Illdisposed
Album • 2011
In control I never was That would take another year – with you But I don’t have anymore time I’m on my way out your door – it’ll never last And I’m going down Don’t care at all I’ll see you burn in hell Burn – I’ll see you burn It’s like a fantasy outlived Going away alone Your own best companion Is all you were – take care And burn Too smart to notice anyone else Involved in nothing but yourself And yet again so short on knowledge Guess your brain went away with apathy
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025
Teach me, plant the flowers Embed the dream of you and I Shower me for hours Lead me on my way There’s so many things I wanna see I can’t deny my feelings – but I will deny the cross My path of solitude Are spoken by the few Who’ll never come to terms With what happened here tonight Heaven forbid Denial is decay Suffer loneliness Suffer, Souls, closer – to God Flesh, burn, control – by God And his flock They can all rot Fell me – break the chain Important feelings are dead The again – heaven forbid
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
You call my name It sounds like Summer My feelings are uptight But they’ll survive We speak again Not with each other Thought I must admit We shared good times Good, times, Rome were built Words, thrown, fall betrayed Our, faith, just collided We, fell, so alone Our words betrayed In comes the nightmare Of being all exposed We stay alive I need your help Confirm you’re frightened Bring down the barrier Of broken dreams
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025
And when the dream Converted nightmare Words are shallow You never cared And when we touch I’m never frightened I need the taste – the taste of you When I submit You are my master This is no game We never play I’m so lost Have you noticed? All for the taste – the taste of you There is no love In your heart Forceful emotions I am betrayed And I feel sick There is a care Inject the taste – the taste of you Let me home Between your legs Where I belong Where I provide No more rejection Never alone I miss the taste – the taste of you
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
Feel me, flirting Soulless, searching In chaos, hatred Downing Finding only God And nothing remains In my despicable end As I reach for the cross Carry my name Satan, follow Peaceful, hollow Addiction, needy Fortress Housing only me All my pityfulness We are exposed Another ingredient Rotten my day Heal me, structure Shameful, burning Instructions, whisper Seamen Tearing up my flesh Pouring all my will Into your heart Now cease to exist Rot and decay
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025
This track is instrumental.
s of life To follow, to feel, to be one I need you to be more than this I need your promise That you will try To see the world Out of my eyes This is my winter – I’m all depressed Be a witness to my decay Don’t need to promise me anything Just do this – you shouldn’t think No Of evil destruction – you feed from my veins I see that you soon are learning The sentence is above you head Just close your eyes - and fly away
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 25, 2025
When a girl who never lies Start spilling from her eyes You better listen in respect Could be the worst one yet And the girl who’ve never done Other people any wrong Are led to her defeat Revenge what he did From what she said, and all you know, Don’t turn the cheek He can’t escape – revenge revenge Is all you can bring – is all you can You need to take a life When no means no And the barrier broken Your time to heal All the pain – don’t throw it away And the pig will scream Carry out the plan You shouldn’t go Where has been denied And the barrier broken The time will tell Do I let you live Prepare to be – Castrated
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025
15 years ago I saw it coming The end of things that were – what are we coming to? I saw the evil, lurking in the shadows Protecting me so violently – killing on a Sunday And in this place of mine, you’re coming through Laughing, teasing, spitting, biting – all for you To sail away in darkness, is what we do Never cared what others said – killing on a Sunday And when we laugh – we laugh at you Other minds are black, shining through Always together Now and forever You’ll never sail this boat of evil will Twisting, turning, slave of me (I pay the bill) And you depend on me – it’s what you can Of innocence and mockery 15 years ago I saw my love The end of me, but hard to see – it wasn’t all my fault But here came evil – follow my path Sleep with me endlessly
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 25, 2025
Music never stopped knowing the way If lies are planted we weed it out in the Music all we had – all we feared Cigarettes are burning, at night we look so pale So pale as we inhale We care not, better look away This represents all that you hate We – it won’t be long This is all we lust This circle starts and ends with us We – we sacrifice All of your normal lives In the need to be together – We Hateful, control undeniable We reap the fruit of what we saw, it’s coming back Hateful in silence spoken words Meant to hurt – and do nothing else To plant a seed of disbelief To implode Where feeling rule – where we take over
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