Hacksaw to the Throat
Album • 2003
the world you pulled over my eyes finally revealed released from my illusion that you could actually be You never let me breathe smothered in the fake that you made seem true my weakness is your strength leaving me in shit kicking in my teeth finally escaping illusion enclosed inside your words I can't decide alone you strive for our destruction but to you its perfection created for my improvement but left unwilling to let go rebuilt, individualized but still conformed to you fighting to get freedom destroying to create the obsolete my only escape is death
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
force-fed emotion not grief not sorrow not fake sour and pungent tear stained face hate is forgotten useless shit falls away above it all fuck fate emotion--dissolves--hatred returns--too weak to resolve... Fall power too strong, forced to let go cannot contain lies of content anguish is mine, never set free endless pain, destroys me ... Fall
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025
insomnia too exhausted to be awake too full of life to sleep full of questions about the horror which tomorrow brings about the love I wont let myself feel turning and rolling, tremble and cough I can't stay still but moving keeps me awake craving the sedation that only sleep can bring searching for a fix I can't find my eyes shut tight thinking the darkness can caress me into sleep it is never dark enough I hold my breathe hoping for the release that only being unconscious can bring but I never have the strength hours of anguish, lead to a second of bliss which will leave me in a world that has only pain for me tear my eyes out every time they open I awake in a more painful reality
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025
white washed bleeding sky breathing vision slowly dies enclosed a capsule no mind no desire a violent revolution a poisoned awakening choking cold... asphyxiation... five deaths... kill temptation worlds wasted on yesterdays tears guided into tragedy stale breath, no promises left to keep enclosed a capsule no mind no desire a violent revolution a poisoned awakening tonight the air is grey with death the end is all I hear remaining a dying echo blinded cold and fading white washed bleeding sky breathing vision slowly dies
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
fallen into hell. contained in my failed existence apathy has control, there is no hope no shelter from endless failure I cannot care... I cannot win my shell... my shell of disbelief shattered... shattered are all my dreams in agony, yet I feel nothing being numb is the greatest pain piercing eyes of truth stare through my lies I protect that which I hate justice vanished for my suffering I've become the cause of my pain no release from ignorance no escape from the end cannot hide weakness perseverance erased my last step into total darkness is my first step into blinding light
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
I'm empty and cold as I realize nothings real falling into the abyss of fake dying inside rotting beneath unable to persevere consumed by nothingness drowning in my filth craving the embrace suffocate in tears tear away all that mattered dissolving uselessness erasing who I am destroying what I've built I strive so hard to reach perfection Yet I please no one My trials are useless I'm left weak Dropping, falling, losing, lost, I never will win Trapped in myself, with no illusion, to block out the horror within fear of the future, of the unknown, leaves me alone with my hate Knowing I'll never have what I need leaves me with nothing but pain
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025
in her silence I hear no rejection in her silence I hear no truth why can't I see the truth to save myself no I know she lies wordless but still I can hear her lips have yet to move two voices tear at me these lies, these truths need to escape in dream to this world where I am god my fears no longer drain fear no longer crucifies silence is my peace silence is my pain my peace is hidden lies lying empty my fears consume my mind here I am god (crucified) why this pain destroys... destroys her mouth sewn shut, dissolving painful truths with her I'm in pain, without her I'm blind
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
endless filth covering every inch of poisoned earth no way to escape the endless bile piling up at the back of my throat no purity it's an illusion that never was their shit stained face leaves me quenching end wretched vile nothings are still more than me fuck life it is nothing no reason to strive for an existence I cant achieve no new thought just plagiarism of life everything of worth is forgotten tomorrow fuck everything that god calls life my life is shit that god will flush away when he finishes I affect nothing not even myself
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
Every word, exactly what I need. horrible truths erased quiet whispers spin me in perfection where nothing can be wrong. her body shudders in ecstasy as I caress her flesh. The sound of her breathing hypnotizes me soothing me into a deeper state of bliss. Everything that escapes her lips is exactly what I need to hear. She says I'm perfect, I'm beautiful, smart, so pure. Every word contradicts my thoughts. The voice inside me escapes Maybe she just knew what to say To dissolve all of my pain Being with her is everything I love her-she makes me love me. I'm not alone I'm left alone
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025
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