Akumu

I push On all fours, I push I push On all fours, I push White porcelain beneath me - lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat, I push Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness - I am without control POLISH LYRICS: Wiję się w łożysku macicy Trzęse się w katatonicznej klaustrofobii Nagi w katakumbach krwawiącego łona drżę Strach, paraliż, niepewność wobec wszystkiego i niczego Przekwitam i znikam Jak dziecko w zamknięciu rozpycham się Żyły rysują delty na skórze mych rąk Gorączka rośnie Skąpany w słonym odpływie Nieczysty trwam TRANSLATION: On all fours, I am held in the ovular-womb In this catatonic claustrophobia In this catacomb - I am nude, shivering My panic and insecurity on display to everything and nothing I wither and grow small TRANSLATION: Like an infant in a corner - I push Veins make their way To the outer-most-layer of my skin Temperature rises The salted-discharge bathes me, it keeps me un-clean White porcelain beneath me - lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat, I push Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness - I am without control Screaming without words - beyond all sound - birthed is meat and bone, soaked in the brine of darkened blood and filth Excreted from the entrails are shapes and cuts not unlike the butchered-anatomy of cattle and swine White porcelain beneath me - lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat, I push Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness - I am without control I am without control Out-stretched, I push Out-stretched, I cry I push - I push I die

Submitted by Morgoth — Jul 21, 2026