Khonsu
Album • 2012
Abhorrence Never meant to be in Conformance Sustaining discord through hateful Resistance Mark my fierce and ceaseless Insistence For I refuse to incorporate! These somber spirits Carrying me away I'm bound to be the other In sickening dismay My remoteness and empty existence To linger in the shadows of mankind Watching your ignorant faces So oblivious of my tortured mind My tortured mind This cold interior horror I must cultivate It's the only way that I will persevere Endure the pain before I self-annihilate As the love I scorn, slowly disappear My remoteness and empty existence To linger in the shadows of mankind Watching your ignorant faces So oblivious of my tortured mind My tortured mind (So) I choose to turn away from human union For those slaves of grace disgust me with their ways Spitefully embracing cold seclusion But never to elude this great malaise These somber spirits Carrying me away I'm bound to be the other In sickening dismay This cold interior horror I must cultivate It's the only way that I will persevere Endure the pain before I self-annihilate As the love I scorn, slowly disappear (So) I choose to turn away from human union For those slaves of grace disgust me with their ways Spitefully embracing cold seclusion But never to elude this great malaise
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
Indistincta sum vobis Vestiti cutem hominis Idea vitae munda Conceptus tuos tuorum non I'm indistinct among you Clad in human skin An idea refined to life Your creation (but) not your kin I'm a collector of demons But my cage has no gate So I keep them sedated To harness their hate I've known all along it's a failed medication Just a small pause before their manifestation My collection never done and complete My path's always been to damnation But now all my demons gathered awake I feel this may be my final mistake To damnation and to seal my fate I refuse to implode as I uncage this hate Never too late to release the hate Amabilis insania I've known all along it's a failed medication Just a small pause before their manifestation A collector of demons and my cage has no gate I kept them inside me but it's never too late to release the hate It's never too late It's never too late to hate It's never too late to release the hate Amabilis insania
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
To a greater sun I travel Away from this madness of many I know the damage's done And everything golden is gone So to a greater sun I travel For it'll only go worse I have an urge for greater gains A quest to leave all worldly pains But there are darker days ahead And when it's all black - will I know? Is it everything else Or me that is dead? There are darker days coming Walking from a debt unpaid There are darker days coming But I flourish in the shade For as the fog thickens And your shepherd is lost in the grey The path to the summit opens And the wolves at the bottom craves prey Every dream a deception Every hope a game of chance Your fortress in the promised land Strong as castles built in sand But there are darker days ahead And when it's all black - will I know? Is it everything else Or me that is dead? Every dream a deception Every hope a game of chance Your fortress in the promised land Strong as castles built in sand To a greater sun I travel Away from this madness of many I know the damage's done And everything golden is gone So to a greater sun I travel For it'll only go worse I have an urge for greater gains A quest to leave all worldly pains But there are darker days ahead And when it's all black - will I know? Is it everything else Or me that is dead?
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
This latent wicked soul is like a frightening black hole And it's not in my power to control So the only way to defuse is to abuse And the only way to cease it is to lose Diffuse When darkness reigns and I'm gone blind And thoughts of torture come to mind I crave to find the vital resolution A fire that won't still And an urge I just can't kill It's a demon of my own form With its own demonic will When hatred reigns and I'm gone blind And thoughts of murder come to mind I crave to make the necessary discharge A fire that won't still And an urge I just can't kill It's a demon of my own form With its own demonic will I'm bound to please this ugly demon's needs Caught in the streams of fury And even though this vicious tide recedes It's a beast I cannot bury When hatred reigns and I'm gone blind And thoughts of murder come to mind I crave to make the necessary discharge A fire that won't still And an urge I just can't kill It's a demon of my own form With its own demonic will I'm bound to please this ugly demon's needs Caught in the streams of fury And even though this vicious tide recedes It's a beast I cannot bury This latent wicked soul is like a frightening black hole And it's not in my power to control So the only way to defuse is to abuse And the only way to cease it is to lose This beastly drive inside, is like a frightening great tide And it's not in my power to control So the only way to defuse is to obey Those lively eyes won't open to another day When darkness reigns and I'm gone blind And thoughts of torture come to mind I crave to find the vital resolution
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025
For too long I was lost In your dark and narrow maze Entangled by your games And deceitful, quaint displays Caught in your disillusions With no means to break away Your cold, suppressing fortress Was a place for slow decay Your hateful, controlling conduct And poisonous, fierce regime Made me coil in desperation While I choked my frantic scream With destructive determination And a callous, imposing mind You tried to claim authority And have my world redefined I call no man master I am no man's slave I refuse to let you Delineate my way Your powers are obsolete Your reign is complete I've awoken luminous From my dazed and cloudy sleep I call no man master I am no man's slave Time has come for me To bring you to your grave But this cold internal void And my contemptuous nature Reminds me that your hate Will always be with me And so I turn to gaze Into that somber place It reminds me of the days That I can never erase Caught in my disillusions With no means to break away This cold and forsaken fortress Is a place for slow decay My hateful, controlling conduct And poisonous, fierce regime Makes you coil in desperation While you choke your frantic scream And so I turn to gaze Into that somber place It reminds me of the days That I can never erase Never escape I can never erase
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
This daunting and deathlike alteration Is like drifting towards the open sea Struggling to keep my head above the water But the towering waves are overwhelming me This profound horror is unspeakable And no one can grab my concern Descending into the inconceivable With no hope of return I see shapes of ghostlike beings Watching me with eyes of frigid stone The reason for their voiceless presence And frightening demeanor is unknown This profound horror is unspeakable And no one can grab my concern Descending into the inconceivable With no hope of return No one is able to relieve me No one can ever set me free Fading into nonhuman existence Detached in obscurity
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
Who is this being? What is this place Why am I seeing Just empty space I must retrace Can it be known? Am I alone? Or simply just erased? How did it spawn? My sense is gone Could it be true This cryptic view That's breaking through I must detect And recollect My human core Never shall be Never - shall - be You'll never see The truth behind this mystery Never shall be Never - shall - be You'll never see The revelation of reality Something has changed I seem estranged Is it a vision Of my transition Or am I deranged? I am aware That this despair Is starting to grow This human suffering Created by the great unknown The universe is warping Everyone is alone I am not who I believe I can't trust what I perceive My thoughts seem to be unknown This mind I do not own This structure is not real But serves to ward of chaos This condition will not heal For I was never here What is this eerie vortex? Centeredness dissolving Why are the creations turning? Cosmic space inverting Can this grand curse be halted? This downfall is your destiny What does this omen hold? Your private sphere collapsing into chaos! Into chaos! Collapsing into chaos! I seem estranged The stars have changed Is it a vision Of my transmission Come follow me I guarantee Discovery It's a journey into uncertainty Uncertainty... Who is this being? What is this place? Why am I seeing Just empty space Am I erased? I seem estranged The stars have changed Is it a vision Of my transmission Or am I deranged Will it emerge? It's at the verge This thing I fear Soon to appear It's all be becoming clear This fathomless, cosmic change It seems like the world is turning inside out An untold, secret anomaly It's a gruesome discovery Frightening halls with blurry walls Here comes disintegration This strange transformation is leading To my cruel cancellation Where's the great maker The leading force Supreme creator The purest source Will it be known? Come follow me I guarantee Discovery What is this eerie vortex? Centeredness dissolving Why are the creations turning? Cosmic space inverting Can this grand curse be halted? This downfall is your destiny What does this omen hold? Your private sphere collapsing into chaos! This fathomless, cosmic change It seems like the world is turning inside out An untold, secret anomaly It's a gruesome discovery Frightening halls with blurry walls Here comes disintegration This profound transformation is leading To my cruel cancellation
Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025
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