Internal Suffering
Album • 2006
This track is instrumental.
(The Universe Shall Be Ours... Awake!) Mighty serpent... Bringer of wisdom Torch carrier... Enlightenment force! TIPHERET... rising in the individual’s heart First rebel... ascending towards Godhead Defying what stands against individual Phosphorus... The infinite... possibility of existence! Precursor of the full blaze of the noon-day sun... Divine wisdom emerges! Standing on the threshold of Dawn and Dusk... Symbol of Thelemic power! THE AWAKENER! MORNING STAR! RISE UP! (X3) Awakening before the others... longing for universal knowledge I call ye forth! Fallen seraphim... ARISE! Inhabiting on the subconscious levels of the mind... Daemonic atavisms! Rising forth, ascending, evolving! Supreme fountain of Astral Magick... red fiery Dragon! Channeled and aligned with the minister of Hoor-paar-kraat: Fully balanced... united to be complete! Forgotten spirit, sunk deep within the subconscious... DA’ATH!! THE UNIVERSE SHALL BE OURS... AWAKE! Thelemic individual... blessed unto myself Enlightened to travel the path to knowledge... Faustian key! Towards spiritual immortality... self-godhood! The time has come ... the powers shall be mine! THE AWAKENER! MORNING STAR! RISE UP!
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Nov 10, 2025
“It is our will to invoke Ouranos” Ouranos serpent, called by visualization! Bringer of knowledge and power Ouranos, I invoke thee The dark side of the sun, come Ouranos, come! Arise the dark side within us Unleash the serpent power, open the realms of the ancient gods Zamran! Micalzodo! Ouranos! Vrelpe! Malpirge! Ouranos! Zodacare od! Zodameranu! Ouranos! Io Ouranos! I am Ouranos, the child of chaos Nothing is true and everything is permitted... Zirdo comseleh iaidon ouranos! Io ouranos! io chaos! Open the gatеs to the subconscious, to the aethеr I give you life, phenominize my being I give you life upon the astral plane I give you life within the chaotic matrix Now I command thee Ouranos serpent, called by visualization! Bringer of knowledge and power Ouranos, I invoke thee The dark side of the sun, come Ouranos, come Arise the dark side within us Unleash the serpent power, open the realms of the ancient gods
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 07, 2026
(Reborn Within The Womb Of Babalon) Superior spiritual integrity... finally achieved! Projection of our perfected Self... Unique spiritual Being! Evolving to comprehend its nature... Triggering emotional responses: amplified to achieve union! THE HEH FINAL... AND THE VAV! TETRAGRAMMATON... UNIFIED! Transformed into a higher spiritual Being Capable of mastering the unbalanced forces of the lower worlds Chosen to attain personal spiritual guidance... By the only reliable source in the universe... Myself! Perpetual hunger to comprehend the Being nature I call forth the Four Great Princes of Evil... Compel their obedience! Swear the obedience of all the infernal realms Ally to the new Spiritual union! I’ve become truly aware of my own true will... Higher Self, Daimon, Atman, Lamblichus! All spirits... subject unto me! I invoke thee, Terrible and Invisible God Who dwells in the Void Place of the Spirit Empower me to cross the Abyss and attain... Supreme Knowledge! Suffusing my soul with sublimity... Spiritual possession... overwhelms my soul! Tiphareth! Grant me the Knowledge to cross the Abyss! Led into the Void... Oh! Crossing the bottomless Abyss! Reborn within the womb of BABALON! Became a Magus! The Great Work has been accomplished!
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Nov 10, 2025
(New Equinox Of The Gods) A mighty spiritual age has arrived Revealed by the minister of Hoor-paar-kraat New perfection of self, governed by Thelema’s Law Individual stigmata has reached its extinction point Established formulas and ethics exist no more: "There is no law beyond. Do what thou wilt". A mighty spiritual age has arrived Revealed by the minister of Hoor-paar-kraat New perfection of self, governed by Thelema’s Law Individual stigmata has reached its extinction point I AM AN UNIQUE SOUL IN THE INFINITE SPACE! I AM IN ALL AND... ALL IN ME! I AM A GOD!, I AM... OMNIPOTENT! I AM THE ALL!, I AM THE NONE! I AM THE ONE!!! Era of ascendancy of the self... We, as children, have become self-aware Decadence of the Church domination Resurgence, evolution of our consciousness... awake! I AM AN UNIQUE SOUL IN THE INFINITE SPACE! I AM IN ALL AND... ALL IN ME! I AM A GOD!, I AM... OMNIPOTENT! I AM THE ALL!, I AM THE NONE! I AM THE ONE!!! New Equinox of the Gods... Aeon Of Horus! Archetypal & cosmic force... New Age God! Link between the solar-spiritual force and mankind Ra-Hoor-Khuit, the Tree of Life! Imminent evolution of the magickal formulae Resurgence of the cult of the Mother Earth Universal conquest of self-knowledge One, individual and eternal!
Submitted by Nargaroth — Nov 10, 2025
(Crossing The Hidden Barrier... I Am Immortal!) Opening this secret Gate to awake the Power! In the mighty name of Thelema! Standing before this hidden door... Highest Evocation! I AWAKE THE SIGHT! I AWAKE THE MIGHT! GIVE ME INSIGHT SWING OPEN THE GATE! I command by my will that I am a Magician Great! The Universe IS MINE... I enter this portal! Stepping forth... I absorb the FORCE! Crossing the secret barrier... I AM IMMORTAL! I command the LEGION... I rule the region! Let the winds stir the waters to awake hidden... wisdom! Striking the soil with my spear I claim domination in this sphere! A center of Power... I arise as a God! Awaking the force! Establishing the new throne! Tremendous energy is now my name... SUPREME! (X2) I AWAKE THE SIGHT! I AWAKE THE MIGHT! GIVE ME INSIGHT SWING OPEN THE GATE! I close the door but not the link... oh!... my energy... shall never sink! Thelema is the word, the key that opens this Gate... that increases my power! Titanic force... empowers my being! Immense, colossal... my body regenerates! My gain... infinite power! Mine to reign again... The Universe! Awaking the force! Establishing the new throne! Tremendous energy is now my name... SUPREME! (X2)
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Nov 10, 2025
Eerie, strange atmosphere, chadegiz, burning intensely Unnatural, outer world lightning, blinding magic rays! Banishing the eternal now, consciousness opened Seething, shaking! Udinbak mechrahod, ongathawas, unify! Vortex whirled, spinning to match its terrible intensity! Point-doorway to the realm of tzeentch! Ia tzeentch! we invoke thee! Source of the madness lord of the perverse of the devious! Changer of ways Ouranian tuvjikab! Multicolored fires of kaos radiating! Basking in the raw derangement of your terrible presence! Ia! ia! ia tzeentch! we are tzeentch! We are the masters of sorcery! We're fluid malleable consciousness We are the derangement that leads to chaos! We're the whirlwind spiral power! We are pure, uncontrolled fierceness! Supreme force to which all thoughts must surrender We're the god who shatters your illusions! We're the direction leading into confusion, dispersion and darkness! Ia! ia! ia tzeentch! Tzeentchian energy absorbed! Becoming one with tzeenth! Ia! ia! ia tzeentch! we are tzeentch! We are the masters of sorcery!
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 07, 2026
(Apotheosis Of Freedom) AKOLASIA! AKRASIA! EPIKRANTHEN! EAEIDELOS! Supreme Thelemic demon... ChVRVNVN! The first and the deadliest of all the powers of evil Underworld's sewage vessel... QILPOTH! In unison with Hecate, Lilith, Astarte &... Ereshkigal! AKOLASIA! AKRASIA! EPIKRANTHEN! EAEIDELOS! Carnal nature of all mankind... The Fallen! Bitterness, hatred, implacableness... NOZNOROCH! Ambushing within unseen fears... anti-life! Spiritual anti-matter... RUACH HAQODESH opposite! Four Watchtowers of the Universe... UNITED! CAPUT DRACONIS, TAURUS, SPIRIT= ZAX! Debauchery... AKOLASIA! Without control... AKRASIA! Embittered... EPIKRANTHEN! Dark, unseen... EAEIDELOS! Carnal nature of all mankind... The Fallen! Bitterness, hatred, implacableness... NOZNOROCH! Ambushing within unseen fears... anti-life! Spiritual anti-matter... RUACH HAQODESH opposite! Ascending to a higher plane of existence... guided by AIWASS! Mystical path to enlightenment... to immortality! Will... subverted to Choronzon’s... THELEMA! Attaining the Great Work, the path to supreme... KNOWLEDGE! Purpose on the physical plane, HIGHER WILL! Complete annihilation of imposed religions and dogmas: CREATION OF A NEW UNIVERSE! IMPOSITION OF A NEW A LAW! New law established in the dawning of a new Aeon Apotheosis of freedom... WILL IS THE LAW!
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Nov 10, 2025
(Liber Samekh) Longing for wisdom... Own law soon to be declared About to become a... Master of the highest Magick Independent and self-reliant... increased devotion! Intense, perpetual, all consuming state... evolving! [THE OATH] HADIT... invoked! Thee I invoke, the Bornless One! Thou art ASAR UN-NEFER! Thou Art IA-BESZ! Thou Art IA-APOPHRASZ! I am ANKH - F - N - KHONSU! I am the Angel of PTAH - APO - PHRASZ - RA! [AIR] Will... extended beyond the unknown Element... possesses me with passion! Hear me! AR ThIAF RhEIBET A-ThELE-BER-SET A BELAThA! ABEU EBEU PhI-ThETA-SOE IB THIAF! [FIRE] Dwelling in the void place of... My Spirit! Terrible and Invisible God... Invoked! Hear me! AR-O-GO-GO-RU-ABRAO SOTO... MUDORIO! PhALARThAO OOO AEPE! [WATER] Feeding upon the death of men... power of darkness! Rideth upon the Beast... Mother of Abomina-tion! Hear me! RU-ABRA-IAF MRIODOM BABALON-BAL-BIN-ABAFT! ASAL-ON-AI APhEN-IAF! I PhOTETh ABRASAX AEOOU ISChURE! [EARTH & SPIRIT] O Mother! O Truth! Thou Mass! Hail, Thou that art! KOThA AThOR-e-BAL-O ABRAFT! Return to the Tiphereth... Spirit invoked! Expanding the Source of Will... the Secret symbol of Self! Hear me! AFT ABAFT BAS-AUMGN! Identical Point! Nuith! Hadith! Ra-Hoor-Khuit! Hail, Great Wild Beast! Hail, IAO! Striking terror and reducing them into obedience Representing the quest for ancient, forgotten knowledge Purified by fire, embodiment of supreme power... The Key!
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Nov 10, 2025
In search of the rightful orbit, a star in the universe! The paths to supreme knowledge! Had, the manifestation of Nuit At the Gates of a New Aeon Arrival of ancient, forgotten entities Representing the endless possibilities of the Universe, Hadit Strength, courage, Ra-Hoor-Khuit Intense, extreme desires, behaviors, Babalo, Therion! Contained energy, Hoor Paar Kraat Reaching the orbit through the vast universe, the infinite space! Toward the accomplishment of the Great Work It is our will, Thelema I'm the center of the Sphere, I'm the sorcerer Giver of live, knowledge of me, knowledge of death Wretched and weak, stamped down and crushed Nuit! Hadit! Ra-Hoor-Khuiot! The Sun, strength and sight, light! I'm the Conqueror, the unperishable Longing for Death, the strength of my glory Raising the spell of Ra-Hoor-Khuit War and vengeance unleashed! Fire, blood, swords, spears worshipped Defeat in battle, conquer Reaching the Splendor of a new Law I'm the thelemic conqueror Conqueror! "Thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that, and no other shall say nay"
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 07, 2026
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