Chapter I - Inconsolabilis

I was born on a freezing cold morning, Too young to know what was going on but old enough to resent it… Am I really gonna change, will I ever feel something? « why don’t you leave me alone » Our lives shot down in flames, we must remain the same without you… You’re so shut up tight inside! Innocence and joy forever gone, Feeling so powerless in front of pain. Living is like dancing barefoot on broken glass, Physical pain is better than feeling nothing. And deep down only silence remained… Deep down… No one… We do not mourn, We undertake grief! Mistakes made me who I am, Just like good things coming out of chaos. I’m falling into the eyes of affliction! I dreamed that you were still alive last night… Enter the realm of the dead! Embrace universal pain! Open up inside… We do not mourn, We undertake grief!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Nov 11, 2025

You slowly enter in my room and tell me to sit down, Crushed by sadness I try to swallow my tongue. Words of comfort always fail… An empty house for a vacant body, The dead is resting right underneath my bedroom as my entire family mourns! Living day by day I can no longer envision the future… Choking on grief, Plundered by isolation, Must find a way out of here! Padlocked by sadness… I’m not afraid of dying, I’m afraid of losing the ones I love… Now let me fall… I yearn for something more. A constant need to escape. Must find my way out of here, I’m crippled by sadness! Choking on grief, Why do we hate ourselves so much? Can’t be myself here… You know I treasure this pain! I treasure this pain as much as I hate it! You know that everything’s fine as long as long as you hate me! I’m stuck inside… An empty house for a vacant body, Words of comfort always fail! So hollow inside… All alone and craving for something more!

Submitted by MetalElf — Nov 11, 2025

I never enjoyed hurting someone, But being close to you I’ve come to like it. You’re the voice of deceit, The only one I need… You keep pushing me down. But I know who you are! You can fool me once but not twice, Tell me who’s the fool now? And I will never sail alone, Forever and ever you’ll be the clown… And I will never feel the cold, Forever and ever you will go down… Into the fire you shall follow, Let me wear your hate like a coat… These walls won’t tremble anymore… I fear not! Hey hey… Cut the crap and tell me what’s on your mind! Hey hey… Go on I’m here to speak the truth! Hey hey… I’m just here to do the devil’s work for you! Hey hey… We’ve always hated each other! It’s time to end it all now, For I can tell that you’re doomed! Erasing life as I’m burning free… And I’ve drank your tears, But only you can heal my wounds! Hey hey ! Stop wasting my time… Hey hey ! I’m growing strong! Staggering like a wounded eagle. As I’m getting wiser! On the edge of crumbling down, Drifting away, getting smaller…

Submitted by Finntroll — Nov 11, 2025

One more round is what you show, One more bound is what you really know when you’re down till the morning comes around… One more beer is what you seek, One more shot is what you really need when you’re down till the morning comes around… Hear my desperate call for forgiveness, I'm not different from them… We all bleed red, Like a red oak tree… Autumn forest in black and white, A dark shadow above the sea, Confront your fears into nothingness… Getting some love is what you seek, One more fuck is what you really need, When you’re down till the morning comes around Hear my desperate call for forgiveness, I'm not different from them… We all bleed red, Like a red oak tree… Bear the cross and spread the lies, Kill your god or stand the cries! Bear the cross and spread the lies, Kill your god or stand the cries! Hear my desperate call for forgiveness, I'm not different from you… We all bleed red, Like a red oak tree…

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Nov 11, 2025