun to change. Bridge: Some days I feel lost. Some days it feels so cold. I’ve tried. Cannot forget. One day you will regret. Chorus: But oh, I do not care now the way you worship the dirt you treat me like. No, I don’t care now the way you worship the dirt you treat me like. So scared to hurt you with a stonecold attitude. In the end we didn’t care you turned away for good. The urge of leaving was always on your mind. Guess I didn’t realize love will make you blind. Now and then I think of you my feeling never shown. After the change I awoke and sense the unknown. How can you blame someone for leaving you alone. Don’t reach out. Let it be. Gonna make it on my own. Bridge Chorus Why do I still love you? Chorus Cherish the moments. Forever I miss you. Didn’t know which way the heart wanted to lead us to. The fear of losing you was always on my mind. Finally I realize love will make you blind. Some days I feel lost. Some days it feels so cold. I’ve tried. Cannot forget. There comes a time. You wish for another change. Do not regret. I won’t forget you…
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
Panic is such a strange sensation. It tears you apart. But what can I do against it? I really don’t know. All this fear inside of me, I want to get rid of it. But I don’t see how. So please help me find my way! In the death of night. Panic fears reveal to me. Getting closer to the edge. As I try to find the key. Panic… Panic… Panic, what a sick sensation. It’s tearing me apart. But what can I do against it? I don’t know. All this fear inside of me, I want to get rid of it. But I don’t see how. So please help me find my way! All this fear inside of me, I want to get rid of it. But I don’t see how. Talking doesn’t help, nobody understands me. Oh, I hate all these pills. I guess I’m just not strong enough. Got to find the key - to open up my thoughts. For I lock them up - inside of me. Little by little - it’s dragging me down. Anger and fear won’t leave me be. Panic, terrified hyperactive state of mind called panic… panic. What a sick sensation. It’s haunting me down. But when will it ever stop? I don’t know. I don’t wanna live this life no more. I want to kill this feeling, but I don’t know how. So who’s gonna help me find my way? Help me find my way. All this fear inside of me, I want to get rid of it. But I don’t see how. So please help me find my way. Help me find my way. Give me time to come back. Lord, oh please have mercy. Lord, oh please have mercy. Lord, oh please have mercy. Somebody please help me. Why did this happen to me? Tell me why. Tell me why. Tell me why. Oh no. Verse 1 Some day I’ll be strong. I really don’t know when. Oh, but I have faith in myself. And for now, I just think I’m scared. Silent.
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
I walk in the shadows. Not knowing where to go. Why am I having these feelings? I’m so cold and alone. The world doesn’t mean a thing to me. I wanna be free forever. My own existence. What is its meaning? I feel so empty inside. Why is this happening to me? Reality belongs to me no more. I wanna go away forever. To a place where I can find peace and rest. My own existence. What is its meaning? I feel so empty inside. Please let me find a way. Help me to escape from this world: this hell. I’m sorry, I’ve had enough. Enough of all this. Don’t wanna go on anymore. Help me to go. Help me to be free forever. Do I belong to this world? Can’t go on anymore. What’s the meaning of life? I don’t know. I don't know. I walk in the shadows. Not knowing where to go…
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
(<em>Instrumental</em>)
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
Gaining pieces to survive, In this puzzle that we called life. Memories so blue and cynic thoughts I knew, Until a rude awakening came true. Walking this neverending road. Truth’s on my left and on my right. We’re choosing circles every reason we fear. We’re choosing circles, fearing what’s near. I have got no believe to fight. Seeing this world gone beyond belief. I felt this truth so hard and I received. All the children, all that lives, all is fading and nothing forgives. Confusion in spiral circles. Blind thoughtlessness like lost visuality. We’re choosing circles every reason we fear. We’re choosing circles, fearing what’s near. We’re choosing circles, and we’re too blind to hear. We’re choosing circles. We must reach for the strength that forgives. Playback. Reasons disappear. Visualizing my past into a new frontier. Feeling an innocent mind. Seeing the down go. Feeling the fall. Placing a sane act, so I recall. Trust my innocence to live your lies. Freedom vision burns in my eyes. For all the children. For all that lives. We can be future. If we reach for the strength that forgives. Freedom vision burns in my eyes for all that lives. Freedom vision burns in my eyes. For all the children. For all that lives. We can be future.
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
After the change I panicked and asked myself do I belong. ‘Cause in the carousel of memories, we’re only choosing circles. I reminisce, and life goes on, With the will to carry on. I will be strong. I’m not a strangeness for me, don’t you know? Being something I’ll be, living in a world that isn’t mine. But then again, it’s timeless. I can only spend some time. I feel at home in foreign lands. ‘Cause you can’t tell what is next when there's nothing planned and I know… I did believe our chance had gone. But ain’t it strange how life goes on? Here I am, living in a dream. My vision without evil, what does it mean? What does it mean? Here I am, alive in this world of too much choice. Hear beyond your thoughts the inner voice. And I have seen through different eyes a different point of view. I did believe our chance had gone. But ain’t it strange how life goes on? Here I am (being someone I’ll be) in a world that is not mine. (Where is our time?)
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
Devastating world of art. Ruins and civilisation. A place created by mankind. Act of domination. Searching for myself in a world we call our own. Always in need for more and more. We betray and do not know. (Life) Was it just a gift and we got spoiled along the way? (Children) Dying of starvation. Salvation light year away. (Time) Is it closing in or are we just in time? Save us from our evil spell. Inheritance of ninety-nine. Sleepwalking robewalkers walking thru the skies. Balancing on tiny strings made in infinite lies. Eternally searching for the truth Together we walk alone. Always in need for more and more we betray and do not know. We do not know. Gloom odyssey. I’m in search for harmony It’s getting hard to find. Am I lost in misery in this state of mind? Do thoughts wander beyond thunderclouds of a starless night. Open up, crawl out of your shell towards the glowing light. Try to find, glorified glowing light. Mystified. I’m struggling. I’m falling. I’m wandering. I’m crawling. I’m drifting. Silently screaming. Am I flying or am I dreaming? On the edge of eternity, between life and afterlife, I cross the path of destiny, the road of the ancient gods. Drifting off into the nebula far behind orbit dimensia. Reminiscing melancholia away from mass-hysteria.
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
(<em>Instrumental</em>)
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026