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Lyrics to Gone As I relive all the twisted, dark sides of a tainted memory. I realize that the facets I hide continue to haunt me. I can't forgive all the punishment that they dealt me blow by blow. I used to feel some sympathy for the ones who didn't know. It's GONE. Father sits blank his thoughts are of second son. Crying tears of shame. Father, he went and led his own life astray, and you're not to blame. He got sucked up by the angel he lusted, he'll never be the same. He keeps on fighting, his demons decided: recessive mental fate. I ain't lying. GONE. I'm so fucking stressed out, want to blow my brains out, guess the pressure's getting to me. I just can't shake this feeling of worthlessness as I stare at the ceiling, a useless mess. No god or drug can save me from my distress. Only my friend my brother can rebuild what is left. GONE

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

I have seen me solace end a thousand times. I've challenged death without compromise. I have shown forbearance throughout my tortured existence. I only ask to be saved from the madness I face everyday. Instead I've been forsaken to live this hell alive. Benevolence is a fantasy to those in apathetic ecstacy. Who openly embrace debauchery and swear allegiance to false prophecies. I live in a catastrophic misery. Am I destined to conformity? Unknown. Many live in blasphamy, it's all they've ever known. Others search eternally for the kingdom and the throne. Not me. My search for the truth begins and ends with me, as I continue on. Relying on defiancy to carry me to grace. So sick of living through the eyes of other people's compromise. No more, I cannot fall I can't be led astray. I've come too fucking far. Fully prepared to reach the end of days unscathed. Unafraid of what lie across the great beyond. Heaven or hell I'll take them both head on. I shall accept whatever comes to be just end this misery

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

I live my life like I want to live it. Nobody's gonna change that. Say what I say, do what I do. I don't give a fuck. Tired of the bullshit that you always wanna preach. Don't need you on my back, so step the fuck off. I've fucking realised that I had no other choice but to turn my back and see for myself. I saw the truth unfolds and it altered my perception. Everything I was told crumbled from deception. I've seen you worship the greatness of your deity, though you live unjust and mock him constanly. You've chosen to ignore the carnal greed of man, the unconscious instinct not to follow what was planned. In thy search for god I've been aware that when he's called upon he is never there. The power to reign stems from me. It is not derived from malicious sovereignity. Intervention is divine for those seeking attention. But inner perseverance brings us ultimate redempion. All the masses in the world won't deter me from my path. My convictions are my own and peace of mind is mine at last. I've exorcised my demons and gain percpective in thy search. Denounced fictional dependency upon the holy church

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025

Deflection is all that he perceives. So please forgive my atrocity. My love for you shall never die. My bond is real it's there for life. I hope you someday realize my loss of love brought forth demise in everything i ever dreamed. Murdered my soul and sanity. Understand numerous catastrophes has overcome my willingness to live. My vow to thy on my darkest day is to rid thyself of slef-pity and rise to someday overcome this massive, depressive plague. To face tomorrow without sorrow. And yet I am afraid of what lies ahead. The unknown road is frightening to anyone who's ever lost their way. Yes I am ashamed of what I've done on this october day. No more dishonesty. I speak through you, you speak through me. No more identity. I bleed through you, you bleed through me. No more disloyalty. I die by you, you die by me. No more uncertainty, against the odds we shall prevail. I undestand that you're in pain. I sympathyze with your case. All the tears that fell between all the years that could have been. But it's done. It's left us here. We've overcome. Surpassed the fear. The time is now. Make no mistake. The world is here for us to take

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

Unnecessary roughness in full effect. From the east to the west suckas always disrespect. Prosecutors regulators all violators. Each and everyone of those fucking pigs will meet their maker. "Protect and serve", words of the guardian sworn to protect our lives. Above the law, defended by the shield, a lower class man's demise. Acting on suspicion with no real train og thought. The only thing that matters is the numbers that are caught. Nigga's turn the blind eye, making shit difficult. Scarred up dignity, but revenge is fucking critical. Crippling the law, a devious deception that reveals their intention. Beat the to the floor. Covered up tragedies are distrurbing my reality. They commit the crime, but they won't do the time. They roll up on the block with their nickel-plated nines. Why don't you respond to the victims of distress? And step the fuck of my grill 'cause I'm minding my own business. Law enforcement think they're keeping shit in check. Walking hard showing off, demanding our respect. Lousy fucking pigs trying to start up a ruckus. What the fuck's the deal with these fools acting trecherous? Something about the justice system doesn't seem right, continuous corruption with no positive end in sight. That's why these pigs they always get shot. I turn my head the other way and let those motherfuckers rot. I question your validity in rolling up and stopping me. Play god and hiding behind your badge. To serve and fucking harass. I hope I see the day when dirty cops are forced to pay for using their authority to rape us of humanity

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

Woke up outside humanity. Discredited society. Sent to reveal the destiny of living here eternally. Know that your thoughts shall not be free, your future here depends on me. Therefore you will adhere to the unwritten code of misery. Lined up against the wall you're just another nuber called. Informing you that your pitfalls have left you here, you're already dead. Woke up like every other day the tears still running down my face. Hoping I'll somhow find a way to not just kill myself today. Left traces of my dignity all over my own sanctity. Prepared to meet the faculty, all those who knoww what's best for me. "Put him in cuffs, he ain't had enough." Lined up against the wall you're just another nuber called. Informing you that your pitfalls have left you here, you're already dead. Help me before I help myself. Misplaced loyalty is what I lived by, my mind distraught. Rejected remote, I'm slowly dying so let me rot.Iin my despair I'm not afraid. In my despair I know I'm just a man. Down. Get up. Live like an animal, live by instinct. Die like an animal, become extinct. And yet it seem so surreal to look back now, and face thing you really fear. Regret empowers you. You let your past always devour you. Do you remember all of your lies? Watched the self-hate reflect in the tears of your mother's eyes. You weren't a victim of circumstance. You had your change now face the fuckin consequence. I can't go on. I threw my life away. How? I kept running away. Still doing time for a lifeless divine. Yea, I've tried suicide but it failed. See I'm already dead

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

I shall not stop hating those who hate me first. Spreading words of prejudice only makes my anger worse. You think your standards all above all that exist. But your feeble wicked mind won't continue to persist. One by one I despise your kind, try to pay no mind, but reminded when I read between the lines. Hear the stories every goddamn day, another niggas life is viciously taken away. After all the years of dishonor and pain, the numbers grown in the failed attempt to reign. Feel the pain that accompanies shame. You think you represent a klan, but you disgrace your name. You've been taught to hate, mentally disintengrate those who are of different faith colour greed and preference. Racist, fascist, I'll but you in a casket and make you feel the pain you've bestowed our masses. You have marked and plagued us for centuries of injustice. Beaten, raped, enslaved us with only vengeance. After all the years of dishonor and pain. All I have for you is my fucking hate. My vision overpowers your train of thoughts. Prey upon my life, you'll find I shall not fall

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

Don't start 'cause I'm irate. 19 fucking years of hate. Reaching back so long ago, so fuck you niggas 'cause you don't know my pain. The inner truth. Institutions I've been through. Twisted guards of the insane inflicting thoughts into my brain. My world, step to my world, my motherfucking world. Rage so close to me, rage is my idemnity. Locked up for my insanity. You took away my rights to be unbound from your sick mind. Now I'm back to take what's mine. Stronger heart a stronger mind. You're fucking dead I'll win this time. My world, step to my world, my motherfucking world. No sympathy therapy, progress denied. Light of day I won't see. Locked doors treat me for my insanity. Reaction fails. Brutal threaths. Infamy. Lifetime of vindictive rage within me. Suffer the loss of your integrity. You've raped my mind with your hypocrisy. Meet you demise little non-entity. I grant you pain. Suffe my hate

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025

Miss A, I know you had a stroke. I see that you're not feeling well. Miss A, the thoughts that this provokes brings forth the words I need to tell. You raised me like your own. Taught me respect and showed me love. Your smile has always been a some, and your heart a shelter from above. These thoughts always remain, lessons not learned in vain. They come from seeing you in pain. Know that I'll carry all you gave. I stand and watch you lying there. I touch your hand my eyes swell up. You look at me as if to say "right now just being here's enough". Miss A, I wish i knew a way to take away your pain and make it gone. I know you've lost your memory but I will always remain your son. These thoughts always remain, lessons not learned in vain. They come from seeing you in pain. Know that I'll carry all you gave. All the lives that you have changed and all the souls that you have touched. I hope you know despite your pain, so many here love you so much. And all I want's to see you there. Lipton tea. Your favourite chair. Wathing Edith on the tv and laughing when she yells "Archie". The words you've spoken never broken. Always in me and they shall always remain unbroken, locked up, frozen. I hold you so deat and I will never let you go. Despite your pain. You'll have me to hold. Despite your pain. I will always remain. Right by your side. True throughout time. Our bond will never sever

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Defiance, an art I cherish so dear, the attack on one's cerebral sphere. Inject my venom in desolate minds. Asphyxiate and make them blind to my conspiracy of ultimate mental supremacy. Bring forth my evil to heights unseen, and make you powerless to intervene in the self-prophecy. And mastery of the unsanctioed rape of your own sanity. You shall embrace my misery and carry forth unbrilled vanity. On my command you unleash the slaughter and bring forth-immaculate disorder. Free from me you'll never be. So join the side of the unmassacred. Accept your fate, and call me master. You shall appease my every need, as I destroy humanity. Dominant mental cotrol. There's nothing left that I don't own, except the shadows of what used to be, and even than I'll take them free

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025

From the throne you have stepped down. Disgraced his honor's royal crown. Distorted lies reveal your truth. The evidence does not delude that you are nothing but a man that never stood for what he stands. So as you search for sympathy, realize you won't get it from me. That's right. I'll come get it. I'll inflict my sweet revenge on you. Cannot forgive your dishonor. That's right. I won't let it interfere with what we're here to do. Cannot forgive your dishonor. Faster, bastard, feel me up with your disaster. Faster, bastard, I knew you'd never passed her. You can paint the greed lines, and you can color disease. Just don't ask for me when the honor cesedes. You can take what you fake, all that you chereish so dear. Just don't look for me, I'll always be here. Cannot forgive your dishonor... Yeah call me a fake. Call me a goner. You fucking disgrace, you live without faith, you live without honor. I've stared in the eyes of a self-righteous liar who lacks mental strength, shows no respect and has no desire. Yea fill me up with some more self-pity, a constant bore. You keep your distaste. You keep you restraint. You keep your dishonor

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

You went and pushed me much to far to break my pride. Years went by and my heart turned black, as the memories never died. Time and time I say to myself, what's become of me? It burns me every time I look back I cannot let this be. When niggas used to step to me they always got the best of me. When I looked my niggas wasn't next to me. Ashamed, disgraced whenever they stepped to my face. Deep within my core lies a chapter, a part of me unknown still after taking all the pain. I knew I was to blame. I've locked these wounds for far too long, keeping me up till the break of dawn. You tried to start shit 'cause I made a glance. You should've shot me when you had the chance... I'm gonna bring you everlasting pain. What's up motherfucker? Come see me now. Bring your crew and try to make me down. I don't have to roll with my 27 deep. When I bust into my rage, don't even sleep. I'm here now try to break me

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025