Hundredth
Album • 2015
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How was I to know? The search went on and on and on I thought I could fill you up While I had nowhere to go But the deeper I dove the less I found A waste but how was I to know On the surface It seemed like everything was worth it I was an aimless string I was dangling You were pulling me Just to watch me unravel Just to watch me unravel Just to watch me unravel Push and pull Provoke my will Trying to see what you can get out of me Soak up every last ounce of me More than you can carry You'll have to wring yourself out Before you walk away You'll have to wring yourself out Before you think about leaving I'll stand there and watch You pour me back out It's a sad sight to see Because without me You return to being empty On the surface It seemed like everything was worth it I was an aimless string I was dangling You were pulling me Just to watch me unravel Just to watch me unravel Just to watch me unravel
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
I was rotting inside My inner flaws begging not to be revealed Swallowing doubt, choking it down Whatever I have to do to keep it concealed I'll leave it off the list when you ask me what My disposition is I just avoided it Hoped it would blow over but you caught wind And just to see you turned me inside out And now I see it There's no freedom in bottling it up and hiding it So I air it out I am my only judge And my self-hatred is justice enough Set myself free Set free And just to see you turned me inside out You hung me on your wall Gazed into darkness until you saw it all It wasn't what I wanted but I've never felt so free Until you turned me inside out
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
I just wanna break free from my misery It's suffocating everyone around me Choking on my apathy And disregard for humanity A bitter taste I'm sick of swallowing A dead end path I'm sick of following I'm becoming my own worst enemy Spit it out Force-fed by no other than me Self-inflicted suffering I just wanna break free from my misery It's suffocating everyone around me Choking on my apathy Gonna find the wall and tear it down Tear down everything So I can shed my disregard for humanity And unlearn the things that make me Sink back into my ways Past and present Grow and change Don't you fucking test me! Test me! Force-fed by no other than me I just wanna break free from my misery It's suffocating everyone around me Choking on my apathy Gonna find the wall and tear it down Tear down everything So I can shed my disregard for humanity I just want to break free
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
Becoming who I despise The naked truth leaves me bare A tipping point between order and chaos Gave way to despair Every thought that sides with scorn Constantly stranding myself I push them away I hold my tongue and say "No one understands me" I justified my position with "We're all alone in the end" I blur the line between who loves me and needs me Separate myself to gain control of everything And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation Empathy, a foreign word to me Had no desire to speak Had no desire to set free Fear let envy steal my virtue Pain blinded my escape I chose to side with my enemy The part of me that I hate Fear pain envy hate I'll see you on the other side I blur the line between who loves me and needs me Separate myself to gain control of everything And redefine, but I lost it in the isolation
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
It didn't mean anything to me To mean anything to you And you pretended you were calloused Because you didn't know what else to do You were begging for attention The loudest in the room You confused my silence My solitude for weakness But I could see right through You were starving for acceptance inside And when you cracked, it all seeped through You're slurring words, things you know nothing about Ignorance displayed like a trophy you're proud of You stagger around nothing but stones in your mouth Because you're too deep in your front to spit them out You were begging for attention The loudest in the room You confused my silence My solitude for weakness But I could see right through You were starving for acceptance inside And when you cracked, it all seeped through (It all seeped through) You pretended you were calloused But I could see right through You cracked and now you're at the bottom Stones in your mouth You're at the bottom Too deep to spit them out You're at the bottom Trying to make your way back And your desperation is deafening 2x You confused my silence My solitude for weakness But I could see right through You were starving for acceptance inside And when you cracked, it all seeped through
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
See beyond You try to break me, I look past and see beyond You try to bend me I won't align Cast aside Don't expect to find a single thing in common With the crooked smiles, the aimless idols Hollow and wandering They're going nowhere for miles They try to break me They try to bend me But I see beyond I won't align I don't need validation to define me Or justify manipulation And I'll sway you spineless Prove you mindless You lash out while I'm poised and silent I won't live up to mass appeal "I'm holding out for a better deal Something real" I see beyond I won't align I don't need validation to define me Or justify manipulation They try to bend me They try to break me I see beyond
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
I tried to wake you But you were lost Lost in a daze I gave up Your fits of rage could only last so long (last so long) Until you were splintered, shattered, silent Swallowing stones (Swallowing stones) Exhaust yourself fighting the truth Just made it known (made It known) No judgment made, I knew it was just a fit of rage And while you're splintered and silent A fire of shame I was willing to burn in the flame But when I tried to wake you You were lost Lost in a daze You gave me this But I paid for that You once told me you're gone There's no coming back Now that you wished yourself so far away I see what I should have seen You divorced yourself from feeling [And you force it out of your mind All your fury in a fit of rage ] x3 And while you're splintered and silent A fire of shame I was willing to burn in the flame But when I tried to wake you Cause you were lost x4
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
I just have to reach, reach out It's right in front of me Seek out the balance between Keeping my eyes on the horizon And staring at my feet I have to choose between drowning In a puddle or burying myself in the sea The weight of my concern is distressing And my lack of discern only disconnects me I must fight the sickness I must find the cure and let it take me Into the same deep waters as you "The shallow drowned Lose less than we" And it's only drifting further I just have to reach, reach out It's right in front of me Open waves of turmoil or Closed off serenity Do I cast my burdens? Or do I learn to carry the weight? My lack of discern only disconnects me I must fight the sickness I must find the cure and let it take me Into the same deep waters as you "The shallow drowned Lose less than we" And it's only drifting further I just have to reach It's right in front of me Embrace the deep There's more room to sink I just have to reach Bury myself in the sea I just have to reach Embrace the deep Because there's more room to sink I just have to reach
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
Tell me I'm free to run with my tied feet So when I fall you can coax me with sympathy Force failure down my throat until I feel guilty Weaken my will by limiting what I can do What I can say and how to be Want me to compromise Want me to fall in line I tried surrender But I had to let go Rise in revolt Resist the fear I was being sold I freed myself from your divine delusion Chains of guilt that were enslaving me Put a veil over my eyes, debt myself to a sacrifice I have to blind myself to believe Tell me to fly but there's a ceiling Cage me in and say that I can't leave Drag me through the dirt so you can clean me But I won't surrender to The cold hand trying to silence me Make me follow a concept A mouth that doesn't speak Slanted the truth and expected me not to see The warped reality that breeds bigotry and ignorance Trades equality for kneeling at an empty throne Forfeit control to none The warped reality Forfeit control to none Kneeling at an empty throne Forfeit control to none The warped reality that breeds bigotry and ignorance Trades equality for kneeling at an empty throne Forfeit control to none I had to let go Rise in revolt Resist the fear I was sold I freed myself from your divine delusion Chains of guilt that were enslaving me Put a veil over my eyes, debt myself to a sacrifice I have to blind myself to believe
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
Remove the shadows from my eyes Chains locked and tied across the door He thinks himself a heroine, tie and run He is the needle, I am the damage done My anger is a gift my mind trained my eyes to see The difference between who I am and the man I want to be Closed off and silent, fear lashed and left this scar A wall that won't come down until I know that I know who you are Tear it down I'm torn open and spilling out All my burdens bury me Restless soul still wrestling I've felt it closing in on me For far too long I feel it I feel it crawling in my skin It's going back and forth and then back again Why does it feel so desperate? Acceptance, it feels so fucking pointless A fleeting feeling, a means to an end Like resurrecting a monument only to tear it down again Tear it down I'm torn open and spilling out All my burdens bury me Restless soul still wrestling I've felt it closing in on me For far too long Remove the shadows from my eyes Chains locked and tied across the door He thinks himself a heroine, tie and run He is the needle, I am the damage done
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Feb 23, 2026
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