Illuminating Doom
(<em>Instrumental</em>)
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
The endarkened shroud that looms above me I feel it's curse encouraging suicide At the precipice, writhing in sadness with outstretched hands, the void pulls me in Life drains fast Like blood from a ravaged corpse Torpor and silent As midnight sang it lamentation song Spite! Fury rages inside my belly Rise! From the ashes like the phoenix Fight! Drown no more in my sorrow Die! If I don't, I will die Dying alone, choking on hope please, someone just take me home x4
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
The voices come clear Internal despair Bitter and cruel Try to ignore Feeling forlorn Better left unborn A heart maligned All loved ones gone No surprise of being despised The depression Pernicious and rife On the floor, a wasted life Here in this Hell, we hide The screams lost to the void A soul so utterly cold With the Vitriol burning inside (Vitriol burning inside) fists clenched and bruised Walls torn to shreds Dried blood on the carpet Dreams of greatness Dissipating away From evanescence to decay Life is a gift But not for the cursed Wanting death begins to burst Wishing to live A more grandiose life Maybe found at the edge of a knife Here, in this Hell, we hide The screams lost to the void A soul so utterly cold With the Vitriol burning inside Out from the shadows Murky and dim Ghost of the future With a shit-eating grin It's translucent finger Points forth to conquer This is existence Overcome what you suffer Here in this Hell, we fight Roars piercing the void A soul finding its glow With the Vitriol dying inside Come - to see. Lifelessness - set free Bid the demons farewell No need of this old Hell Come... Back... To... Reality...
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
As time sauntered by - came the wreckage of my flesh Days in bed, playing dead - isolated from the world Light shone from a tapestry - tattered and torn Open eyes, greet my demise - blood soaked mattress and songs of darkness Dwell within my hellscape room Scorned by illuminating doom All will to live is cast aside Yet I've failed suicide A letter written by a doomed lover Bidding farewell, never to be read The offensive light of the Sun Pierces through me, igniting a small glimpse Of life Shrugging the death away - the pain means I'm alive Although reeking of the shame - I can't hide in quiet despair Risen up to fight the day - but still feeling weak and feeble Dash my heart down below - sink deeper into the unknown Dwell within my hellscape room Scorned by illuminating doom All will to live is cast aside Yet I've failed suicide Crawl across this bloody mess And falter face down Find the inner strength to pull up Outside, sunny and bright - Exposing my ugly marring wounds Bloodstained, a nightmarish sight - like Lazarus returned from the dead Behold, a soul freezing cold - revealed by illuminating doom In light, pallid and white - unveil a living, breathing ghost Desperate hands reach towards the Sun - a sign of hope, good things to come? All lies, only mockery - just a worthless human being Have I been deceived? - is my life even worth saving? Life matters not, but the will to keep trying Dwell within my hellscape room Scorned by illuminating doom All will to live is cast aside Yet I've failed suicide
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
Fragility And lethargy Leaves the heart Withering Encumbered Outnumbered Tears the heart Asunder This moment, a portrait Of lovers laying dead So heartfelt and tragic Mired in blood red Two dancing souls Cursed with Love Share a kiss of poison Slowly they rot from within Depravity And intimacy Aches the heart Broken by lechery Deception Intimidation Betrays the heart Until it's beat will finally cease This moment, a portrait Of lovers laying dead So heartfelt and tragic Mired in blood red Two dancing souls Cursed with Love Share a kiss of poison Slowly they rot from within Kill The Heart There's no more blood to shed Deprive The Heart There's no more love to give Descension, endarken The two lovers fallen Brutal betrayal Hammer in the final nail A coffin, a gravestone A few words spoke in sorrow The burning, the yearning Observing romance dying To give up, To let go Drowning in the ghostly shadow Abandon, absconded Leave behind the dearly departed No happiness, no mirth Strip away all its worth So death plays their fatal song As the heart withers...
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
Absent from the body Dispirit until fade to black Sobriety, my enemy Imbibe til I feel no longer Obliviate my existence Erase all of the history Forgiveness eludes me Self-loathing is all consuming Entice the anger with whisky and weed Quell my demons or let them take over Blanketed in misery, comforted by suffering I submit to thee, Morsels of oblivion Destruction of the self Undeserving of love Falling from reality Losing what little control Drink more, smoke more Cloud my fragile judgement Lash out at loved ones For even daring to help Entice the anger with whisky and weed Quell my demons or let them take over Blanketed in misery, comforted by suffering I submit to thee, Morsels of oblivion Plunge ever deeper into the wretched, accursed maw of inescapable, unrelenting darkness Writhe and wrought all the pain I've brought unto me Fueled the anger with whisky and weed The demons came and possessed the weak Broken by the suffering, alone in the misery Gave into thee, Morsels of oblivion
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026
Lamenting by Cliffside Grieving 'Neath moonlight Torment Prolonging agony Atonement Ending peacefully The rain Feels different now The wind A soothing sound Collapse On grass and stone Shaking It's so damn cold Oh God have I lost it all? Is there love any hope at all? A living body but dead inside A broken soul and shattered mind I hate everything about me I fucking hate being alive! I wish I had the courage to die I want to rest in the blackened sea Let me return to nothing Suffered enough by the hands of hope Relinquish myself to the crashing waves With one step, i let go of everything Descend deeper down Plummet further to the ground Greet the end with open arms The reward I was waiting for Open my eyes, at the precipice I'm still alive, what the hell is this? I only dreamt of my suicide Was this enough to want to survive?
Submitted by NecroGod — Jul 21, 2026